Lots of stuff have been happening lately! I guess it's all in the Game Of life! Shit happens :(
Anyway, its 5.55am and i'm typing this away! And i have to go to Tai Ma's house today. MAN! I totally forgot about it till i saw the calender. How forgetful of me. But honestly, i don't wish to. Cause i'm too lazy to move my ass and i'm sick of the TOILET TRIPS i've been making since yesterday morning. It definitely have to be that Mee Goreng i ate!
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This week is going to be so shitty! I have Class test this Thursday which i know NUTS, Chinese New Year on its way, Thank God, i don't have to spring clean, thanks to Tina! To think about it, i never spring clean :)
And then followed by more and more exams! SIAN to the max!
With the recession period here, i doubt Ang Bao money will drop by 20% compared to last year! (LIKE REAL I DID MATHS ON THIS)!
With people being more stingy on the money they put in and all. So all those young peeps like me, be prepared not to spend cause CNY ang bao won't be able to keep with the spendings. (Totally pointing to myself)!
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Little Girl-Big Little Girl-Little Big Girl
Certain things has occur these past 2-3 days or so, things that don't exactly involve me but to the people i care about! Anyway, that is something which i'm going to comment about.. in my HEART ONLY!
But as i was thinking about all, i ask myself..
- Am i happy now?
- Do i really have friends i can depend and rely on?
- Am i a good and trust worthy friend?
- Does my friends feel bless to have me around?
And others which are corny, and shall not be mention :) All these thinking made me realize that as we grow, or should i say as i grow, i find myself changing. Changing in my thought of thinking, the way i react to things, My bad habits, and even developing good habits! And during these "CHANGE" process, i have friends, and love ones by my side, although i did grow up by myself and all, i still could feel moral support and all. And that brought me back to Sec 1 which i experience a time of rough days at school and home, and i wrote something like this in the dairy i use to keep...
Dear Diary, (I feel so STUPID NOW)
I think I need a girlfriend who probably doesn't exist,
where we can share little pieces of secret together, or maybe
fight for hours and then laugh. Wearing the same dress,
dating the same guy, or maybe having the same hair cut....
(some edited and last minute version cause i can't exactly remember)...
but then again, this girl never exist.
And there was a time, which i thought i was BISEXUAL!!
Till to date, i still have people asking if i'm straight!
Anyway, life's a bitch....
You can be top of the world now, and fall deep the next!
And thanks to BGFF who was planning for more get-to-gather sessions, has made my mood for drinks to life up again after so long! :D
It's been a long while since I felt that drinking is good for the soul.And let me tell you, drinking is good, and in all, seriousness drinking is such an enjoyment and a connecting one at the same time. And I can't think of many other times when I felt better than, in the middle of an intensely ridiculous drinking night.
With that, i can joyfully say, i await for more excitement get-to-gather session!
AND REMEMBER FRIENDS,
I LOVE YOU =)