I'm in a cross dementia right now!!!
It's Eve of the New Year, and i don't know how I'm gonna divide myself up!
And i can't blame anyone besides myself.. because i'm the one at fault. Agreeing to everybody! And now, i'm stuck to who i should go with!
THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE!
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And something today made me so mad!! To all my Girlfriends out there, or should i say including guys - PLEASE NEVER EVER DO SUCH A THING!! I WOULD BE SO PISSING MAD!

As everybody know, i, Shalinda has never ever had a boyfriend before. Although many would say i don't know the feeling, well, i know. I went thru that somehow with THAT "someone"! Although we wasn't an item but the whole incident made me realize that my thoughts on GUYS are true. And as i never told anyone, but that was the one thing i regret, to let my principle of life be suck my as asshole! But thankfully, that wasn't..LOVE! It was just some mere crush feeling which was dissolved quite easily for me. And the reason why till now I never believe in relationship is because - NOTHING LAST FOREVER! Much less a teen relationship! Although i have many friends telling me that their relationship will last them till they married and stuff, and how much the guy is thinking/planning/imagining all the nonsense.. Personally i think its just BULL-SHIT!
kay, let me first explain what made me so mad!!!

"SHE" broke up with her ex-boyfriend( A "used-to-be" a very nice gentlemen.) Like any other young couple, Girl was 17, Boy was 19. They met thru some course thing and they lasted for 1yr+ till they broke up! I'll admit that i don't really know this couple well but well to the extreme that i've been listening to their recent fights till they broke up! I believe that no matter how much i know them, i'm still not in the position to judge but what made me mad was the foolish thoughts of the girl! I mean why do all girls think they are in LOVE @ such a young age?! HELLLO, you are just in your teens. There are still more years to come. So many fishes out there, what makes you think he is that Dolphin?! And, even if you guys are together, do you really believe that he will be your future husband? You won't know what's going to happen in the future. And the basic question to ask these foolish people is "DO you even know what the hell is LOVE"!
Anyway, this silly lady was crying to me, telling me that her ex hooked up with another girl not long, when they broke up like a week ago. Hello, isn't that men's nature? So my reply to her was "Then, do you expect him to come back to you?"! Although i must say, that when she was talking to me, i wasn't feeling very good myself so i kindda vexed it out on her. But when i was much cooler thinking about my attitude i felt i did nothing wrong. First of all, Tell me how many girls out there actually think like me these days? Sorry to say, but not many.. everyone is just having illusions on this lala dream-land they're in, that no one actually come to terms with reality!
Another thing which made me madder was that she said she's planning to call him back, she's going to tell him that she has feelings for him and this break-up is hurting her. WAH LAO! And when i was telling her how dumb the idea was, she said all her friends said she should, after all they've been together for a year already! HOW DUMB ARE GIRLS THESE DAYS?! WHERE HAVE ALL THEIR BAINS GONE TO?! THEIR KA-CHENG?!
The first big NO-NO, after a official break-up is, never to talk to your ex till things are cooler, much say ask him back! And if the girl goes to ask for the guy, it just goes to show how despo she is.
There's still loads more that we were hooking on, but i think i should just not blog cause its so much to talk about! Anyway, it all boils down to relationship! I know many people are into it and all, i mean mostly all my girlfriends are attach, but i just want all to know that we are still growing, there are so many fishes/mermaids in the sea. I'm not saying that i'm against people who are in relationships but just be wary, Don't be too naive and take everything you have now for real. At this age in relationship is just to widen your circle, get to know what relationships is and have FUN! (EXTERNAL FUN).

I feel so relieve now, blogging it out! I'm sure everybody's opinion is subjected but i believe only those who are smart will sing the same tune as me :)


HAPPPY EVE OF NEW YEAR!



TTYL

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I WIN! I WIN! I WIN!

I'm sure everybody doesn't understand a shit!
I had a bet with Michelle to watch the "The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries"! The bet was to who will finish watching it FIRST! And i WON!!!!!!! Oh. and we had to watch from Epi to Epi without jumping! And not looking at the final epi to know the outcome. That i would have to say Michelle knows me well! Cause everytime i hook on a drama i always watch the first 2 and then straight to the final episode!

Aiya, who can be better than me when it comes to drama wise. If just i could major in that or a future job scope on that!
Besides, i call Michelle like 26times and she didn't answer her phone! I guess she's sleeping by now! :)
QUA.QUA.QUAAAA!

I'll just explain a bit on the drama to those who don't watch! Basically this is a taiwan drama about those chinese WUGONG! And also about complicated love story between the youngsters and passion for Wugong. Not forgetting those evil people who wants to own all the powers and rule the world! But out of the whole drama, the saddest part was when this girl (Jian Ning) found out that her doting father, (also the teacher from the school and a very nice person) was actually a traitor who was greedy to be the top went over to the Dark side and betrayed the school/students in many ways! And all these while, innocent people were framed and punished! And she couldn't take the blow that she became crazy!
Of course that's not the end, that you all should just go and find out!
I would encourage you to watch for yourself. Not much episodes. Just 13! And i finished within a day!

And i'm going to hunt for more dramas to watch since i can't get to bed now!
And i need that stupid school to give me a reply, i've booked a ticket for 1st. Now still pending.

Its the eve of eve of New Year! Excited to welcome the New Year but not exactly EXCITED!
Excited cause i'm turning 18.!!
Official age to Party.. no sneaking in, no fake ID!
Official age to get my license, pass it and get a car!
My new house on its way.. so i need to search for bright unique ideas!

And not excited cause,
I have to go to a whole new class with people i don't know. That means make new friends, although i'm so-so at it. Somehow feels so weird!! And its not like Primary School where everybody is friends and all! Just way WEIRD!
It's one year CLOSER to successor throne! Like i would call it - DEATH CHAMBER!

Just lots more that i can't remember!

Oh, and not forgetting to pass my Business Law, Accounts, Statistics and Production Papers!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SO FAN!

i need to go and full my stomach! And vent my Fan Nao! Or else, i'll just go crazy!




TTYL!

BACK!

Its been days since i last blog. Well, these few days have been pretty fun and sure wonderful for me to end 2008! Went over to Lex house for gathering/Christmas/New year party on Friday!! Had loads of fun:D
Actually something happen @ the party that till now i'm still thinking at it! I shall not blog here as it is very personal. But it is indeed really really @$%&* (i just can't use words to express it)!
Kay, i'm so not going to dwell before Michelle kills me! Anyway, so, party-ed like crazy! And i finally met people in the same World as me, i was so amazed @ this 14yrs old girl who happen to be Lex sister's friend.. you see, we were all having a great drinking time with stupid games and she joined us somehow, representing the younger group and she drank like Chivas, Wine,Vodka, and she just won't get drunk. We made her do like walk in a straight line, with book on her head, and do, star jumps excerise but she was JUST SO GOOD! - 14YRS old ONLY!!!!!

The next day i had this stupid huge headache, but i'm so proud of myself! Everyone was dead drunk, sleeping away, i woke up by 12pm, met Gan Ma and Gan Die for Lunch and then. we went to watch Twlight. hahaha. I watched it like 3 times already!! Now, i'm bored of the movie. I can even remember certain lines. And then went over to Uncle Frank's house..

Yesterday went Shopping with PK
For me, shopping is a much-loved form of stress relief. I shop the same way as any girls would do, heading the day with my girlfriends to a place where some tasty things are seen growing :)
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SO, went shopping with PK and somehow I realise the great thing about being a man is, you can buy 3 pair of jeans, 4 shirts, a belt and 2 pair of shoes in under 30mins.
And believe it or not, that's enough for him to last up to 2 years???
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Well, PK & me spent the day wandering from place to place in an unstructured way, squeezing, smelling, feeling and tasting all the interesting things in Singapore, while at the same time talking with each other on a range of unrelated jokes. Haha.
And I seriously think we both are nuts...
*Say yes.... yes, you hate me...*
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Actually i wanted to post a Title on the show i was watching - Paris Hilton New BFF. But i was laughed by PK. Saying that i'm not xiaxue or dawn that people want to read my post on that. - LIKE SO SMACK IN THE FACE! - STUPID ARROGANT PK! But well, i think its true. I mean the reason i start this blog is to let people whom i know, read about my life, Letting people know i'm healthy,strong and still living well.

But, like i was telling PK, i do wish to host my own Shalinda's New BFF! hahaha- (no offence Sophia, Vanns, Jasmine, Kerrie)!
I mean it will be like awesome right? And you know what that moron say :>>

Me : I want to host my own Shalinda's new BFF. It will so be cool la!
PK : huh? you? pls la. dream on!
Me: that's what i said.. i wish!
PK: actually you can.. i'm sure you'll get at least 200 applications.
me: WOW. PK, that's for that.. i think i will too!
PK : YA, all the psychos will apply!
me: PKKKKK! you will be one of them and i will not even bring you to the first round!
PK: Thank God!

Like WTH!
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And another thing that is making me so mad is that STUPID MDIS!
I already plan my 2009 table so nicely, 3RD JAN sit for Law paper and then fly to shanghai, come back on the 22th and then sit for PMPM paper on the 31ST and then sit for Accounts module in feb.. and start AD in March.. all plan so nice, an that stupid school had to ruin it for me!
They sent me a letter to say that my exam date which is the 3rd has been shifted to the 31st! And hello, i also have a paper on the 31st and worst of all, the same time 10am - 1pm! How in the world do they expect me to be at 2 places at the same time?! Then i call that SMART school up and till now, no one has gotten back to me! WHAT SO WONDERFUL!

Now, i have to shift and pack all last minute. Checking if there's a ticket for me to leave on the 1st! If there is, then i will be going! Or any next available date. But i still need that stupid school to call me and let me know the dates to the rest of the subjects!
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And i don't know why. But i woke up this morning with 2 HUGE pimple on my face! PK!!!!! Its all your fault! Ate all those heaty food!! And all the un-fresh polluted air! ARRGGGHHH!!!


that's all.
ttyl

Let's see what i did today...MMMM.

I'm done watching PARIS HILTON NEW BFF. and i'm so proud about that. Cause i watched like all 10 episodes within a day! Celebrated Kathleen's birthday today. Pretty quiet and stuff, but overall was fine. And because we were all too busy talking about the designs for the new house that we decided to stay home and do research (more like laze around) rather then House visiting. So NO christmas presents from ANYONE. But that's okay. Cause...
Aunt Jess called on us in the afternoon, a bit more detail... Aunt Jess has always, and i mean ALWAYS been the best! Although mum and her aren't on good terms but her Christmas gifts are always... F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S! She always gets us what we wants. Or if she doesn't have the time, her ANG-BAO are always Huge. Like HUGE! The older you are the more money there is.. :D
I remember in 2006, she gave me 288 bucks. NO JOKE. I mean who in the right mind would do that. Just imagine she has to give like 13 of us??! MADNESS! SO, as i was saying.. she called us from ITALY and ask me what i wanted for Christmas? And being a normal Human person i told her, BRANDED BAGS, BELT? ANYTHING. Cause its DEAD CHEAP THERE! Okay, DEAD CHEAP sounds exaggerating but at least cheaper than many places, cause these stuff were all design and brought in by there. In short its the "place of origin"! And Aunt tempt me SO MUCH! She was telling me that she's going to "The Mall at Leccio" ! Its like every PRINCESS DREAM GIRL COME TRUE!
Although i've never been there, but i know Mum use to frequent shop there when she was on Business.. Basically The Mall at Leccio is a place where is also known popularly as “The Gucci outlet”, because of the central and large Gucci shop it hosts. You can literally walk in Gucci products all breathtakingly gorgeous regardless of function and all at discount prices!
And some are just so UNIQUE that you don't see them elsewhere.

Like Charlie in the Chocolate Factory, this Gucci outlet is an absolute dream place to land in for Gucci fans and shopaholics. It also includes Alexander McQueen, Armani Jeans, Balenciaga, Bottega Veneta, Burberry, Fendi, Giorgio Armani, Hogan, Marni, Pucci, Salvatore Ferragamo, Sergio Rossi, Stella McCartney, Tod’s, Valentino, Yohji Yamamoto and Yves Saint Laurent outlets to mention just a few.

And i totally trust Aunt's taste cause she is also a killer for dressing. So, i just gotta wait. OKAY I CAN'T WAIT! but i have too :(
Unless miracles happens and she ships or fly them in first! I would LOVE her more!!!!!!
hahahahahahaha. Thank God i had an Aunt like her. But since she's going to get me a Branded good, i better not ask dad for one. At least he can save on them for the expense on the house.. i think he needs them too!

So, i think i need to stop for now, i'll blog more tomorrow.. about my views on Paris New BFF!


Until then!!

FIRSTLY,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! &
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHLEEN!!!!!!

So, its finally Christmas!
Spend the eve of Christmas with HONEY and then the rest came on later to join. Was over @ her house in the afternoon. ANDDD. Honey's mum make the BEST rostered black pepper chicken. Actually, not just the chicken but the entire dinner! - SALAD, PASTA, TURKEY, AND SHE EVEN BAKES! She made us a chocolate look-alike log cake. HAHAHAHA.
The cake was suppose to be a log cake buttt the turn-out was different. VERY CUTE! (too bad i didn't bring my camera.)
Will just gotta wait for Derek (if i spell his name right) for the pics:D

Dad came to fetch me, and he brought us to see his dream!!!.........

A NEW HOUSE!

Dad finally bought his retirement house, after all those years of shifting. He finally made up his mind. That picky daddy. But when he was going on and on about his house, i could feel that happy feeling he had.. which made me happy. To be honest, after seeing the house and hearing dad's plan... made me change my mind about the whole moving-out of the house thing!
For those who know, and those who don't.. I always had this plan in life that once i reach 18 i want to move out of the house. Or at least, once i get my license and car.. and all this while, i have always been eyeing at Normanton Park. Hoping that dad would some day say : Shalin my dear, this condo is a gift from me to you to go experience life. But i know daddy very well, as much as he would not want me to go, he would still allow, but his only term would be I NEVER REGRET. Which every single person who knows about this has said - I WOULD!
To me, seeing my cousins, leaving independently, makes me tempted everytime.
AIYA, whatever it is, i'll just wait for the house to be ready in August/September.. and that would be nearing my birthday.. I'm not going to discuss any further. In case any nosey people were to give my plan away!

So, its Christmas and the plans for the day would be with my FAMILY ASTROLOGER, Dinner with Family and more house Christmas visits to Aunts/Uncles place!!

so, once again..

I WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Was @ Vanns place last night till this morning. Manage to get my passport done. LIKE FINALLLLY! After how long! Now, i just gotta wait till the 29th till i get to collect and then i don't have to worry about anything and FLY WHEREVER I WANT! - Like so easy!!!
(RECESSION LA! SHALINDA! SAVE MONEY$$$$$!!!!!!!!!)

Anyway, had a wonderful time @ Vanns place with all. Really love you guys! The next would be New Year's Eve! :D

So, i reached home at 3+,4pm.. and i was so tired that i wanted to sleep, but was so afraid i could not wake up for the Little Nonya Show.. So was awake all the way, kept myself occupied with TV and the net. And check out what i google -
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FIRSTLY, I SO WANNA DATE.....
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Barack Obama
AND NOW YOU WOULD KNOW WHY!!!!
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HOW HOT IS THAT MAN! HE RUNS FOR ELECTION AND STILL KEEPS FIT!
So my kind, - SMART, FIT,SEXY AND JUST SIMPLY HOTTTTT! Looks wise, i'll give him 6 la.. but after all, he brings BIG BIG BUCKS BABY!!! WHOOLALALALA!

OKAY, NOW I REALLY NEED TO HIT THE BED. My eyelids are closing. And i don't want to add more Panda eyes. Its already BAD enough. :(

2 days to Christmas!
8 days to 2009!

Take a look @ this..
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iSN'T THAT AWESOME?! It's going to get so much more convenient. Instead of going to change trains or buses.. there will be a train station to every popular area. PERFECTO! Singapore public transport is indeed the BEST!


ANYWAY, was having a small argument with Melvin just now over the words - GUTS & BALLS.. and as usual, i was ratting it all to Kelvin. And then he ask me the most amazing question that i can't even answer - WHAT IS THE DEFINITION & DIFFERENCE.
And after thinking for so long. This is my personal conclusion....

-Distinction between "Guts " and "Balls"

GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys,
being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask:
"Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?"

BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys,
smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife
on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next."

I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions.

Well, medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND NOW, ITS THE TIME TO..... P-A-R-T-Y!

Going over to BF (VANNS) place tomorrow. Throwing a mini mini get-to-gather. And right here, let me say a big sorry to the invites for ZOUK. sorry people. Next time alright?!

Had a BORING saturday. SLEEP.EAT.WATCH TV.INTERNET.EAT.AND MORE LAZY-ING!!!!

AND.... I'm getting FATTER. (glad i know that myself). These few days at home as really made me into one BIG.BIG.BUM! Anyway, i'm also going to get fatter as the festive seasons draws near. CHRISTMAS/NEW YEAR!!! WHOOO-LALALALALA.
Christmas is like 5 days away and new year is 11 days away!
HELLLO 2009. GOODBYE 2008!

I really don't know what i'm typing. But i'm just getting excited over the seasons. :)

BORING.BORING SATURDAY!!!!

DEAREST SISSY'S POSTING RESULTS CAME OUT TODAY @ 9AM!
ANDDDDDD.... she got into..
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PAYA LEBAR MGS!!!!

Like WTH, PL was her 4th choice. I thought she would have gotten to her top 3.. but she got into her fourth choice. And now she is like F-ING cursing me lah! Cause she doesn't like girls school and i force her to make PL one of her choice... HAHAHAHAHA. Although i have a sudden regret.. I told her this - EH, I'M NOT TO BLAME. GOD IS! ITS FATE!!!
hahahaha i'm so mean! - NOD.NOD.
Going to go back to PL with her tomorrow morning! - DRATS. And all thanks to mum and dad! AS USUAL. ALWAYS NOT FREE.
But thankfully Scandal is going back with me. :) At least i won't feel so bored. MMM, i don't know why, but.. Kath is the one going to school and all but i'm felling the HEAT. Its like, i can't get to bed cause i'm excited BUT i'm not the one going to the school?! Like what in the world is wrong with me. I always hated the system there and now.. i'm excited?!
OKAY, i think i need to settle down. keep my cool and go to bed.


*YAWNS*!

Just as much as i don't want to sound like an expert in RELATIONSHIP, SEX, AND HUMAN BEINGS... i really can't bring myself not to share.
I was online, doing some random google and i found this "What-so-call" Poem, about Men & Woman. And it really is very true. Read it..

Men drink to forget about the woman he once love...
Women drink to think back about the man...
When Men are in love, they become poor.
When women are in love, they become pretty...
Men can forget, but cannot forgive...
Women can forgive, but cannot forget..
Men care the most about the quantity of love...
Women care the most about the quality of love..
Men break-up when they feel love from another woman...
Women break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man...
Men feels curiosity towards all women...
Women feels curiosity towards men who are interested in her..
When men are heartbroken, they try to forget about
the woman by going out with another woman...
When women are heartbroken, they try to find
his characteristics from another man...
Men wish to be her first love...
Women wish to be his last love...
"Women are nothing but trouble,
And Men are nothing but trouble-seekers..
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I really LOVE those sentences. They're so TRUE. Anyway, like i said, just as much as i want to give my opinion on a deeper thought, I BETTER NOT! Recently, i've gotten feedback like my blog seems to be a HELP CENTRE. And dearest KELVIN can even say i sound like an expert but will KILL MY PATIENTS. -THANKS AH!

I know i have not blog for many days, as usual, i'm ROTTING @ HOME. I either, sleep.eat.watch tv.on the phone. or watching more drama series. HOPELESS ME! Dad gave me off day to enjoy my holiday but i think i'm so not using them properly!
School has been half confirm for me, i will be attending back my course in March. Real pity that i can't continue with GF and Nur! At least i'm doing it CLEAN!

Had a talk with BF in the morning, we actually am going to have a COUNTDOWN party, but still in the mist of planning. Another group gathering on the 22nd i guess. Also not sure, but it will be the day for ZOUK party. MAN, its ZOUK CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!!! Seriously.., i'm facing problems making up decisions.Its like both have its 100 PROs and both are equally tempting...
And both haven't confirm anything yet, so i think i'm in a dododo world.

Anyway, i manage to watch saw and i'm almost done. Left with Part 5. I reallly love it. Everytime i see Tobin, the guy who plays Jigsaw, i always have the fantasy of me being the JIGSAW! I really better stop here. cause this will lead us to more typing. I'm really tired therefore, i wanna finish watching SAW V before heading to bed.

Until then.
GOODNIGHT!

OH YA,
Anyone know where can i download movies to my Computer?

I'm turning into ONE BIG BUM!
I was up the whole night till 10am in the morning, ate half a carton of ice-cream and Jumped off to bed.

Woke up 3 hours later then I finally had my so called "breakfast cum Lunch" - branch
I had mee siam plus wings and a glass of my apple juice. I then ate some Chipster
chips and 2 slice of cheese and went back to sleep again. And that was @ 3pm.

After 2 and a half hours of nap, I went downstairs to have my "tea-time"
I had waffles, and went back to finish my left over ice-cream and Chipster chips.
And then went back to bed, which was 6pm..
woke up @ 9pm, had dinner, - fried-rice with 3 wings. And then up all the way till now. 2.33am.

Talk about being a Pig...
Come to think of it, I'm still evidently hungry.

Out of boredom, I was chatting with this French person, who added me on msn.
My conversation with this French guy:

F m k: Hi sexy :)

me: Hi

F m k: You look kinda sexy!

me: Nope. I am hot and sexy...

F m k: Nope.......
------ffSexy+Hot=Babe-clothes

me: So it's about the "N" word?

F m k: :)

you see... my previous post about men is so true..
haha~

after all the shitty chat with this french guy,
I was still obvioulsy bored... and so
I took out 200 pounds beauty dvd and watch it for the #$%^& time.

Mhmmm yeah... I can't help but wondered why all korean actress
look kinda the same? And why the hell their skin seems so flawless...
Then I look at myself in the mirror... and I saw PIMPLES!!!!
Wtf .... Pimples?
Arghhhhh........
I hate pimples..... I repeat it... I hate it!!!!

I am clueless about having pimples all over my face
out of a sudden, and I really need to cure it!
To be honest, I hate pimples and I hate it with passion!!!

"Miss Shalinda"... having pimples is not a big deal, c'mon lets face the fact
that having pimples means you're still damn fucking young!" :D

Guess I'm going to drive everybody and myself to the point of insanity
of my pimples issue. Anyway, I've decided to stay at home and
no parties for this weekends, and probably re-watch all my Drama serials AGAIN!
Wanted to arrange a hang out with all of my friends, BUT, I'M BROKE.
So going out means spending and DADDY is not in Singapore. - EVEN BETTER :(

P/S :Nothing I write on this post makes sense.
This is, however, where I can put my thoughts to ink and
not have to say them in my head over and over again.

WANNA SHARE SOMETHING SO BADLY BUTT.. i'm suppose to keep MUTE till its official!! -ARRRGGGHHH!!!

Anyway, finally the last paper is OVER. But not exactly over as i got 2 papers to re-module and 2 to re-take. That makes 4 subjects not completed. Like what the F-ING World!
And today really isn't my day. Okay, maybe it was but for the fact that i lost $50 is soo NOT GOOD! I really don't know where i lost it. Was even telling N if i could make a police report!! - Just imagine, everytime you need money, go to the police station and say you lost. And he gives you a new one. WOW. how shiok is that!!
Went to catch this something BEAST show, AWESOME. so action pack. All about kidnap-and stuff.

Anyway, China plans have been postpone till i settle my school stuff. (which will be soon). And then confirmation of ticket :D

i met Bouganas in the train today, she look like her usual self, - always so busy TALKING AND sooo serious! Didn't talk just said hi. Not even a Bye. I think these days i'm so way rude. But at least i made the effort to say HI!

I'm so tired now.

Blog more later!

P/S : If you're not MISS BITCH OR MR V, you don't have to read this tag!

Miss *BITCH*, you read my blog, don't you?

I am so sorry....
I didn't know you're so muthafucking piss off with me
because of my earlier post that stated your NAME. -?? LIKE WHEN WAS YOUR NAME STATED????

and so....

like you said :
"There's a difference between women and girls..."
and that you're stating that I am dumb, stupid &
obviously childish to write that post?

To be honest, I fucking hate people like YOU !
Ya no doubts its YOU!
Okay, maybe I may seemed too "polite" to say this,
but I am so pissed with your drama-mama-ness of your character.
You always "TRY" to act so "MISS-KNOW-EVERYTHING! FACT IS - YOU KNOW NUTS!!
For Christ sake, can't you just shut-up and not care if it doesn't involve you?
And thanks to you, MR V and i had to end up like THIS! - THANKSSS TO YOUUU!

Oh and.. if you want to act all MISS-ALL-INNOCENT and all, PLEASE GO AHEAD.
Because i don't care!

And Mr V, can you not ACT SO NICE AFTER EVERYTHING- HATE ME AT LEAST, BUT PLEASE DON'T ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN!

These few days have been a real headache for me! Sorting out my life is such a hassle. Or should i say its only a hassle to me! I don't see any of my friends telling me they don't know what they want to do. Everyone i know have goals and dreams they want to achieve in life. And ME?! - I DON'T! Since young, i am always following what my parents had in stored for me, till not long i realize it was just grandpa wish to all these. He wanted dad to plan all these for his future grand-child - ME!
I guess grandpa had the thought of his first grandchild being a BOY and not a GIRL~! SO the unlucky me have to bear these shits!
I'm not complaining here about my life - although i think it sounds like it! But i'm NOT! In my entire life, i have everything i ever wanted.. All my NEEDS, WANTS AND DEMANDS were all fulfilled to me so far that i think i owe my life to the FAMILY. But its just that my whole life have been plan by them. And no one actually cares WHAT I WANT!
I want to do what others do, i want to do WHAT I LIKE. WHERE MY PASSION LIES. ANYWAY, i think if Daniel was to see my blog, he would sure SCREAM.. - (I just needed to vent my feelings out) :Q

Well, and another thing.. just as i was talking to "SOMEONE" and this "SOMEONE" trying to cheer me up.. told me a very stupid stupid conversation he had which till now.. i'm laughing non-stop. And i mean NON-STOP!

Toilet Joke - This could happen to you

"SOMEONE" was barely sitting down in the bathroom
when he heard a voice from the other stall saying:

"Hi, how are you?"

"SOMEONE" is not the type to start a conversation in the restroom
but he don't know what got into him,
so he answered, some what embarrassed,

"Doin' just fine!"

And the other person says:
"So what are you up to?"

What kind of question is that?
At that point, "Someone" was thinking this is too bizarre so he say:

"Uhhh, I'm like you, just traveling!"

At that point "Someone" was just trying to get out as fast as he can
when he hear another question.

"Can I come over?"

OK, this question was just too weird for him but
he figured he could just be polite and end the conversation.
Therefore he said:

"No........I'm a little busy right now!!!"

Then he hear the person say nervously...

"Listen, I'll have to call you back.
There's an idiot in the other stall who keeps answering all my questions."

hahahahahahahaha. Stupid SOMEONE. AND THAT SOMEONE IS......
i can't say or else, i would be slaughtered BIG TIME!!!!!
Can you believe it. I mean its way toooo stupid la. IF it was me, i would just have kept quiet!


But, i know that "SOMEONE" was just trying to put my smile on my face and worries gone. AND YOU DID :)
THANKS!!! AND I LOVE YOU TOOO (As a friend)- Don't think too much!!
Hang out sooon!!

The Problems with Men


1. If you treat him nicely, he says you are IN LOVE with him,
and if you don't he says you are Proud.

2. If you dress nicely, he says you are trying to lure him,
and if you don't he says you are from Village.

3. If you argue with him, he says you are Stubborn,
and if you keep Quiet, he says you have no Brains.

4. If you are Smarter than him, he'll lose face,
and if he's Smarter than you, he is Great.

5. If you don't Love him, he tries to Possess you,
and if you love him, he will try to leave you. (Bloody hell true?)

6. If you say you don't Make Love with him, he says you don't love him,
and if you do, he says you are Cheap.

7. If you tell him your Problem, he says you are troublesome,
and if you don't he says that you don't trust him.

8. If he Scolds him, you are like a Nanny to him,
and if he Scolds you, it is because he Cares for you.

9. If you Break your promise, you Cannot be Trusted,
and if he Breaks his, he is Forced to do so.

10. If you Smoke, you are a Bad girl,
and if he Smokes, he is Gentlemen....

11. If you do well in your exams, he says it's luck,
and if he does well, it's Brains.

12. If you Hurt him, you are Cruel,
and he Hurts you, you are too Sensitive!!


What is the problem with MEN! And this post is not referring to whom-ever. Is just that, i was talking to Jeanette and stuff asking how she was and then we can to a conversation on how men are. SO these are the listed (above). Created by J and me!


did NOTHING TODAY! JUST ROT AND ROT AT HM. OH, and facing my FIT textbook which i don't even know what to study! The GREAT ME is so PRODUCTIVE WHEN IT COMES TO STUDIES!

A DAY WITH MYSELF,
SHOPPED BY MYSELF,
GOT MY NAILS DONE,
HAD ANOTHER HAIR-DO,
RECEIVED A NEW PSP,
BOUGHT ANOTHER IPHONE USB CABLE FOR FREAKING 28 BUCKS
ANNNNDDDDDD
SAW HOW PEOPLE COULD BE SO DAMN DISGUSTING!!!!!!!


So i guess the top somewhat rather summarize my day today. I got the day all to MYSELF! Went window shopping, bought stuff but all on hair/cosmetic products. Had my nails done, as i broke the thumb nail. FREAKING PAINFUL. cause its soo long that's why was soo painful. Chopped it all short! And i did the same for my hair. Went for treatment, and got it back to how it was before. But now, my hair are DEAD! YESH, that's what the stylist said, as i bleached my hair not long and keep getting more and more chemicals on my head.. so now my hair is frizzy and dead. Not the whole head, just the blenched area.. Went over to Com centre to find out the reason why my charger wouldn't work was because it was NOT AN IPHONE CHARGER, but the Ipod charger. As the great ME, misplace the original i had to buy a new one which cost me $28. HEART PAIN!!!!!
went to meet shawn, who pass me my psp. Whoo hoo, now i got my psp back to play :D!
AND THE HOTTEST TOPIC FOR THE DAY... THIS JACK-ASS WHO IS FLITHY DIRTY TO THE CORE......

Was on my way home, taking the purple train from Chinatown. In this train lay a standing moron. At first he was alright. Talking to his friend- VERY LOUDLY, but can't blame him as he is from China. (Judging from accent). And just after his friend left, he did the most filthiest thing. HE DIG HIS NOSE.. DAMN MAN, while i was watching his movements, i was utterly disgusted and gross out COMPLETELY! And just when i thought he'll stop, he kept flicking and flicking the "GOLD"! YUCKSSSSSS! And you know what he did next?! - EVERYONE GUESS..
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he was standing beside the pole..and he left his FOUND "GOLD" ON IT. YESH, HE FLICK-ED IT AND PRESSED IT ON THE POLE. That pole where people like me hold for support. HE LEFT IT THERE. when i saw that, i immediately gave him the disgusting stare and just nice was my train stop. i alighted.. And just when i was walking to the escalator i heard this 2 ladies in their 20s talking about how disgusting he was. Just when i thought the whole world was BLIND, it WASN'T!

How gross is this people man.?! I remember when i was there, it was much worst.. but i was able to come to terms with it... BUT DEFINITELY NOT IN SINGAPORE! WHERE PEOPLE OUGHT TO BE MORE CIVILIZED!!!!

Kids these days, so pampered. AND I MEAN WAYYY!

Kathleen wanted a VAIO LAP-TOP just on Tuesday.. and she spoke to dad about it, and dad got it for her today! LIKE TODAY!
I mean to be fair, i know daddy.. whenever we asked for something he will give it to us. Either straight-away or when he is comfortable buying it. Its the same for all of us, But the thing i can't bring myself to accept is.. A VAIO AT THIS AGE?! She's like 12? And when during my time, all i ever wanted was a cute hip school-bag and pretty pencils and nice cute stickers or girly stuff i can bring to school. I still remember asking Mum and Dad that i want trolley bag every year till i was Primary 3! - HAHA!

BUT NOW?!
Pat is 6 and he has a psp?! Mel is 13 and have a psp, handpone and the latest Acer lappy.

What is this world changing to??! I say Technology is getting very advance as days and kids are getting SMARTER each minute!!!

Today was suppose to meet GF & Nur for study group, thanks to the weather and last minute work, i did not make it!
Anyway, gotta self -study these two days.!
FIT!? WHAT IN THE WORLD DO I KNOW ABOUT FIT?- N-O-T-H-I-N-G!
Congrats to myself :)

LAST WEEKEND WAS AWESOME!

Had dinner with Tai Ma, Gan Ma, Gan Die and Nissi San @ CHIJMES on Sunday! Ate at "Lei Garden"! SHIOK! And one thing about Lei Garden is that their customers are valued! We had our dishes prepared a day in advance! BAO YU was DA BOMB! sorry no pictures but being a picky eater, you got to trust me on this. :D

anyway, it have been quite hectic for me these few days! Running here and there. getting my errand done and all. Met Jasmine today! OH MAN, miss that girl lots! Catch-ed up for a while and she had to run off to meet her Boyfriend! So poor me, went dinner with Yvonne and Mel @ AMK -FISH & CO! I tried the stingray black pepper. Total disappointment. Or probably cause i wasn't in the mood for stingray! - I don't know.. just didn't like it.

Well, like i have blogged, i'm opening contact lenses spree and will be opening a blog-shop, but due to some set-up problem, i don't think i will be doing it. So for all, who needs any information, e-mail me @ shalinda@ymail.com and i will send the relevant information with Brochure and if you need me to show you more, Extra helpful service would be provided..

Studying session with Nur and GF tomorrow!

okay, very very tired! Slept less than 3hrs today and have not gotten a proper sleep!

NIGHTS!

SELLING CONTACT LENSES..

THE CHEAPEST. THE SAFEST. THE BEST!

From Normal lenses to Crazy lens! To even BLING BLING LENS!!!!

Pictures will be up on blogshop!