Kidnap my heart.

WednesdayWednesday, September 24, 2008

Life totally sucks at this moment!
So many things to do. So many things to settle.
I'm not even having time for myself.
I really wondered if God made me wrongly.
I think he wanted to make me superwoman or something but forgot
to give me powers. OK, I SO TALKING SHIT!
But at this point, i don't even know what is sense anymore.
I have to bothered with Mel, Kath, Office, My school, My Project,
My module, on top of that i have like people who gives me unnecessary problems.

I so wanna run away. FAR FAR AWAY NOW!
and just spend a day in a remote place. Somewhere i can just find time for myself.
Today someone ask me this " CAN YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF FIRST..?"
those words really kindda touch me somehow, i suddenly felt like i was watched by someone..
that feeling of when i thought no one was bothered., there was eventually and the funny
thing is that this person barely knows me for a year. Those words of his just made me think
deep. Although i know this is how my life is.. putting everything/everyone ahead of me. But i
begin to think deep after those words.

My day today was spend shouting at Mel, quarreling with my Mum, getting scolded by dad,
Having problems with some morons who just can't understand. and not forgetting.. my friends in school who thinks that i'm not taking my studies seriously. Well, maybe its a bit true..

Aiya, fuck it!
i'm so tired. and going to head home soon.
Shall see how my last few hours went and then probably blog more later!

i know you love me
XOXO
Shalinda

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