Despite me being sick, i went along with Saturday club session with the rest. Although it was just the handful but i think everyone had fun! - Sophia, Haizzel, myself, keegan, Brad and his GF, Ben, Jayne, chris and maggi! visited 3 clubs, Zirca, Rebel and Supperclub within a night!
Though i would say i enjoyed the company and found it trilling as i sneaked in with Yvonne's IC, i didn't have much fun clubbing myself. At Zirca, my head was spinning cause of my headache and the lighting's, at rebel cause it was freaking squeezer and we found a spot that was next to the speakers. FUCKING LOUD MUSIC RIGHT THRU OUR EARS. And my sore throat and flu didn't help at all. Supperclub was an eye opener. It's actually a private NUS party and we manage to get thru thanks to Keegan friend. But we didn't do anything there, just sit around and watch how people partied like crazy. At rebel i got molested, i think everyone who goes there ends up somehow. The crowd was crazy, packed with SOOO MANY PEOPLE! Thank God, keegan was standing behind me when this guy wanted to touch me.. haha. Though i didn't catch that in action, but i still think it's funny somehow. Sophia asked me this question before club, would you like going with a big group of guys or girls? My reply was that i'll tell her after this session as most of them were guys. Andd now i can proudly say that if i'm going to such places like Rebel OR Zirca, i would definitely ask a group of guy friends along cause it's so not safe lah! But if it's Ladies night and so on.. THENNN,. Strictly all ladies would be fun :)
Skipped yesterday Sunday Breakfast. Head felt so heavy like i was carrying a bomb! And then went for Desiree and Shanon Birthday party in the afternoon! Haven't seen them for almost six years already. All was so grown up. Aunty was like, OMG, Is this Shalinda, SO big already.. hahaha.
And today, meeting the girls for dinner. Sadly dearest Bgff got something urgent :( Apparently today marks the 6th year anniversary of our friendship. Oh wells, i don't know is it just me but nowadays, i hardly ever get associate with anyone besides school mates, bgff and jas. Like these are just people i have around me.. Even Brandan And Nur are like Vanishing powder now.
Why is this so? Because we simply are plain lazy to keep contact or because the spirit is not there anymore, or JUST THAT we are so use to taking this for granted? And we will only regret when we miss it?
As a person becomes older, there are more and more "NOT HAVE's"!
There are more and more problems that cannot be solved, and
After we grow up, there are also more and more words that have no way of being responded.
After we've grown up, there are more and more and more times when there is no one to take care of us.
After we're grown up, there are more and more unreasonable relationship setbacks.
After i've grown up, there are really very many "NOT HAVE's"!
But those "NOT HAVE's" also has make people grow up ANDDDD
I'M ONE OF THEM :)