RIHANNA - CRY

I'm not the type to get my heart broken.
I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
'cause I never let my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye.
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole in love thing.
And someone can say they loved me truly,
but at the time it didn't mean a thing.

My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.

This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kiss?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
and I know that it's no more.
I should have never let you hold me, baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give it to you on purpose,
Can't figure out how you stole my heart.

My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.


This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know.
I never meant to let it get so personal.
And after all I tried to do,
to stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broking-hearted,
I can't let you know.
And I won't let it show,
you won't see me cry.


This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.
(X2)

All my life.
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Yupp, that was the song Cry by Rihanna.
and i really think that song suits my present self!
the lyrics especially! except for the part :
"Did it happen when we first kiss?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go.
I should have never let you hold me, baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart. "

other than that. 100% on the dot.
i seriously don't know why i end myself like that.
i mean how can me, SHALINDA forget her principle in
life, but today i kindda woke up and hopefully
shalinda will come back to her senses!
Because i got to. I can't let myself stray any longer!
ok, i sound like an idiot now talking to myself and blogging abt
me in a total retarded way.
But, i'm really pissed with myself.
I just can't seem to be figuring a lot of unanswered questions in
my mind. I need answers..
anywayyyy.
enough of all these shit..


i went studying today!
ok, was productive.
i manage to get some points in my head..
thanks to teacher brandan and shawn!
tomorrow paper 3 hrs.
seriously no joke! i think i can finish the paper fast though
give some bull-shit and hand in!
gotta wake up by 7am. latest 7.45am..
start calling the rest up and start revising last minute!
man! i hope i can make it.
i shall read through and sleep for the day!

gotta switch off my brains by 3.30am.
and its 2.46am now! ok
that's for all today!


xoxo!