12.32am ; Friday!

Finally, the Friday! This been has been quite hectic
but the week isn't over till Sunday.
Oh man! now i'm drat-ing the weekend as i got to work!

Yesterday, Thursday was really fun and WILD!
school in the morning and then went to catch Money No Enough
with N,B,S! The movie was really 100% pure madness.
laugh and cry all at the same time.It was really funny and really sad!
I think all who are jack-neo movie watchers should really catch it.
I really think its good! Personal rating : 4.5 star!

SO GO CATCH IT!

after movie, went over to chinatown.
had early dinner with B & S and then off waiting for
sotong and rest to come down.

went for the natas briefing and ended at 10+!
freaking late la! wanted to catch supper but plan was Ruined!

Came home. chatted with Lessy and now going off to shower after this.

School later. I MUST BE EARLY! - hope i will!
And i gotta catch my sleep tonight.
Natas begins tomorrow!
and Sunday as welllll!


XOXO!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DARREN!!!

Today is really fun and very tiring as well!
Was late for school today,
woke up at 8.40am.
i know its nothing surprising or whatsoever..
just that i was....
LATE! AS USUAL!
and i only reached school at 11am!
Nur ain't came to school today! - BOO HOO!

anyway, i went to school for half an hour as
lesson ended at 11.30am.
slacked in class a while and then went over to
Gan Ma and Gan Die's house.
waited for them as they were out golfing!

They came home. Showered and then Gan Ma and me went
over to her favorite shopping centre - TAKA!
shopped a while, and then went book shopping at KINOKUNIYA!
I bought myself the last HARRY POTTER SERIES [Deathly Hallows]!
The big WOW is actually the price. Cause i bought it for only $9.90!
YESH. $9.90 only! freakshow can!
now, i have the complete collection.
I AM A HARRY POTTER FAN!
anyway, gan ma then decided that we should rest our legs,
so we went tibets shopping,
bought drinks and some snacks.
and durain pancakes.

sat at a bench and was reading our stuff.
me the book, Gan ma and her business times.
and then i saw... MR TANG!
Oh my! as usual i embarrassed myself..
by calling his wife auntie!
MAN. was really embarrassing to the core!

and then we change seats and went to a more quieter corner.
after enough relaxing, we went over to the dinner venue.
A thai rest. Had really a wonderful dinner.
will defiantly go there again with the girls.

celebrated Darren's birthday and then now, backed home.
tomorrow day so packed man!
morning - school
afternoon - movie with N,B,S
evening - briefing on NATAS at chinatown!

crap. I'm now going to bath and report to lala land soon.
really can't be late for school tomorrow!

until then.
xoxo~

As all know, i was late for school.
School was pretty alright.
dull here and there. but still alright.

after school, lunch with Nur at breeks and
then back to work.
finish all that i need to.
Dinner and home.

TOTALLLLY SHAGGED!
This week is really going to be one hell of a week man!

BUTT, looking forward to tomorrow.
Meeting Gan ma and Gan Die for dinner!

Probably hang out with Gan Ma in the afternoon!

So many questions filling my head now, i don't seem to be taking any
into productive thinking. I don't know what i want, neither do i know
what i should do. iF JUST SOMEONE COULD HELP ME SEARCH FOR ALL the
missing pieces! I know i'm being very random. But still, i really am a lost kid now!!!
correction : Lost kid NOT!

Its 9.40am!
boy am i late for lesson!

Actually it totally ain't my fault.
I woke up at 6am.
did my normal stuff.
got ready and left the house by 8.15am.

Buttt, halfway while walking, i spilled
CHOCOLATE MILK ON MYSELF!!!!
ARRRGHHH, and goodness, i was wearing white!
So went home to shower again and change.

Now i'm home and waiting for dearest NUR!

Later!

xoxo!

Was early for school today.
NOT LATE AT ALLL!

Lunch with Kimmy.
Girl's Gossip chat..
was really good till i forgot about time!
Worked the whole day through!

exhausted to the MAXX!
came home, watch tv, chat and now..
showered and blogging.
will be off to lala land pretty soon.

Gotta get up by 6am tomoorrow !
That's going to be my routine this whole week!

Blog more tonight!

I'm back! -FINALLY!
its been 5days since i last blog.
and it seem like a million years.
ok, that was exaggerating!

Anyway, this week was really fun and
has uploaded my brain memory. Was out like the entire week after school.
yesh, i had school everyday this week, except that i skipped PBM lecture on friday!
The most unforgettable events this week wasss...

Wednesday - Watched "ITS A BIY GIRL THING" with N,B & S~
Was really nice, although was kindda polluted show.
i did a very stupid thing as well, by asking on a very stupid and crazy questions!

and the other day was :
Friday - skipped school, went over to BFF liying house,
We talked. she helped curl my hair and then got ready.
went over to PL for thanksgiving.
it really sucked overall. the whole event was soo screwed for us.
in the end, we left 15mins earlier..
and then supper supper.
was really a good time. although the whole school was screwed but i really felt happy seeing
all those girls again. And we're going to organize another event like this.
So for all 4E1 '07 please keep yourself free on the 8th August!
date to be confirm again.

And the other day was yesterday : Saturday - went out in the evening for family dinner
with Tai ma, Ah gong, Ah ma, Gan ma, Gan die , Er yi.. etc..
all the Uncle, Aunties, cousin ect... all came over to LEE DO RESTAURANT!
it was baby MING YAO's one month old celebration.
Was really a great feast.
and then came home and found out that daddy bought durains for us.
Ohh my, my cravings for durains recently.
so although i was full, i still had to eat the durains.
now, i feel like i'm 10kg fatter!

This coming week is reeallly going to be tough!
its WORK WEEK for me.
Everyday working!
But i think i need to keep myself occupied with things to do
so that i will not let my mind stray!
I NEED TO FIND BACK THE SHALINDA!
and not the SHALINDA now!


Recently the GUEST CREATURE who have been tagging my board
has disappear. And i'm thankful for that!

I finally finish watching FATED TO LOVE YOU!
Except that i'm waiting for episode 20 to be out this week!!!!

well. off i go now.
dinnner and outing!

Its Tuesday Morning; 7.05am!
yesh, 7.05am!
anyway i woke up today at 4am.

was sleeping from yesterday 5.30pm all
the way till now. cause like i ain't sleep the previous night
at all! LIKE TOTALLY!
But i had energy for class until it died out at around 12pm.

so i'm fully retored and ready to head for school today!
First lesson for econs.
I seriously don't know what to expect!

Yesterday, i went to TM yesterday with Nur to fix her phone..
andddd we saw
A SUPER GOOD HOT GUY!!
ALSO known GHG!
He was the one that assist us with the phone and all!

i really feel like blogging more.
but looking at the time, i think its really time i go get ready!
i sooo don't want to be late for lesson!


Blog more later!

Its a Saturday!
1 more day to school!
DRAT!

anyway, i better enjoy tomorrow to the fullest and
sleep early so that i would have enough energy to face
MONDAY!
these few days have been crazy.
sleeping in the day and awake at night!

Going to gym with Sophia tomorrow and then
to her house for girls session. Oh yes,
with dear liying! [I HOPE]
the last time we had was SUPER FUN!
talked and cam-whore like crazyyy!
miss those!

anyway, i'm going to catch my TOKOYO JULIET!
don't know what's wrong with me, but lately so back into
WU ZUN!
i mean i was into him like 2yrs ago.. and stuff
butt lately having seeing him again makes me
go back into him! OMG! ok. i really need to stop here!


xoxo!

Was home whole day!
Oh, i went out in the morning for breakfast with Jason and
his 2 friends! Although i don't know them.
funny people and really LOUD!
WHOLE MAC could hear them talking.
But luckily there were not so many people!

after breakfast, i came home and slept!
too tired man!
i only woke up at 3.45pm!
I was suppose to go meet ah ma today!
To take her out and stuff,
by the time i call her she was already at bukit timah!

Knowing that i just woke up, she told me to go back to bed
and that she will soon be going back to the hotel to rest as
she hasn't had enough sleep!
she woke up in the morning to send xiao yi to the airport and ah gong
to meeting!
anyway, will be meeting ah ma and ah gong tomoorrow!

home all day!
super sian la.. tomorrow also another packed day!
i really wanna go and see PL musical.
butt
freaking-ly all of them not free!

anyway, buffing shows to watch now!

Until then
xoxo!

I know i have not blogged for the last 2 and a half days!
Its totally because i was waiting for that "GUEST" aka PEARLY person
to come and see what was in-stored for her! Turns out that that timid mouse
came out with her name. According to my instinct she isn't PEARLY! Cause i don't
know anyone by that name.
EXCEPT FOR BFF SOPHIA CHILDHOOD FRIEND! BUT, SHE ISN'T THAT LAME AND CHILDISH!

I do have a person who i know would do such a thing. I mean after-all, there are millions
of reasons why i suspect its her! Anyway, that ASSHOLE replied my tag in my tag-board
and here she goes blabbing utter rubbish again! [AS USUAL, NOTHING EXTRAORDINARY]

pearly: if you can say here that i've no life,then what about you,replying such a liong post on ur blog dedicated to me WOOOAHH!!! claps!*
2008-07-17 1:04 AM #

pearly well seems u enjoy replying my every sentance huh!;
2008-07-17 1:03 AM #

pearly pukikobausialllll
2008-07-17 12:58 AM #

I mean this girl totally has no life of her own! AT ALL!
She doesn't even understand that she wasn't invited. And still has the cheek to come back
and tag. I just feel she is just a die-hard fan of mine!
Firstly, she comes and tell me rubbish stuff to get my attention on her
and after that, she is soo heaps happy that i reply her and gave her the attention
she was wanting to get out from me. And now, she is mentally unstable. Wanting to smell my vaginal area!
HOW SICK CAN THIS ASSHOLE GET!

i seriously have no mood currently to tag more about this asshole who
is not even having guts to put her actual name down!
Cause i'm sure her name isn't PEARLY!


Anyway, enough about her! Recently i don't know why but all these freaks are
just entering my world one after another!
TOTAL FREAK-SHOW~

Back to my life, I THINK I'M TOTALLY SCREWED FOR ACCOUNTS!
LIKE TOTALLY! TO THE MAXXXX!
SO THINKING I MIGHT RE-SIT!
ALTHOUGH I SURE DON'T WANT TO!
ARRRGGGHHHH!

Thursday was fun!
went out with Xiao Yi & Tai ma to pick
Ah gong & Ah ma up from airport!
I LOVE THEM HEAPS LA!
they brought peach back which are freaking FRESH!
whooo. I can so do my fruit diet chart starting from next week!

School's starting on monday for 2 different module!
ECONS & BUSINESS MANAGEMENT!
sure going to ask BFF LIYING FOR HELP!
after all, we'll be studying the same till her
exams in august!

ok, i'm really tired.
going to call liying for chit chat session!


XOXO~!

P/S: TO ALL THOSE FREAKS I'VE MET SO FAR, CAN YOU GUYS GET A LIFE!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!!!!

TO THAT "GUEST" WHO TAG MY BLOG!
DATE: 14 JULY
TIME : 7.34PM - 10.10PM


THIS POST IS DONE IN HOURED OF THAT "GUEST" PERSON!
TO ALL WHO IS UNAWARE OF WHAT IS GOING ON..
I SHALL GIVE A BRIEF DETAIL.

BASICALLY ON 14TH OF JULY, ESTIMATED 7.34PM TO 10.10PM,
SOMEONE TAG MY TAG-BOARD.
WRITING RUBBISH LIKE THIS :

Guest: your attitude sucks!
2008-07-14 10:10 PM #
Guest: PLEASE STOP YOUR BLODDY EGONESS! YOU'RE TOO MUCH
2008-07-14 7:36 PM #
Guest: ur daughter of a bit_ch
2008-07-14 7:35 PM #
Guest: hey FuuCkerR
2008-07-14 7:34 PM #
Guest: hey ****er
2008-07-14 7:34 PM #

SOO, MY REPLY TO THIS "GUEST" [TOTALLY NOT AN INVITED GUEST]..
WAS....

Shalin: ANYWAY. TAGGING HERE MAKES ME FEEL SO LOW JUST LIKE YOU! LET'S DO IT OPENLY SHALL WE. I SHALL BLOG A POST JUST ON YOU! HAPPY READING AND BE HONORED!
2008-07-15 1:33 PM #
Shalin: GUEST: I KNOW YOUR PARENTS NEVER TEACH YOU MANNERS AND STUFF BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK SO OBVIOUS THAT YOU'RE A PATHETIC LOSER!
2008-07-15 1:30 PM #
Shalin: GUEST: WHOEVER YOU ARE, YOU SHOULD STOP WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME! DON'T YOU HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO IN LIFE THEN TAG RUBBISH!
2008-07-15 1:27 PM #

BUT THEN I SUDDENLY FELT WHY SHOULD I JUST TAG ALL THAT I WANNA SAY
IN MY TAG BOARD. SINCE THAT ASSHOLE TOOK TIME TAGGING MY BLOG MEANS
I'M WORTH OF ITS TIME RIGHT?! SOOO.
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO THAT ASSHOLE.

FIRSTLY. THE REASON WHY I SAY ASSHOLE IS BECAUSE SINCE I'M NOT SURE OF THE GENDER,
ASSHOLE SOUNDS PERFECT TO DESCRIBE THAT PERSON!
AN IRRITATING OR CONTEMPTIBLE PERSON [DEFINITION OF ASSHOLE]

OK, SO TO THAT ASSHOLE,

SERIOUSLY, DON'T YOU HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO IN LIFE.
I MEAN ALTHOUGH I'M HOURED THAT YOU ACTUALLY TOOK TIME OFF TO TAG..
BUT I'M REALLY CONCERN ABOUT YOU. YOU SEEM TO HAVE NO LIFE. THAT'S VERY SAD I WOULD SAY.
LIFE IS VERY SHORT AND ONE SHOULD MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.. ALTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'RE NOT!

THE NEXT IS YOU STARTED OFF WITH "hey FuuCkerR".. MMM. LOOKS LIKE YOU REALLY DON'T COME
FROM A VERY EDUCATED FAMILY. THAT'S WHY THE BAD MANNERS. I DON'T BLAME YOU MUCH..
CAUSE IT ISN'T YOUR FAULT THAT YOUR PARENTS DID'NT GUIDE YOU PROPERLY. BUT I STILL
BLAME YOU A BIT, CAUSE EVERYONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR LIVES, AND LOOKS LIKE YOU REALLY
DISLIKE YOURSELF THAT'S WHY YOU MAKE OTHERS LOOK DOWN ON YOU. LIKE YOU DO ON YOURSELF!

YOUR THIRD SENTENCE WAS "ur daughter of a bit_ch"! LOOKS LIKE YOU DID'NT EVEN GET PROPER
EDUCATION.. YOUR SENTENCE SHOULD BE "YOU ARE A DAUGHTER OF A BITCH" NOT "ur daughter of a bit_ch"!
ANYWAY, MY MOTHER IS A HUMAN NOT A FEMALE DOG. SOO.. I CAN'T BE A DAUGHTER
OF A BITCH FOR SURE. THERE ARE MORE THEORIES OF THE WORD "BITCH". PLEASE GO READ UP MORE
BEFORE TYPING UTTER RUBBISH HERE. IT MAKES ME THINK THAT YOU'RE JUST A BARBARIAN BLABBING RUBBISH!
THE COMMAND OF ENGLISH IS VERY IMPORTANT THESE DAYS, PLEASE GO AND BUY YOURSELF A DICTIONARY
IF YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE GETTING MY POINTS!

YOUR FORTH SENTENCE WAS "PLEASE STOP YOUR BLODDY EGONESS! YOU'RE TOO MUCH".
"EGONESS"?? WHAT THE HELL YOU TYPING. THERE IS NO SUCH WORD AS EGONESS!
PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE, YOU TOTALLY NEED A DICTIONARY!
AND I DON'T THINK I NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT I'M BLOODY EGO.
I MEAN EGO IS JUST A PERSON'S SENSE OF SELF-ESTEEM OR SELF-IMPORTANCE.
AND I'M JUST SO CONFIDENT ABOUT MYSELF. I LOVE MYSELF AND I THINK I AM IMPORTANT TO MYSELF!
IS IT ANY OF YOUR BUSINESS WHAT I FEEL ABOUT MYSELF?! THEN WHY IS YOUR ASS SO PAIN THAT I LOVE MYSELF!
BUT, I THINK I CAN SOMEHOW EXPLAIN WHY YOU'RE JEALOUS OF ME BEING EGO.. CAUSE YOU DON'T LOVE YOURSELF
AS MUCH AS I DO. MAYBE YOU DON'T EVEN LOVE YOURSELF. YESH, I THINK YOU DON'T AT ALL!
AND YOU HAVE A VERY LOW ESTEEM THAT'S WHY YOU WASTE YOUR TIME AWAY AND
WHEN YOU SEE OTHERS [LIKE ME] HAVING CONFIDENT ABOUT THEMSELVES, YOU JUST CANNOT TAKE IT.
THIS IS CALL JEALOUSLY! AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU SAY I'M TOO MUCH. I MEAN I THINK LOVING
YOURSELF IS IMPORTANT! AND I THINK YOU SHOULD TRY TO LEARN. BEFORE ITS TOO LATE AND THEN YOU'LL DO
EVEN MORE CRAZIER THINGS.

YOUR SECOND LAST STATEMENT WAS THE FOURTH SENTENCE, AND THE TIME YOU TAG WAS 7.36PM.
AND THEN YOU RETURN AGAIN AT 10.10PM TO END OFF YOUR LAST SENTENCE WHICH WAS..
"your attitude sucks!"! RIGHT..AND WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE IF THEY'RE NICE OR NOT>?
I MEAN IF YOU'RE SOMEONE I KNOW OR I MEAN A FRIEND.. AND YOU TELL ME THAT, I
CAN UNDERSTAND. BUT YOU'RE JUST A COWARD WHOM DOESN'T HAVE ANY GUTS TO REVEAL YOUR
TRUE SELF AND HAVE TO RESORT IN USING SUCH STUPID ACT! AND HELLO, AT LEAST I HAVE ATTITUDE!
UNLIKE YOU. NO ATTITUDE + NO GUTS WHICH = YOU'RE A TOTAL FAILURE!

HAVING ALL THAT SAID AND REPLYING TO EACH OF YOUR COMMENTS, I AM TRULY SATISFIED!
AND IF YOU REALLY DO REPLY AGAIN, PLEASE HAVE A TINY BIT OF COURAGE TO LEAVE YOUR NAME BEHIND!
OR MY ADVICE IS DON'T EVEN REPLY. IT WILL MAKE YOU A COMPLETE IDIOT IF YOU DO!

ENDING THIS, I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!
OH YESH, THE NEXT TIME YOU DO SOMETHING STUPID LIKE THIS TO SOMEONE ELSE OR
SOMETHING.. I THINK IT WOULD BE SOO MUCH BETTER IF YOU HAVE A DICTIONARY WITH YOU AND
HEAVEN'S SAKE, PROVE READ!

GOODBYE!

Productive or Non-Productive?!
Yesh, went out to study for Accounts for
tomorrow's paper!
i totally don't know!
all i know is that.. i'm dead for paper tomorrow!
and this feeling that i need to re-sit my paper.
Oh GOD PLEASE HELP ME!
dying anytime sooon!!!

woke up at 2pm.
called PL to see if there was still tickets for the musical!
and then call the rest of the girls to check out with them if
they were going and stuff.
got ready and left the house at 3.30pm
initially was suppose to meet Nur,
but that late queen was still at home when i was at my bus-stop
brandan was near my place and fetch-ed me..

studied at coffee-bean with Brandan and Shawn.
until we felt like studying with Nur as Brandan said
4 idiots = 1 genius.
went over to Nur's blk and we mug under the void deck.
because it was 7+pm already..
it was more or less quieter.

after a while everyone became restless.
and we started learning how to self-defense from each other
totally crap time.

i would say today was fun but i really need to study.
i think i'm going to stay the whole night studying or something
i cannnot just leave like that.
soo many things i haven memorize!!
crapppppppp!
i think if i cannot do the paper tomorrow,
i'm just going to walk out e room and just
shout!
I RE-SIT ALREADY LA!
HAHAHAHA.


Its 1.23am now and i think i will be slacking till 2am.
before i get serious with my study.
andddd
Nur gave me special mug today!!
THANKS BABE!
She always present me randomly.
dunno what's wrong with her.
but hey, who does'nt like to be present right>?


anyway, i know for sure that i really have good friends around!
MDIS - BRANDAN, NUR AND SHAWN!
FROM PL : LIYING, SOPHIA,JASMINE AND KERRIE,SITI..
OUTSIDE : DAN, KIM, KEN, AND THE WHOLE OF INSOMNIAC CREW!

loads of them here and there.. but these people more happening i guess!
so i thank God for them. and wish them all the best everyday!
ok, i think i'm getting nowhere going on blabbing abt my friends!

No sleep tonight! And long day tomorrow!
after exams off to pick Ah ma from airport!
seeing baby and er yi tomorrow!
whooo.
meeting carol at night!
i'm going to be WONDER-WOMAN!

that's all tonight!
xoxo!!

SUPER SHAGGED!
i slept at 5.30am this morning
and woke up at 8am!
only 2 and a half hours of sleep only!

Was writing on OB notes!
Brandan fetch me to school today so not
so bad la!
Exam today was..
NO COMMENTS!
i had all the pointers at the back of my head
but my essay for all sucked!
i was writing shit all the way.

I PRAY THAT WHOEVER IS MARKING MY PAPER,
WILL JUST UNDERSTAND ALL THE SHIT THERE AND
JUST PASS ME.
i just need a D!

after paper was "SUPPOSE" to go study with Nur for Accounts.
But her BF came to fetch her soo i went home first.
also thanks to brandan who fetch me back.
plan was i reach home, rest a while and then prepare to leave later
in the evening to meet Nur,
BUTTTT,
i overslept and woke up at 9pm.
Seeing that Nur didn't call or text me
i text her back and found out she also overslept!

Sooo. no study session today.
Meeting the rest of them for a whole-day study session!
I must focus on BAF!
i seriously don't want to re-sit less say re-module!

so ENERGY to be diverted to accounts tomoorrow!

********************************************************************************************************************************
'm sooo stress over your thing!
i want to find answers.
i hate this feeling. its soo confusing!
now, i'm in a condition of a
i dunno what feeling!
i need to find my mind, principle and soul back.
i really strayed from my principles this round.
How the hell did i let myself stray away!



XOXO!

RIHANNA - CRY

I'm not the type to get my heart broken.
I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
'cause I never let my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye.
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole in love thing.
And someone can say they loved me truly,
but at the time it didn't mean a thing.

My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.

This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kiss?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
and I know that it's no more.
I should have never let you hold me, baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give it to you on purpose,
Can't figure out how you stole my heart.

My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.


This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know.
I never meant to let it get so personal.
And after all I tried to do,
to stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broking-hearted,
I can't let you know.
And I won't let it show,
you won't see me cry.


This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.
(X2)

All my life.
...................................................................................................................................................................................................

Yupp, that was the song Cry by Rihanna.
and i really think that song suits my present self!
the lyrics especially! except for the part :
"Did it happen when we first kiss?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
I should have never let you hold me, baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. "

other than that. 100% on the dot.
i seriously don't know why i end myself like that.
i mean how can me, SHALINDA forget her principle in
life, but today i kindda woke up and hopefully
shalinda will come back to her senses!
Because i got to. I can't let myself stray any longer!
ok, i sound like an idiot now talking to myself and blogging abt
me in a total retarded way.
But, i'm really pissed with myself.
I just can't seem to be figuring a lot of unanswered questions in
my mind. I need answers..
anywayyyy.
enough of all these shit..


i went studying today!
ok, was productive.
i manage to get some points in my head..
thanks to teacher brandan and shawn!
tomorrow paper 3 hrs.
seriously no joke! i think i can finish the paper fast though
give some bull-shit and hand in!
gotta wake up by 7am. latest 7.45am..
start calling the rest up and start revising last minute!
man! i hope i can make it.
i shall read through and sleep for the day!

gotta switch off my brains by 3.30am.
and its 2.46am now! ok
that's for all today!


xoxo!

OMG! I committed a crime!
I told Nur what i'm not suppose to!
shittttt!!!!!
someone help me. i just hope
she will be mute about it!

Should have listen to J and just shut up!
FREAK-SHOW LA!

anyway, tomoorow is OB and still no
productive notes in my head!

meeting brandan and shawn to study i guess
hopefully somethings will be up there by tomoorrow!


ok, i'm feeling much better after talking to
BFF liying!
phew, worry again tomoorow!


xoxo!

5.45AM.
And here i am searching for this song:
我知道我变漂亮了 - shi xinhui 石欣卉
I'm soo in love with this song..
but i can't seem to be downloading it
from any website!
that;s sickening.. but
i manage to ask some unknown people for it.
hopefully, they will be good people and reply to
my call! i just have to wait then!
until then, i'm playing this song over and over again!
and i'm still not bored of it!

Anyway good news!
I STUDIED!
YESH I DID!
although not very productive...
but still i manage to understand what;s going to
come out for OB!
i think i shall concentrate a bit of accounts tomoorow!
i mean that;s a subject i can't anyhow write..
must remember formulas and stuff!
arrgghhh!
anyway, i'm going down for breakfast and then off to sleep.
hopefully i'll wake up later and go down to sophia's house!
curling my hair!
whooo!
and of course i must study more!


until here...
xoxo

Its 12.45am..
15mins to 1PM!!
and yet i 'm still not asleep and wasting my time away!

I DID NO STUDIES TODAY!
EVERYBODY GO..
CHEYYY!

cause its not something i don't do!
been telling myself what,
i have to study right..

SHALINDA IS DEAD LA!
JUST DEAD!

i tied my hair as in bun-ed it
from 7pm till 12.30am
so abt 5hrs..

my hair curled!
whoo my..
i love my curls!
thanks to teacher liying who thought me
the trick!! hahahaha

ok, nothing much to blog today la!
cause as usual i woke up late..
today was 6pm!

my goodness!
i think that's all for the day!


xoxo!

Its 11 July ; 3.42am!!
While all are asleep, i'm here blogging
and talking on skype with liying.
YESH. we have been on skype like everyday until
it has sure become a routine to see each other
every night and talk till dawn!
This study week has made me into an
insomniac. Although that's what the crew's name is..
I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ONE MAN!

Today, or should i say yesterday,
was GREAT!
Brandan and Shawn came over to ACTUALLY STUDY!
and then ended up eating, watching tv, talking and playing
and not forgetting watching ARMY DAZE!
great show!
Dad has all these LDs in the cupboard and
brandan was like looking and checking them out..
until they went to try putting the LD.

They didn't really catch the whole show,
as it was already late.. but i SURE DID!
thanks to them :D

Today was really unproductive but FUN!
today was really funny..
AND I SOOO SCARED SHAWN!!!
OMG, while trying to type this out..
i'm laughing while recalling the incident!!!!
ONE WORD "HILARIOUS"!

While talking to liying,
i just realise its FRIDAY TODAY!
i thought it was like Wednesday coming Thursday!
And holy shit,
i'm having my exams in 2 days time which i've not study!
i'm so going to study tomoorow!
like haha, been telling myself that since Monday!

But screw myself la!
If i dun study by tomoorow,
i can soo prepare to fail!


I just did horoscope check for liying & K
andddd
for MR AHEM!
I'M SOOOOO OVER THE MOON, SKY.CLOUD..
WHATEVER LA.. just very very happpy!!!!!
His ROMACE COMPATIBLE IS A LIBRA!
AND..
I'M A LIBRA..
WHICH IS...
WHOOOOOO LALALALALALALALA!


OK, i think i better stop here or else..
i'll go crazy and keep repeating myself!!


xoxo

I wanna run away,
run far far away.
to a place where there's no worries,
no trouble, no sinful people,
no stress, etc.
just living a very carefree,happy and no worry life!

I just can't breath in here.



Not in the mood of blogging tonight!!

Was home all day!
slept like for a million years.
I woke up at like what..
6.30pm??
GOODNESS GRACIOUS!

Its suppose to be study week this week..
and see what the hell i'm doing..
watching drama and spending my time sleeping!!
so totally UNPRODUCTIVE!
i keep telling myself to start talking to my books..
but totally i'm doing the total opposite!!
Instead of studying. i'm slacking!
and when my exam dates are near,
i start to panic and burn mid-night oil.
and on the day of my exam, i end late or
i forgot what i study!!

Its always the same old routine!
But hopefully, i will pass the modules as usual!!
But i seriously gotta start studying!
i feel like i'm just talking with no action.
buttt, i shall still try to motivate myself even
though i know its not working!!


Off to finish my drama..

Until then!

I'm seriously slacking my ass!
i manage to get some work done,
but no studies done!!!
AT THIS RATE, I'M SURE TO DIE THIS WEEKEND!
time to burn all those mid-night oil!

and my Mac is giving me hell!
always hanging and losing all the data in it!
life is definitely not going fine for me!
july is also definitely not my month!
ARRRGGGHHH!!

Going back to PL for thanksgiving!
okay, that's something i look forward to!
seeing all my long missed pals!
i really do miss school though.
although i do like my current school life.
its just that i missed those carefree days!!
those days where homework and exams
were not a headache.
but now its totally different.

well, i think i;m going to end here,
shall go shower and then try talking to
my accounts book.
hopefully we'll get along well tonight!

UNTIL THEN
xoxo!

HELLLO WORLD!

OH MY.. its been freaking long since i last blog!
and that was..
28th JUNE?!!
WHICH IS LIKE A WEEK BACK ALREADY-!!
OMG..
Ok, so i have not been consistent.

ANYWAY..last week was a total BANG BANG..
SERIOUSLY FUN AND GREAT WEEK.
ESPECIALLY middle of the week..
lets start with WEDNESDAY!
CAUSE THAT's when the fun started!!


[WEDNESDAY]
Had school the entire day till 4.30pm
was suppose to go down to chalet straight but
plan change and Shawn was invited.
Followed S back home to change..
which was like close to 1 and a half hour journey!
freaking long!
blah.blah.
reached chalet around 8+..
first night was pretty quiet but was equal FUN!

[THURSDAY]
School till 5pm.
chalet straight.
as usual.. the fun kicked in after 11pm i think
total bunch of crazy peeps.
I won't elaborate what hell that night was..
but it was mega huga FUN!
i reached home..
at what 6.30am..
slept for 2 hrs or so
and was awaked by Gf [brandan]
inside story on how he is nur and my GF!
hahaha..
anyway, he came to pick us both and off to school..
i slept during the whole time through..
after class, went for golf!
Was bad! Golf wasn't really good.
i played fairly i would say..
probably cause i was too tired
after golf,, was suppose to be at office..
ended up at home.
slept like the whole day thru till i forgot to wish bff Liying
Happy Birthday!

[Saturday]
home.homey.homed!

[Sunday]
same HOME!

i HAVE BEEN home for the past two days recovering from
lost sleep.. but i haven started mugging..
which i should as my exams are freaking next week!
damn!


AS I CONCLUDE THIS POST,

i would like to wish my two BFFs..
who have helped me through my years..

A VERY HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!

Sophia - 3rd july
Liying - 5th july

and that two days was AWESOME!!
THANKS guys.. you guys made it WOW!!
love you guys loads!!!!!!



Until then!!