Kidnap my heart.

TuesdayTuesday, September 30, 2008

SCREWED.SCREWED.SCREWED.

DIE.DIE.DIE.

DEAD.DEAD.DEAD.

GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

I'm so wasting my time away. Like totallllly wasting it away!

I have 2 projects to hand in this Thursday and nothing is COMPLETED!

It's all down half-way here and there.

Marketing can consider it 70% done, Business Law 0%.

Yesterday was out with the gang.

Completely insane time, came home showered and then headed to East Coast..

had supper. And then to Tamp to give Tim his easy-link card.

P/S : YOU OWE ME!

Slacked around at Tamp before picking Yvon and UH-UM..

came back, and was totally shagged.

Today, instead of focusing on my project, i've been doing stupid things..

calling singtel, watching 2 movies - SECRET & THE ART OF SEDUCTION.

If you haven't catch it, GO watch.. I LOVE BOTH :D

and better still i'm having a fever NOW!

The good thing is that, DAD bought me my iphone already!

hahaha. Have not got my hands on it, as he isn't back yet.. but SOOOOON!

i was chatting with MO ren just now.. and i will be thinking of a name to call my phone.

like you know, some people call their car, motorbike, bag.. names..

soooo, i'll be thinking of one as well. :)

Blog more later...

i know you love me

XOXO

Shalinda

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SundaySunday, September 28, 2008

Again my blog was dead for few days, and i'm kindda considering closing it down~!?

Anyway, my birthday was a dead dead one. School, office,town and then home.

This year birthday really suck, BUT.. i gave myself a birthday present!

I PERMED MY HAIR! :)

Although i am still trying to get use to the curls at times i still think it's nice.

So far all comments from others were good, so i shall only know when the curls softens.

Dad is getting me an iphone! Another thing to look forward to.

Henry left already. Send him off on Saturday. :) / :( ??

We went out last night for an awesome time. Cute guys, hot chicks..

What more can i say!

I'm so screwed at the moment. I have Business Law and Marketing project that needs

to be handed in this Thurs and Fri which i have not started at all. Which requires loads of

things to do which equals to spending crazily on it this whole weeeek!

Meeting the girls this Week. FINALLLY!!

I miss them loads and finally we're meeting WITHOUT the guys.

hahahaha.

well, that what's happen when you get attach :Q

i know you love me

XOXO

Shalinda

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WednesdayWednesday, September 24, 2008

Life totally sucks at this moment!
So many things to do. So many things to settle.
I'm not even having time for myself.
I really wondered if God made me wrongly.
I think he wanted to make me superwoman or something but forgot
to give me powers. OK, I SO TALKING SHIT!
But at this point, i don't even know what is sense anymore.
I have to bothered with Mel, Kath, Office, My school, My Project,
My module, on top of that i have like people who gives me unnecessary problems.

I so wanna run away. FAR FAR AWAY NOW!
and just spend a day in a remote place. Somewhere i can just find time for myself.
Today someone ask me this " CAN YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST..?"
those words really kindda touch me somehow, i suddenly felt like i was watched by someone..
that feeling of when i thought no one was bothered., there was eventually and the funny
thing is that this person barely knows me for a year. Those words of his just made me think
deep. Although i know this is how my life is.. putting everything/everyone ahead of me. But i
begin to think deep after those words.

My day today was spend shouting at Mel, quarreling with my Mum, getting scolded by dad,
Having problems with some morons who just can't understand. and not forgetting.. my friends in school who thinks that i'm not taking my studies seriously. Well, maybe its a bit true..

Aiya, fuck it!
i'm so tired. and going to head home soon.
Shall see how my last few hours went and then probably blog more later!

i know you love me
XOXO
Shalinda

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TuesdayTuesday, September 23, 2008

Went for school today, was there before 10am. Which is considered EARLY!

And then back home and then to serangoon gardens coffee-bean.

Was there will Michelle, Dione and her friend.

Dione and her friend came down after their workout while michelle and i was

crapping awAy.

And a very funny thing happen today, we were like talking and laughing and then we

saw this hot guy. Although i find his body HOT but not his looks, Michelle thought he

WAS HOT STUFF.. so anyway, this Hottie.. was smoking outside and talking on the phone

before he got into Coffee-bean. And when he did, he called someone and was talking la. And just when Michelle went on and on about him, a lady with a baby in her hand and a little boy walked in and guess what??! THE BOY CALLED HIM DADDY!

Mama-MIA. i was stunned. The lady looked kindda 20s but the hottie looked like 18 -20.. and with two kids.?!

THat was reallly funny and scary. He really had a nice built just a waste he turned into a dad

so fast. What is up with these people these days, oh ya.. you know how he was talking to his son he was like what yours? Asking a son who is like what 4.. i mean so not a very daddy kind of way. Oh well.

I'm still very tired! So not enough rest! :(

i know you love me

XOXO

Shalinda

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MondayMonday, September 22, 2008

School and Meeting!

Well, today proposal with Dad and Gan die and Brandan,Shawn

went pretty alright. We're one step into opening our own shop!

POWER~! But loads of things to do from now, which also includes me

not spending time with my friends. :(

I am very tired and i don't feel like saying more!

i know you love me,

XOXO

Shalinda

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SundaySunday, September 21, 2008

JORDIN SPARKS - NEXT TO YOU :D

This song really says a lot. It describes a sort of mutual relationship between 2

individuals and yet, no matter how close they are to each other, no matter how

much time they spend with each other, they never had the chance to talk about their

FEELINGS... maybe because of the fear of rejection or maybe because of the value of

Friendship.

I really really love the chorus! Whoa..

Start of a Tiring and busy Sunday morning!!!

i know you love me

XOXO

Shalinda

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

Today was a long LONG day and so will be tomorrow.

Was at henry's place during branch, and then off to Aunt's shop and

then to Kerrie (Scandal) birthday party. My dear Scandal is now 17!!!

5 more days to mine. WHOOOO.

Today was pretty all right. More of a bonding day with friends who i miss so

much. But it wasn't really all well. As i'm blogging this, something happen not long

which is kindda getting in my way of expressing my day today.

So, as far as my day event is concern, i guess that's all i did today.

P/S : I freaking don't know what is wrong with you and why you said all those shit. All i know is that you're driving me crazy!!!!

i know you love me,

XOXO

Shalinda

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FridayFriday, September 19, 2008

Hello People who reads this boring and dead blog!

I have not been blogging for a very bery long time. Anyway, loads

happen lately. Good and bad all one time straight.

I'm going to make it a second attempt to save this dead blog. So i will try

to blog regularly. I manage to catch 4bia & Bangkok Dangerous. Both movies

were worth it. Tomorrow will be a very busy day for me. Loads to do and

i have to compete against time. Which is crazy. For those who have experience it would

know how it feels. Gotta try to sleep in early and prepare for the tiring weekend!

Good Night!

i know you love me,

XOXO

Shalinda

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TuesdayTuesday, September 09, 2008

BLOG IS TOTALLY DEAD!

Nothing much to blog. I soO forgot all my days events. :S

ANYWAY, this month is sure one hell of a month.

So many birthdays and parties and thinking about how money going to fall..

*CRIES*...

Shit school life-style! 9am CLASS ARE A DRATS!

Nothing to blog much!

XOXO!~

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MondayMonday, September 08, 2008

Saturday was out at night, Sunday was home all day

and it's Monday now which is start of new term of SCHOOL!

Haizz, i'm not complaining of school or what, but the thought of waking

up early for school really pains/kills me PHYSICALLY!!

This term module would be Marketing and Production & Business Law.

Business Law is something i'm so looking forward to.. (given my interest in that)!

Sadly that today's first lesson is on Marketing & Production..

It's like 4,28am in the morning and i'm still up.. And freakin-ly i've got

lecture at 9am.. which also means i've to be up by 7am..

Which also = BEING LATE FOR SURE!

I can so predict myself. :O

But i have my reasons of not sleeping. Not because i'm glued

to anything.. but because my thoughts are driving me crazy. I'm having

so much of questions in my head which i feel it's going to kill me anytime soon.

So to actually put my mind aside i try to on the tv, play some songs and close my eyes..

but it's not working.. and i think looking at the computer screen makes it worst.

Cause i'm having headache now. I know that i really need to rest but at the same time,

my thoughts won't leave me!!!

AND THESE IS SUREE DRIVING ME MADD!!

i so go on and carry on typing as my hands are so on the keyboard and just so like

the feeling of it.. but i'm just going to end off here and hope that my dear eyes would try

to get me some rest!!

Until later

XOXO!

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SaturdaySaturday, September 06, 2008

Freaking tired to the MAX!

slept at 8.30am.. and woke up at 9.50am..

took Prince for his grooming and then back home

in the afternoon. Slept at 2pm and woke up at 5pm+.

Have been slacking around ever since.

Going out soon. Meeting S for dinner and then over to Kumar show!

I don't know how i'm going to survive the day. :(

Prince looks super weird. Like a total Moron Dog.. hahaha

His now de-promoted to the basement..

Luckily for me, there will be no more dog smell, no barking.. just

ME MYSELF AND I!

:D Blog more later!

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FridayFriday, September 05, 2008

Home all day AGAIN!

And all because my bad habits have kicked up again :(

Those who know me well, will know how much drama serial

are a killer for me. I can go on days without stepping out of the house and

watching it on and on.

After blogging yesterday i went to crunchyroll to see if there's any show

that i was not aware of.. and true enough.. I fall into one.

Goodness, i was watching it all the way till 10am this morning till

i fell asleep with my Lappy on.

Woke up at 5pm+.. did my stuff, suft the net, watch more dramas on Tv.. and

now blogging. And once i'm done it will be a date with my drama.

I seriously don't think i will be going over to bridget's party thing tomorrow..

looking at how much of episodes i need to cover.. But, i so want to catch the kumar show

tomorrow. Shall decide again tomorrow.

I seriously do wonder how can a relationship that last 2years end just like that.

Because there is no more sparks between them?! I mean what kind of answer is that.

And it gets pretty hilarious how the guy can think of doing silly things. All for the sake of that girlfriend?? Like HUH??

In my life, sadly everyone around is having or went through a relationship except me.

I'm pretty cool about that. To me i just feel that i'm just waiting for the right one.

And i know he is there, somewhere. But until i meet him, i'll just get to see more break-ups, get-to-gather, more quarrels and of course, more LOVEBIRDS!

To end off, I wish all my friends and all reading this, If you're in a relationship, treasure your

partner and all the best! :))

Nights!

Xoxo!

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ThursdayThursday, September 04, 2008

Home-ed the whole day!

Fell asleep at around 4-5am..

and woke up at 6am. Super long good shiok sleep! :))

After all these past few days, this was TRULY a make-up for it!

Had a great good long talk with Mel and Dad!

Talked on many things. Future plans...

Dad asked me if i had any plans after this year..

I was like "BLANKED".. was really thinking if i was dreaming.

Obviously i hesitated first, but when i saw how Mel was talking about his..

I just knew that i had to speak up..

so i told dad that i wanted to go abroad to study and all..

Being DAD, he gave me the pros and cons and asked me why i wanted to go

abroad, If i wanted to run away from problems or because i wanted freedom he said

his answer would be NO, but if i seriously wanted to gain exposure and for studies wise..

he will agree.

And he told me if i stay in Singapore... then he will allow me to go work and study kind.

Like go OUTSIDE AND WORK. I really cannot believe that he said all those.

Like @$&!@#$%.. was he DRUNK?!

He sure wasn't la.

I told him i wanted to work in the night life and all. He was against it la..

But he said after i officially turn 18 then he would entrust me with the pub.

Not for me to work there but to supervise and all.

WHOOLALALA. but i think that was a catch.. for me NOT TO GO ABROAD..

sooo, i'm still considering.

I mean after all, going abroad is something i always wanted.. but i can so understand

what i will be going through. I will sure miss my friends and love ones here la..

Haiya, why can't i go somewhere and take all of these humans with me.

Well, till then i shall just keep considering and enjoy my current moments.

Suppose to be going out tomorrow, butt...

i'm not sure if that is what i want.

I seriously don't mind just staying home and lazing around.

But that will be throwing my holiday away. :(

I have to do certain things also..

like sending Lappy in for repair. Maybe i should do that tomorrow.

Hmm, so i guess i will be out for sure tomorrow.

XOXO~!

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Thursday, September 04, 2008

Its 12.34am now. 34mins past midnight.

I just got home!

ECONS PAPER TODAY!

TOTAL KILLER MAN!!!

I slept at around 5am this morning,

was having phone tution with Shawn and Charles.

Funny happenings!

I told myself that i would get up early and start studying again..

buttt i woke up at 11am!

GOODNESS, and then later got dressed and off to school.

cabbed over with S and studied at the coffee shop for the last time.

I seriously don't know how i scored for the paper.

Like all my answers were literally shit. I just wrote rubbish after rubbish.

sense or no sense also right.

SOOO, outcome very tricky.

Anyway, i didn't study till today soo failing the paper has every reason.

BUTTT, i do hope that Lady Luck will see my last bit of effort and smile a

grade C for me. hahaha. Miracle *

after paper, went over to GF place.

talked and all. I ain't drink today at all.

We played cards.. Bluff was the game.

Another maddness thing happen.

Me and shawn lost and had to forfeit.

the first time i had to shout.. I FEEL LIKE EXCISING..

AND Then i had to run up and down the steps.

Shawn's dare was to do 5 jumping jacks infront of many many people.

and my last one which is also unforgettable would be pole-dancing.

FREAKING SHIT! But i would say the feeling was very different.

I mean dancing on the pole and on a person.

VERY VERY DIFFERENT!

but thankfully there was only GF, Shawn, and 3 other pub people.

NO ONE ELSE!

whew, that was seriously the luckiest thing.

My weekends are packed!

Friday would be gothic night.

and saturday would be spent with Bridget for her birthday..

Sat night would be Kumar show and Sunday would be outing with

I dunno who yet.

There, my 4days holiday. Before i start school on Monday.

Excited. Business law and Production and Marketing Management!

XOXO!

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WednesdayWednesday, September 03, 2008

GOOONESS GRACIOUS!

I've been looking at the book, book look back

BUT......

nothing. NOTHING SEEMS TO MAKE SENSE.

I'M FREAKING PISSED.

really think i'm dead already.

Can sure go jump down NOW. no need to wait for tomorrow!

Anyway, i am surfing the net like now.. and i found out that....

GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2 IS OUT!

First episode is out!

I so wanna watch it, but what about econs?!

And the freaking paper is like few hours away.

Approx 11hrs..

and i haven got a single shit in my brains...

FUCK~! I really hate this feeling.

DAMNNN DAMNNN

What should i do now!~????

study?give myself a break? give up?

ARRRRGGGGHHHHH!

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TuesdayTuesday, September 02, 2008

YESH, finally i can post up my day post before it strikes midnight!

Buttt, today is really very shitty.

OR i would consider very ALTRA SHITTTY TO THE MAXXXX..

My econs paper is tomorrow. And so far i haven't touch my book.

YUPP, not even a peek in it. And my paper is tomorrow which also include

how screwed i am. I was suppose to meet up with the rest like in the afternoon till evening..

or from evening till late. But everything went wrong.

I was woken up at 9.30am.. and i slept only at 4.30am+..

and then off to my grandpa cemetery .

FREAKING MOSQUITOS ALL OVER. BITEN LOADS :~!

And then grocery shopping and home in the afternoon.

And then shower got changed and to aunt's place and later to dad's office.

Aunt's place for more prayers and dad's office for yearly will adjustments.

And it only ended like 10+pm.

Its soo freaking late to meet them and i have no idea what so ever how i'm

sitting for tomorrow's paper..

I think i'm sure going to re-take so should i bother to go to school?!

mmm. i think i should make some fast and serious connection with econs and see how

it turns out first.

WHO knows what miracle might happen!

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Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Finally I'M BACK!

I've not been blogging for days cause Laptop was at GF house and

my siblings wouldn't lend me theirs and my desktop is CRAZY!

anyway, i miss my laptop and the fine internet connections :)

anyway, the weekends was awesome and also shitty here and there.

NO Kumar show last weekend. Cause it was full-house.. but Drinks was still

NOT an exception!

SUNDAY was spent with GF, Nur and Shawn.

studied.gossiped. and being total craze peeps.

SCHOOL WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU GUYS MAN! :) 3>

MONDAY: PBM PAPER!

killer i tell you. although we studied some here and there. I could only give the pointers

but my explanations were everyWHERE! Don't know what shit i gave.

I just need a C grade la. That's enough for me!

after paper, went over to Vivo with GF, Nur and Shawn..

ate at breeks and then golf at Kappel and then drink at this very cool place..

NO IDEA WHERE.. layout of this place was @#$%^&*

REalllllly GREAT. relaxing.

Its like September already man!

LIKE HOW FREAKING FAST. Everything is happening so fast.

And before we know it, it's going to be the end of the year la.

Speaking of September...

Its going to be a roller-coaster one. So many things to do and enjoy.

Hopefully, i'll space out everything and be able to do everything.

I know you don't know what i'm talking cause i don't either.

All i know is that i hope my September would be A FAN-TANBULOUS one!!!!

I'M TIRED, but i do want to surf more cause of the lack of connection

i have with the net lately.

Super many things to do tomorrow.. which is also TODAY.

therefore i think i shall just end it off here. :D

XOXO

hearts*

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