Have not been blogging for days. SERIOUSLY this week is SUPER DUPER HECTIC! I wake up EVERYDAY before 7.30am, and i reach home around 6+,7pm. LIKE A REAL WORK LIFE! And after this week, i can say, be it at Dad's office or ANY office, it will sure be a FLOP! MAJORRR FLOP! SHALINDA + OFFICE = BIG NO.NO. :(

Seriously, after this week, i'm so sure never to try office. I'm actually thinking of zoo, but the thing is that the ZOO is pretty far from my place and me to travel there everyday is SIAO! Sure late EVERYDAY :)
Then i was thinking of teaching, but then i don't want to teach half-way and quit if i don't like it. Like its going to affect the kids. Teaching is one thing that you gotta hang on, NOT FOR YOURSELF BUT THE RESPONSIBILITIES YOU HAVE OVER THOSE YOUNG DEMONS :P So, don't wanna risk that.

HOW?! I'm actually thinking of rotting at home but playing Stocks. I think that will suit me more. I can drama and earn at the same time. But do you think i should take my year allowance all at a go?! What if it fails. This year i will be suffering the WORST economy any human is facing la!
HAIIZZZ. Seriously, i'm clueless. And this month is like a bomb to me. Have to spend on loads and loads of things. Things that are necessary! And things that cost. DIE LA!
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Grandma's birthday this Sunday, and i'm satisfied with myself SO FAR. Although i'm busy with work and all, i still manage to get the guest list done, the venue booked, food and cake ordered. So far, all is going well, i just pray nothing will mess up at the last minute or else Dad said he'll murder me :O

Also have been planning for my "house party" the following sunday. So excited for that. :D
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ALL THAT WAS TYPED AN HOUR AGO, BEFORE I WENT DOWN TO CHECK ON RESULTS :(
I'M DISAPPOINTED AND SPEECHLESS. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME! ARRGGHH, NOT GOING TO BLOG ANYMORE, I NEED TO GIVE MYSELF SOME SPACE NOW.




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