Met with BGFF & BGFFBF for an awesome lunch yesterday. Japenese buffet lunch, but the best of the BEST WAS THE DESSERTS THERE! AMAZINGLY PRETTY AND CHOCOLATE FONDUE! - OH MANNNNNN! SURE CAN KILL I SAY...

Met them today as well, BGFF was having her FINAL THEORY today and she PASSED :) So happpy for her!

PMPM lecture is so going to kill me, THOMAS LEONG hates me BIG TIME! He called my name like a million times in class today asking me questions which i had no answered. And he even ask me the most DUMBEST question : Are you in this class? Or you haven't been coming in?! FUCK LAH! I come for all his lessons except yesterday and he even talked to me in class before and he FORGOT?! And the worst part of all is when i came in only 15mins late and he wants me to circle my name on attendance, while the rest of the class who came even later than me, ESCAPED! Totally against me lor! Oh, and i came to a conclusion, which to why he is acting this way, cause on the first day of my lesson, he made a comment on my perfume, and i was giggling with my classmate telling them how tiko he was. ORRRR, it can also be that there was this time he was telling a joke, which had the whole class laughing except me. I can only think of these 2 bloody reasons, other than that, NONE!

Tomorrow is going to be Daniel's class, seriously his first lesson was funny and i kind of enjoyed myself, but yet again, i'm so prepared for the worst! but thankfulllly, i still have dearest Jasmine,Bridget and the rest of their funny classmates or else, school would be a total suicide!

I just told dad that i need retail therapy and have been given the GREEN LIGHT! Been buying stuffs these few days. I bought a green dress from BYSI at a sale price of $15! Totallly amazing. I bought sneakers for school. (Having been caught 2 times already) and products here and there. OHH, And i ordered some clothes from taiwan which cost me $147 sing. And 2 bags. Boy am i sure spending. But seriously i need clothes, i hate re-wearing my clothes to school.


Alright now, POOF I GO!




There's nothing that can't be done if we raise our voice as one!

Internet at my place was down for the past few days hence i was not in contact with THE INTERNET. Which also made me realize how BORING my life would be. But during that 4-5days of NO INTERNET, i went over to Jas place to use. So i wouldn't say i was INTERNET-LESS these whole 4-5days.

Lunch date with dearest BGFF AND BGFFBF on Thursday was cancelled :( Sorry guys, instead, i HAD my first Business Law lesson! OMFG, I almost wanted to skip this module yet again. I seriously think i'm so wasting my time. Firstly, i waited 6mths not to have Daniel as my lecturer, i think law is easy if you really fully understand, and that the reason i didn't do Law the other time was because.. I DON'T KNOW WHY!

Anyway, once i'm done with these two modules. I'm a free bird, NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME, BUTTTT, I have to self-study. There's the two other subject which i HATE TO THE CORE SO BADLY! - ACCOUNTS/FINACE AND STATS! Seriously, i rather do BL instead of that! Then again, MY GOAL IS MY CAR, AND WITH THAT COMES A PRICE - MY DIP CERT...SOOOOO, Tahan and get done and over with.

This week was fun. I hung around with Jas,bridget and their joker classmates. I'm so sucha Loner in class, oh, besides Feedza during BL lesson. I went to catch Harry Potter again last Thursday. I still enjoyed myself :) And then went to play pool and yesterday went over to Jas place for majong session. Yesh, i played 2 rounds, won like once for sheer luck, and failed the rest. But i got very restless after a few rounds. I guess i'm going to start learning the basic first!

I'm so excited for tonight. Meeting Bridget, wilson and Jas with her parents for some prayers thing. It's actually more like some chinese in trance thing. Where the God would come into the body of the "ONE" and then come and speak to the people. Will explain more another time. ANDDDD, I'm so looking forward to my DESSERT BUFFET next week with BGFF AND BGFFBF!

Oh wells, i better get myself ready now!

I just have the sudden urge to picture post! RANDOM!!!















Great, just when i have patience of posting pics, my com has to take ages to upload.. well, those were my VERY RECENT pictures. I wanted to put BGFF birthday pics up, but as i said, Blogger is taking ages to upload, and there are plenty.plenty..

Anyways, updates on life, currently am on self declare break, till when, i'm not sure, prolly another 2weeks i guess. Anddd, I'm going to catch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE TODAYYY With BGFF AND BGFFBF. Which i have been having my own Harry Potter maronthon just so that it can refresh my memory about everything before going to catch the Six Series!
Going Malaysia tomorrow morning and will return on Sunday. And i have started the interest of planning events, although it can be really exhausting but seeing people enjoy themselves just pays everything off. And i guess after BGFF's Birthday, i became a planner for boyfriends to contact. Going to be doing Bridget's birthday in September with Wilson. Helping Owen with his girlfriend's birthday in October and of course, planning a class September birthday with the bunch. OHH, Not forgetting, my class gathering, clique outing and Jas's BF birthday. Soooo many activities. I just so wish that time will start ticking faster and september to come quick. There is plenty to do then, besides dad's biggest present to me his whole life, - A CAR,* THERE'S PARTY PARTY AND MORE PARTY!

Which reminds me to this, just few days back, i went dinner with Sophia, kerrie and Jasmine at Gardens. After dinner, we header to FOLICK for yogurt, there we were discussing so happily about our future plans after getting our license. How we would meet up every other weekend and go for Girls Night out. And we would take turns driving and stuff. The more someone gave a suggestion, the more excited we became. Thinking back, i don't know if what we say will be in place, cause it's always the case, but one thing i know is that, after 18, i'm definitely going to sign a 3yrs clubber plan. All before 21. Cause i know for sure that once 21, all these are just going to be far reached for me. As everyone know, after 21, where everyone gets excited for their future, mine is so planned. And at 21, is my mind,body and soul belongs to dad and the company. How nice would it be to stick to 18 or 19yrs old for ever. Just care about studies and fun. No stress, no money matters, no WORKING WORLD.
N-O-T-H-I-N-G at all..

Oh well, i guess i shall end it here, gotta go get ready. getting my nails done before movie. Catching J for dinner :)

I'M FUCKING ANNOYED. I HAVE BEEN TYPING A SECOND POST REGARDS TO MJ'S POST AND NOW IT'S FUCKING ALL GONE! GOOGLE IS DRIVING ME INSANE! I WROTE LIKE BLOODY LONG AND NOW ALL GONE! MY PAST HOUR POST ALL GONE. FUCK.FUCK.FUCK!

SIBEI DU LAN NOW. GOING TO JUST END OFF. WILL WRITE ANOTHER TIME.

So many things to blog about. So many things have happen lately. Good and bad of course. But the one thing dwelling in me to blog now, is definitely Michael Jackson death. It's really strange how my body works, or should i say my mind and heart works. Dad called me on the morning of MJ's death, sharing the piece of sad news I was at shock at first and then as dad was going on, all i said was "this is what you get with so much bleaching",till now, i'm still trying to recall what made me said that. But i could tell that dad wasn't very happy, and i had to made it worse with my response.

Well, i then went back to bed. When i woke up, i remembered receiving text from people talking about MJ's death. There, obviously was rumored, that he killed himself, people killed him, blah blah, really typical stories. Maybe i was so concerned over Sophia's Party that i didn't paid any attention to his death. All i know was that that evening, i was at Chijmes, planning the party with the club manager. But i remembered something that strucked my heart the moment i saw this scene.. i went inside the club to sneak a peak at the sitting tables, and i saw screens of MJ. His song videos were on. And people were dancing. That was the last my heart had a feeling and my mind reminding me of his death.

Days went pass, i grew busier. Had to come up with excuse for my delay in my exam, which i went to see a doctor for an MC, and then shopping for the essential stuff for party. Making sure that nothing was screwed. And of cause dealing with Birthday girl's stress. You know when a girl is going to get married, she usually gets scared, tries to think of escaping and has all those negative thoughts. WELLLL, Birthday People get that too, and i'm speaking from experience. HAHAHA!I hope dearest BGFF isn't going to chop me off for saying this... but yesh, dear her had her symtons and suddenly cancel the party. But all went smooth, after both Haizzel and my persuasion's. SO, party went on as per normal. All of us had fun and also learnt vulnerable lesson, which i think we shall all just keep the lesson to our self.

And then came the Sunday which i got reminded of MJ's death. Since then till now, i have the heartache. And of course, the guilt, how can i, someone who loved his song, be so carefree about his death until his memorial then remember that i was suppose to grieve. Why was my heart so FAKE!?

I'm still trying to find answers to that, of course as human, i find reasons to believe that i was busy preparing and my schedule was so tight that i couldn't remember to grieve. But after all, deep inside me i know it's bull shit. And for that i know that i can't say out loud that MJ's death have saddened me. If i was really talking about someone i know feeling sad, that would be my dear Father. He really showed signs of grieve. A person like him, who only thinks about work and work, and came back home on the day MJ died to stay side by side to the Tv to catch updates.. that is signs of grieving. And of course, on that same morning after knowing the news he went down to Mustafa, the only music place which was open at that time to check if there was any record not bought before. Speaking of Record, i can tell you that although i may not have gone for any MJ's concert, nor got his tickets to his memorial service, i can proudly say, i have followed him and supported him from the day Jackson 5 was created. Grandpa use to follow, dad use to follow and now US. So, if you were to talk about supporting, i would say, MY FAMILY DID!

Like i mention on facebook a while ago,that i have watch Michael's memorial service 5 times and have teared all 5 times.. or maybe a slight lie, cause when i watch it LIVE on E last night alone, i was crying bitterly. Everytime there was a speech or when Usher, Maria Carey, Stevie Wonder was signing, i went emotional! I SWEAR. I can say i'm a person who keeps my emotion very steady, cause since young, dad have always said that when you release too much of emotion, people can read you, and that it will always be at your disadvantage,so since young we were trained to hide your emotion, so prolly yesterday's was my chance of NOT hiding as no one was there. But when we were watching it today as a family, all of us, were silent. Obviously, i teared silently, Mel watched and then he went for a break (bet he teared), and there was dad, sitting so still and the moment Patric came back, he said " Make sure you keep your voice down or i will make you"! Scary huh? That is how serious he was watching the memorial.

Well, i know this whole MJ's post is getting length, and my battery is dying and just so nice that my charger isn't with me, which leads me to switch it off here.. BUT I PROMISE TO CONTINUE TOMORROW! There's so much to share, and this is just the start.

With this, i shall end, not end the post, but end for now....

Well, i'm not uploading any pictures today as well, i'm going to save everything for next week cause there are going to be TONS of pictures for this week event. YESH.YESH. It's dearest BGFF Birthday party at Ace! But as i'm typing this, i do feel the excitement just not THE KICK to it.

EXAM IS SUCHA SPOILER SERIOUSLY! I bloody have Statistic Paper on Saturday, while i'm busily PARTYING MY FRIDAY AWAY till Saturday morning. I have been "trying" to study this whole week but apparently i'm in the partying mood, planning mood and totally NOT IN THE STUDY MOOD, except that all my brain cells are thinking of ways to back out the paper! SERIOUSLY LOR, i have only today to get 8 topics in my head from SCRATCH, and have to remember them all by TODAY, so that i can rest and party tomorrow! Enough about exams, no matter what, i'm trying my luck tomorrow!

Yesterday was fun. Went to Jean Yip to get my hair done by Ross. Dione and Idah was there as well, so as usual or should i say just like the usual us, we laugh and talk as loud and started molesting each other. I think that was due to the long absence we had on each other. HAHAHA! Then far east with the whole Jean Yip crew, FREAKING NOISY! There were like 10- 12 of us, and we made noise like all the way up to the food stall. Sophia joined us, after lunch, sophia and i got our nails done, and we took 2 and a half hour, NO JOKE! BUT, freaking pretty to the MAX! Then, early dinner at Subway and Chijmes all the way till Midnight! We ordered like 10 drinks in total, for like Sophia, Haizzel, myself, Niz and their Cousin.. and we only paid like 18 bucks! Then cabbed home with Sophia!

Tomorrow is going to be "COME HOME EARLY DAY"! Been like a week since i last saw that, not exactly a week yet, but if i don't come home early today and Friday then it will really be a week. So before that Old man starts to nag, i better do something. :)

Well, i hope everything on Friday goes well. All of us would party the night away and just enjoy ourself max! With that i shall happily return to LALA Airport as i need to catch my plane. 6 more hours till i land....