It's 3am in the morning and i just woke up. Not from the previous night sleep :)
Woke up @ 3pm yesterday afternoon, idle around till 6pm and then went to meet Kyle for dinner. Came back home around 9pm.. was watching tv till i fell asleep till now. And then i had the scariest dream, i dreamt about me having premonition about strange things. And it has something to do with the economy and stocks and people i know like Dad.mum.aunts.uncles.friends, and..
Even Danial Theyagu(my Law lecturer)! CHRIST!
But i can't seem to remember much, just that i was going around telling everybody not to play what stocks and when to sell and all, in the dream, everyone wasn't listening to me. And then i cry! -YA, I CRY! stupid and lame dream, but when i was telling kyle, who call me like 25 times just to ask if i've watched "WAR OF THE LAWS II" cause there's a guy who has the same name as him!???.. he said i sleeping too much to have such a weird dream!
As much as the dream seems stupid, it kind of felt real. but then again. what do i know about stocks and shares?!
OH WELL!...


anyway, i just had a big fight with mummy yesterday, nothing uncommon i know but she really is driving me up the walls. Her menopause age is far to come but she behaves like one. As much as i know people are going to say that's i'm cruel but i really think she should not live under the same roof as us. Firstly, she doesn't come back home daily. Maybe 3 or 4 the most and she disappears on weekends. Worst of all was that i didn't know she went to Japan few weeks back. For shopping. Just for 3days.?!
Helloo, that is so not the way to spend money at this point of time!> its RECESSION PERIOD!
This is just die hard old habits, last time she always go for last minute trip leaving me all alone @ home alone, And ever since 1996 which strip my family off totally which almost cause bankruptcy.. everyone became tamer. Which also broght us to be more independent. Dad went from Merc to Van, Mum went from shopping to no shopping and me to take the public transport.. And have'nt she learn her lesson to SAVE! Last time, dad could spend her, now she's alone. Was i wrong to say all that?! And she should be showing more care towards Patric. Haiya!! The more i say, the angrier i get!
But..saying so much, makes me feel better. :)

why do you have to learn it the hard way?
why do you only learn how 2 cherish when you're on the verge of losing?
why do you not put yourself in your partner's shoes?
why do you not appreciate his presence?
why do you choose to love in this way?
When
when would you learn that forgiving is easy but forgetting is difficult?
when would you learn to be contented?
when would you play your role and fulfill your responsibilities?

WHEN?WHY?HOW?




TTYS