I give up! i lost it! i can't take the ending of mine ~
XOXO
i know you love me
Shalinda
I'm just going to keep it as usual. DAMN! i lost it..
anyway, there's also another reason why i'm losing the bet.. Mr Chris..
AND I'M NOT TELLING!
hahahha..
anyway, i'm back. not 100% fine but still alright. These few days have got my head spinning with problems after problems. Which is the reason for my missing posts! And it all seem that October just isn't my month. I'm not surprise if more screw-ups come. Dad's birthday was freaking silent as usual. The peeps at home couldn't care much which left me to buy the cake. [as uaual].. Mum was the BEST~! Her birthday was yesterday but she left on friday morning to Malaysia with her friends and beau to celebrate. Leaving Mel and Kath a day out with their GF/BF and me alone at home with Patric.
Indeed a great day! I slept at 6am and got up at 7pm. But i guess that's what i need most now. Time with myself, of course not sleeping all day but to sort out lots of thinking. So much to think. I just don't know where to start!
Thanks Chris and mates for helping to get 55% of myself back on track. And of course.. GIRLFRIEND!!
Without you guys, i think i would have turn into an insane freak!
This week - STUDY WEEK.. and then Exams@!
i really need this whole one week to really really study. So many things i'm clueless at. I have not been studying for the modules this term. And that Daniel said i might fail his BUSINESS LAW paper. Which i am sooo screwed for! I manage to just get a 50 for his project.. On top of that i need to study MARKETING which i have not been attending to!
I'm soo dead at this point. I'M DOWN WITH FLU AND COUGH AND HEADACHE! I HAVE EXAMS COMING WHICH I NEED TO MUG LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW WHICH I DON'T THINK I WILL DO AS I SAY KNOWING MYSELF WELL!
i always say i must study,blah blah.. at the end i will end up doing last min studying! Which i will panic the night before and won't sleep! :(
There, i can fortune tell now:)
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BE PATIENT WITH LIFE, DESPITE ITS CRUELTY.
OFTEN IT SEEMS CARELESS OF OUR PAIN,
BUT JUST AS IT OFTEN BRINGS US HOPE AGAIN.
REMEMBER, I WANTED HAPPINESS FOR YOU.
UNDER EVERY FOOLISH WORD THIS STILL WAS TRUE.
IN YOUR LIFE MANY SWEET EVENTS REMAIN.
NOT IN ANGUISH, BUT IN JOY REMEMBER ME.
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