THIS IS THE PROPERTY OF SHALINDA!

2009-12-05T11:45:00.002+08:00

In conjuction with World Aids Day, i now officially declare that this blog is a victim of aids. And because of that, there will be no cure. And therfore, this blog is somewhat offically dead.

Okay, here am i crapping about just because i don't know where to start blogging or what to blog about.

But bottom line, this blog is going to be pronouce dead, so should you come about seeing this blog disppear, please don't feel shocked. I kind of decided to stick to just one blog, so i'm keeping the new one and shutting down this one. Totally typical me, always dumping the use ones for new ones. But i feel my new blog is much more plain and simple to use unlike this :)

SOOOOOO.. That's all i wanna say, and if any wants my new blog link, please ask me, cause i'm planning to keep that private, like within friends kind of thing! And just for info sake, i have been having that blog for sometime already and have been updating it more often than this..

AIDIOS FLAMINGOES!

2009-11-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

Well, i have come to a decision that i would MAKE an effort to blog every week. Like maybe a Saturday or a Sunday, BUT on a weekend. As i find myself so busy or maybe simply lazy to do it on weekdays. School and Driving and Work, sooo hence, the weekends. And at one go, i can blog about my entire week. And IF i become bored or less lazy on weekdays, i might blog. But whatever the case is, i will be updating this blog weekly at least! SOOO, people, Stop complaining, and i'l try to fill this blog ya!

Before i start on my post, i just want to say those of you who commented that the pics uploaded last week was too small to view, then YOU HAVE TO CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND IT'LL ZOOOM IN. Sorry for not mentioning earlier :( My BAD!
And dearest Jas have also ask me to upload a big picture of my B'day Cake and to make the speech i wanted to say that day on this blog. Well, actually i thought of doing that on the other blog but since that blog can't be viewed by some, then i shall write one here.

I really wanna THANK the girls for putting this whole thing together. Without them, nothing would have happen! Jasmine and Sophia, all the hard work put in the preparation to the planning. Kerrie, all the phone calls made to my friends. REALLY APPRECIATED IT MUCH! The party was just UNFORGETTABLE! Annnndddd, the gift from you girls were just INDESCRIBABLE! I promise to hang it HIGH AND PROUD in my new rooom! REALLLLLLLY A MILLION THANKS OF APPRECIATION! AND I REALLY AM GLAD TO HAVE YOU GIRLS AS MY BEST OF FRIENDS! AND THIS IS GETTING MUSHIER, BUT, I LOVE YOU GIRLS PLENTY PLENTY!

For BRENDAN,NUR,BERNICE,KHAI,
My 1st year in MDIS was wacky fun! Though i hate school and exam but you guys made it fun. I miss Brendan A.K.A GF, nagging and nonsense. Nur's Pedi/Mani session with me, shopping session and heart to heart talk, Khai's craps and laughters and bernice, although as Dip started and we drifted, you never fail to keep in contact with me :) And I PROMISE YOU CLUBBING SESSION FOR SURE! All i have to say is THANKS FOR COMING AND MAKING MY DAY. Wasn't expecting you guys at all man! REALLLY A SURPRISE! I love you guys and hope to see you guys sooooon!

To Shine, Jiawei, Magg, Yvonne, Alastiar, Wilson, Cheng
Even though we just gotta know each other not long, i really feel comfortable with you guys around. And also thanks for everything, especially that cute little card which would sure go up in my new rooom. PINKY PROMISE*! Now that we're classmates, looking forward to 6mths of craziness from you bunch, more Supper gathering and more TALK COCK SESSIONS!
Thanks again :)

Haizzel, Brady, Illham, Keegan, Ahmad, Sarah
THANKS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH FOR COMING! We should hang out very soooon again.

And saving the last for my PLMGSS girls!
ROSS, BRIDGET, SHITING, + THE GIRLS (SOPHIA, JASMINE AND KERRIE)

"You guys don't know how much that means to me. Knowing you guys were such a blessed gift from God! I'm not saying just for my bday but everything. I mean not jut you guys but all my close PLMGSS friends. All you guys are such love people! I miss those Sec school moments with you guys. I miss those childish fights, those SEX talks we gave each other, those times that we sat on the bus and disturb younger sec school boys, and checking hot dudes around :) Those insane prank msn we use to do with those ah pek people. The times that we quarrel and patch back. The times where we made those irritating pest cry. Those awards we won just to prove we were better than the Express Kids. Those HIGH AND LOW TIMES, Those crazy and insane moments and those Tears and joy frame! I MISS THOSE AND I'LL KEEP ALL OF THEM SAFELY IN MY HEART!
Though we have our separate life to lead now, i just hope that we will still keep in contact no matter what and I LOVE YOU GUYS MAXXXXXXXXXXXX!

OKAYYY, i'm done with my speech! And these is a tribute to Jas and Sophia! - PUBLISHING MY CREATIVE BDAY CAKE BY THEM!

Helllo Back Earthlings!

5th Oct

BTT EXAM which i passed and was so proud of myself. I was nervous the whole time given the fact that i didn't
study and i failed during my e-trail practices! Skipped first day of school and met Cheng and Jas back at school and went to get our nails done and then dinner.

6th Oct

First day of lesson, gave Jas a very good surprise. Indeed she was. Bridget and rest didn't believe at first and then they did when i signed my attendance :) So now, i'm offically going back being classmates with her, but feeling totally different. Maybe cause i'm no longer the "speaker" of the class and the rest isn't there?! I don't know, all i know is STILL am glad being classmates with her again.. going to school together and f course bonding more together!
After school, town with classmates!

7th Oct

After school to UBI. Totally a very UNLUCKY AND DISASTROUS DAY! Late for school, forgot about my shoes and wore slippers, lack of sleep, stomach cramp, and total failure in driving! Couldn't coordinate my legs and hands properly! Leg pain. Menstrual cramp. and headache!

8th Oct

School and then town. Had a very goood bonding session with Shine after the rest left. We had a real good heart to heart talk!

9th Oct

School, Lunch with classmates at Casarina Curry and then movie at AMK. Watched Darah! TOTALLY HILARIOUS HORROR!

10th Oct

Daddy's bday! Old man has turned 46. SO FAST! IN another 4yrs his turning 50! OMG! So, i went to office to cover him today till afternoon, and then plan a surprise party with the staff for him, and then went to pick Mel and Kath for some Sibling Shopping Session! Totally major and awesome MAX! 3 person and we spend around 400+!
Bought dinner and then waited for dad to come home. Apparently the old woman has been hospitalized! She fell down the drain and my money minded aunty called for ambulance and send her husband to the hospital while she carry on with her shop. OOHH,. and they call dad not to inform him but to tab the bill on him! What great aunts i have!

11th Oct

Which is today! It's Mummy's bday. And the woman is turning 43! Still long ahead for her grand age 50 but old enough! Going to meet her with siblings for dinner at Chomp Chomp later! Before that, going to go with Pat to do his shopping. Cause we all bought stuff except him sooo dad gave us money for round two! How nice if everyday could be daddy's bday! :)
Speaking of daddy and shopping... THAT OLD MAN SURE KNOW HOW TO SPEND MONEY.. he spend like over 2K on his bday shopping. He bought clothes to shoes to boxers and spend all in a day! I think he might have felt guilty therefore gave us money for shopping ourselves?! HMMM!... Always saying he has very high maintenance kids and all, look whose talking.. we're just following the blood in us :)

Well, the up-coming week would be a very LONG, BUSY AND FUN WEEK!

With driving twice this week :(
Meeting Sophia at her place tomorrow and she driving me for my lesson :)
Back to office on Tuesday and Wednesday for Company function preparation :/
Wilson bday dinner this Friday (Finally didi turning 18th) :)
Saturday - Ang bao! HAHAHAHAHA! Going to aunties house i think for Deepavali.
Sunday - Dearest Honey's bday! Turning 21! :)

So, i guess will be blogging back again next Sunday! Will make sure i do :)

P/S : I love this vintage bag i bought today! MANN! I think i'm going back to VINTAGE LOVE again! SHIT! Vintage stuff ain't cheap lor! Somemore dad and mum's bday has caught all of us in the pocket :( DIE!
Grass hunt sooon!

2009-10-18T13:51:00.001+08:00

WEEKLY UPDATE!

MONDAY :

IT LESSON TODAY WAS CRAZY! I hardly even understand a shit his saying! He talks way fast and speaks like alien. And worst of all, he gave us a project which i'm so sure i'll flop! TOTALLY FUCKHEAD FREAKSHOW!
After school, went for practical, and i got a very young instructor which for a moment i just taught if he was my instructor's son. He was funny and patient, which helped me alot in driving. It's not where you get those "TURN HERE", AIYAH, I ASK YOU TURN MA".. THOSE kind, he was really nice. So after class, went back home.

TUESDAY :

I didn't went to school today. OVERSLEPT. Was suppose to meet Jas for lunch but ended up with the rest at KOVAN. After lunch, headed back to Office to plan for Company Function. And then went over to AMK hub for some window shopping with Yvonne. And then we headed back home. On our journey back home, we just had the sudden urge to go healthy. Which we decided to skip dinner and go for a jog around the estate. 2 rounds of the estate was madness! SERIOUSLY MADDNESS!

Wednesday :

Went to get my brows and nails done in the morning, and then met jas at Far east to do our nails. After which, we went to eat and then headed to school. Yesh, we were late :) - AGAIN! After school, headed back home.

Thursday :

School and then to meet Gan Ma at Singapore General Hospital, and then we went to Chinatown, which there i had this stupid sudden urge to buy a cammy. Was really maddeness. If it wasn't for Gan Ma, i would have bought it there and then. After we went to Tai Ma's house to eat which i got ticked off by them for using the word, - SIBEI, AND KUMPUA. HAHAHAHAHAAH! Got one long nagging session for that. After that, i left and was suppose to return home, but WEIRDO me,SUDDENLY OUT OF NO RIM OR REASON WHAT-SOEVER... Decided that i should get my hair done. And then had the urge to get the camera also. I went to the camera shop and just when i was going to buy it, shine call and told me NOT TO BUY AND stuff, which eventually i don't know why i just didn't. And then the urge to cut hair, same thing, if it wasn't for Jas and CW, i would have cut. So, in the end, my hands felt itchy, money wanna drop out.. so i went shopping on my own. FIRST TIME! I just spend and spend and ended up spending a total of 150+. I went back straight and transfered the remaining to my driving account so that i would not have the urge to spend more. And then i came back home and did myself a hair mask treatment for 3hrs. Reallllly WEIRD,WEIRD ME!

Friday :

School and then driving which totally suck. I had my tyre punctured today, andddd the previous, nice instructor took me again today and he had to bare the cost. I felt so guilty and just wanted to pay, but he kept saying it's okay, but i know it;s soo not lah! All that private asshole car who was trying to cut me in and i just had to turn so hard and bang on the kerb which lead to tyre puncture. Whole driving lesson was just spoiled. After lesson, went over to meet Tina and we did grocery shopping cause was having dinner that night. And another funny thing happen, This china man ask for my number. HAHAHAHA. And he isn't young hor, perhaps 30s? He was just so impressed at my chinese and he wanted me to teach him english. Like WTH! Well, eventually i didn't give my number, but my email. And to my surprise he wrote me an email the same day. So, i now have a china pen-pal. Daddy even suggested i start a china fan club, cause like this isn't the first time, but sure is the first time asking for my number in Singapore. Back in shanghai they would ask me for my email or msn.. but not number.

Saturday:

Morning breakfast with Family and then lunch at Aunty's place. And then just freelance around, and then dinner and then went to pick Magg and Shine up to go St James! St James was just off! It was crazy! I regretted going seriously! We spend more time queuing than clubbing, we had to get molested, me by 2 different dick-heads! Magg was the more jialat one, that asshole who touch my ass, steamed and then poked her from the back. But because it was too pack for us not to do anything, and then we couldn't see the guy again! PEK CHEK! And then the other time that happen for me is, this ENGLISH DICK, (ang mo), just grabbed my ass and when i turn, he said SORRY! FUCKKKK HIM! Sorry?!!! But cause i was alone and the crowd behind was just pushing forward! I really do regret not screaming or something, letting him get away with just SORRY is just tooo light! All in all, the moood was just off! Nothing i say can put them into place on what happen yesterday. ONE WORD - DISASTER!

Sunday :

Woke up around 1pm. Couldn't really stop thinking of what happen the last night. Called lifelines - Jasmine and Sophia and was feeding them the news. And then had lunch and here am i blogging. Would be going to Tai ma's place to stay today. And then go school tomorrow from there. I don't know why i feel this way, but i feel "DIRTY"! Like someone just had a piece of me, and just eat and go feeling. TOTALLY FUCKED-UP! I've been to clubs countless time but this was just so bad! I don't think i wanna go on or else i just won't stop!

This week is also going to be another busy week. With Company function happening this Saturday, loads of planning and coordinations to do. Busyyyy! And driving on wednesday which i kindda have a phobia already! I don't really have the mood now, so i shall end off here.

2009-10-13T12:17:00.001+08:00

Just for Laughs!

Marie

When Marie was 16, she hoped that one day she would have a boyfriend.

When she was 18, she got a boyfriend, but there was no passion.So she decided she needed a passionate guy with a zest for life.

In college she dated a passionate guy, but he was too emotional.
Everything was an emergency, he was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide.

So Marie decided she needed a guy with stability.

When she was 25, she found a very stable guy but he was boring. He was totally predictable and never got excited about anything.
Life became so dull that she decided she needed a guy withsome excitement.

When Marie was 28, she found an exciting guy, but she couldn't keep up with him.

He rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. He did mad, impetuous things and flirted with everyone he met.
He made Marie miserable as often as happy.
He was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So Marie decided to find a guy with some ambition.

When she turned 31, she found a smart ambitious guy with his feet planted firmly on the ground and married him.
He was so ambitious that he divorced Marie, took everything she owned, and ran off with her best friend.

And now, Marie 47 decided to find a guy with a big dick!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2009-10-11T03:26:00.002+08:00

Helllo Back Earthlings!

Well, i have come to a decision that i would MAKE an effort to blog every week. Like maybe a Saturday or a Sunday, BUT on a weekend. As i find myself so busy or maybe simply lazy to do it on weekdays. School and Driving and Work, sooo hence, the weekends. And at one go, i can blog about my entire week. And IF i become bored or less lazy on weekdays, i might blog. But whatever the case is, i will be updating this blog weekly at least! SOOO, people, Stop complaining, and i'l try to fill this blog ya!

Before i start on my post, i just want to say those of you who commented that the pics uploaded last week was too small to view, then YOU HAVE TO CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND IT'LL ZOOOM IN. Sorry for not mentioning earlier :( My BAD!
And dearest Jas have also ask me to upload a big picture of my B'day Cake and to make the speech i wanted to say that day on this blog. Well, actually i thought of doing that on the other blog but since that blog can't be viewed by some, then i shall write one here.

I really wanna THANK the girls for putting this whole thing together. Without them, nothing would have happen! Jasmine and Sophia, all the hard work put in the preparation to the planning. Kerrie, all the phone calls made to my friends. REALLY APPRECIATED IT MUCH! The party was just UNFORGETTABLE! Annnndddd, the gift from you girls were just INDESCRIBABLE! I promise to hang it HIGH AND PROUD in my new rooom! REALLLLLLLY A MILLION THANKS OF APPRECIATION! AND I REALLY AM GLAD TO HAVE YOU GIRLS AS MY BEST OF FRIENDS! AND THIS IS GETTING MUSHIER, BUT, I LOVE YOU GIRLS PLENTY PLENTY!

For BRENDAN,NUR,BERNICE,KHAI,
My 1st year in MDIS was wacky fun! Though i hate school and exam but you guys made it fun. I miss Brendan A.K.A GF, nagging and nonsense. Nur's Pedi/Mani session with me, shopping session and heart to heart talk, Khai's craps and laughters and bernice, although as Dip started and we drifted, you never fail to keep in contact with me :) And I PROMISE YOU CLUBBING SESSION FOR SURE! All i have to say is THANKS FOR COMING AND MAKING MY DAY. Wasn't expecting you guys at all man! REALLLY A SURPRISE! I love you guys and hope to see you guys sooooon!

To Shine, Jiawei, Magg, Yvonne, Alastiar, Wilson, Cheng
Even though we just gotta know each other not long, i really feel comfortable with you guys around. And also thanks for everything, especially that cute little card which would sure go up in my new rooom. PINKY PROMISE*! Now that we're classmates, looking forward to 6mths of craziness from you bunch, more Supper gathering and more TALK COCK SESSIONS!
Thanks again :)

Haizzel, Brady, Illham, Keegan, Ahmad, Sarah
THANKS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH FOR COMING! We should hang out very soooon again.

And saving the last for my PLMGSS girls!
ROSS, BRIDGET, SHITING, + THE GIRLS (SOPHIA, JASMINE AND KERRIE)

"You guys don't know how much that means to me. Knowing you guys were such a blessed gift from God! I'm not saying just for my bday but everything. I mean not jut you guys but all my close PLMGSS friends. All you guys are such love people! I miss those Sec school moments with you guys. I miss those childish fights, those SEX talks we gave each other, those times that we sat on the bus and disturb younger sec school boys, and checking hot dudes around :) Those insane prank msn we use to do with those ah pek people. The times that we quarrel and patch back. The times where we made those irritating pest cry. Those awards we won just to prove we were better than the Express Kids. Those HIGH AND LOW TIMES, Those crazy and insane moments and those Tears and joy frame! I MISS THOSE AND I'LL KEEP ALL OF THEM SAFELY IN MY HEART!
Though we have our separate life to lead now, i just hope that we will still keep in contact no matter what and I LOVE YOU GUYS MAXXXXXXXXXXXX!

OKAYYY, i'm done with my speech! And these is a tribute to Jas and Sophia! - PUBLISHING MY CREATIVE BDAY CAKE BY THEM!

5th Oct

BTT EXAM which i passed and was so proud of myself. I was nervous the whole time given the fact that i didn't
study and i failed during my e-trail practices! Skipped first day of school and met Cheng and Jas back at school and went to get our nails done and then dinner.

6th Oct

First day of lesson, gave Jas a very good surprise. Indeed she was. Bridget and rest didn't believe at first and then they did when i signed my attendance :) So now, i'm offically going back being classmates with her, but feeling totally different. Maybe cause i'm no longer the "speaker" of the class and the rest isn't there?! I don't know, all i know is STILL am glad being classmates with her again.. going to school together and f course bonding more together!
After school, town with classmates!

7th Oct

After school to UBI. Totally a very UNLUCKY AND DISASTROUS DAY! Late for school, forgot about my shoes and wore slippers, lack of sleep, stomach cramp, and total failure in driving! Couldn't coordinate my legs and hands properly! Leg pain. Menstrual cramp. and headache!

8th Oct

School and then town. Had a very goood bonding session with Shine after the rest left. We had a real good heart to heart talk!

9th Oct

School, Lunch with classmates at Casarina Curry and then movie at AMK. Watched Darah! TOTALLY HILARIOUS HORROR!

10th Oct

Daddy's bday! Old man has turned 46. SO FAST! IN another 4yrs his turning 50! OMG! So, i went to office to cover him today till afternoon, and then plan a surprise party with the staff for him, and then went to pick Mel and Kath for some Sibling Shopping Session! Totally major and awesome MAX! 3 person and we spend around 400+!
Bought dinner and then waited for dad to come home. Apparently the old woman has been hospitalized! She fell down the drain and my money minded aunty called for ambulance and send her husband to the hospital while she carry on with her shop. OOHH,. and they call dad not to inform him but to tab the bill on him! What great aunts i have!

11th Oct

Which is today! It's Mummy's bday. And the woman is turning 43! Still long ahead for her grand age 50 but old enough! Going to meet her with siblings for dinner at Chomp Chomp later! Before that, going to go with Pat to do his shopping. Cause we all bought stuff except him sooo dad gave us money for round two! How nice if everyday could be daddy's bday! :)
Speaking of daddy and shopping... THAT OLD MAN SURE KNOW HOW TO SPEND MONEY.. he spend like over 2K on his bday shopping. He bought clothes to shoes to boxers and spend all in a day! I think he might have felt guilty therefore gave us money for shopping ourselves?! HMMM!... Always saying he has very high maintenance kids and all, look whose talking.. we're just following the blood in us :)

Well, the up-coming week would be a very LONG, BUSY AND FUN WEEK!

With driving twice this week :(
Meeting Sophia at her place tomorrow and she driving me for my lesson :)
Back to office on Tuesday and Wednesday for Company function preparation :/
Wilson bday dinner this Friday (Finally didi turning 18th) :)
Saturday - Ang bao! HAHAHAHAHA! Going to aunties house i think for Deepavali.
Sunday - Dearest Honey's bday! Turning 21! :)

So, i guess will be blogging back again next Sunday! Will make sure i do :)

P/S : I love this vintage bag i bought today! MANN! I think i'm going back to VINTAGE LOVE again! SHIT! Vintage stuff ain't cheap lor! Somemore dad and mum's bday has caught all of us in the pocket :( DIE!
Grass hunt sooon!

2009-10-04T19:36:00.008+08:00

Helllooo EARTHLINGS!

Well, been exactly a week since i last blog! Many events and activities have been going on with me! And as promised, pictures will be uploaded today. :)

Well, let's start from the 25th Sept which was My bday!
My birthday was truly a memorable day! Although plans were screwed at the last minute, but everything fell into place. I got up early, went to temple, YESH, i was forced :( But i got free breakfast and cab ride was sponsored to and fro, so i didn't lose anything. Went to Guan Ying temple, and then later off to town to meet Jas. She went there to get her nails done while i went to get my birthday dress. Stayed awhile and then headed back home. Rest for a while and then dad came to pick me. Went to Ubi CDC to apply for my license. After which we went to have early dinner and then back home. The moment i reached home, i told mum to cancel family dinner cause i was too tired and wanted to sleep. So, i took a 2hr+ nap and when i woke up, they bought dinner home. After dinner, cake cutting and then i got ready to leave. Dad send me to Sophia's place and Sophia's dad send us to Puggol Marina.
My lovely best of friends gave me a surprise there. Okay, not exactly a surprise cause i knew where the bday was going to be held already, just that i had a surprise seeing people i know there. Friends that were important to me all came! Truly an amazing night! Obviously, cause it was my bday, i didn't manage to go home sober, BUT NEITHER was i drunk, i was just tipsy. That was like the 1st time in my life that i feel so exhausted. Maybe cause i didn't have enough sleep or because i was drinking too much. But whatever it is, i totally enjoyed myself. ESPECIALLY my bday cake was soooo UNDESIRABLE. Reached home the next morning around 7+!

26th Sept

Spend my entire Saturday staying at home. I was just too lazy to go out and no activities were plan. So yeahh!

27th Sept

Kerrie came over to my place in the afternoon, we crap shit, ate the marshmallow we bought for Bridget's party and took crazy insane videos! HAHAHAHA! Sorry, those are toooo "GLAMOROUS" to be put on the net. HAHAHA! And then Ronald came with Jas and Zhong to pick us up, headed to Bridget's chalet. So, our day was spent there with many interesting drama going on. The photos might piece them up together. And then i reached home the next morning around 8am..

28th Sept

Stayed home and planned for dearest Shine Surprise Bday.

29th Sept

Celebrated Shine's bday at Sentosa. Was all a surprise plan. All she knew was that it was suppose to be a class gathering which turn up as a surprise. After Sentosa, we went to have dinner which apparently everywhere was close except for Mac, so we settled there. And then went over to AMK for the usual chilling session, just that this was another surprise for her.

30th Sept

Back to office.

1st Oct

Half day at office and then went to meet Gan Ma and rest for dinner at PUMP ROOOM! Really solid beer there.

2nd Oct

Am suppose to head down to Tai Ma's house but was very tired, Morning was spent at the studio and then office. SIAN!

My Saturdays and Sundays were dead boring seriously! Was really looking forward to an awesome weekend but everything was the other way round! Tomorrow's my BTT which i haven't been studying for. I think i ought to shoot myself and die. Well, i think i say that all the time when it has to do with exams.. okayy. anyways, school starting sooon. OHH. And my first Pract lesson is on Wednesday. :)

I'll blog more soooon. Probably tomorrow. Cause i'm now super shagged and i need to start studying.. Having 2 blogs is no joke. I'm seriously thinking of shutting this one down and live a very private life. Should i?!

As promised.... PICTURES! (Blogger is sucha a BITCH, so i went to collage them instead cause selecting one by one would make me go INSANE!

4e1 September B'day/ Gathering - (18/09/09)

This was taken at St James ladies night with MDIS mates...

Kerrie's BBQ Bday Party - (20/09/09)

Two MAD CHIO BU's! (27/09/09) -
Before we went over to Bridget's chalet, Tong came to my house and this was the evidence left behind. We even have our alien videos which I Shall spare the embarrassment.

My B'day Party at Puggol Marina planned by the girls! - (25/09/09)

Well, uploading these few have already taken me 40mins.. and putting the collage together is like 3 freaking hours! NO JOKE! I'm going to upload another round sometime later. There is still Bridget and Shine Bday photos, and my visit to PUMP ROOM. SOOOO, That's all for now...

CIAO!

2009-09-25T03:46:00.002+08:00

Happpy Birthday to MYSELF! Been living well and healthy for the last 18 yrs!

Many things to blog about, but i think i did a long one on my private blog, so repeating everything here, abit pointless and besides, i'm pretty tired.

Well, all in all, i just hope everything today turns out well! And i wanna say thanks to everyone who wished me! Thanks loads.

Will blog more after this whole busy week is gone.

2009-09-24T03:16:00.002+08:00

I'm back! Well, i'm not exactly in any mood to blog about my life before i blog about this certain bitch! Well, this bitch isn't like any other bitches that i blog about, This bitch has my same blood and surname, yesh, my WONDERFUL IDIOTIC BITCH SISTER!

(USING A LOAD OF BITCH CAUSE SHE LIKES THAT WORD SO MUCH)

Well, seriously she doesn't know one word - APPRECIATIVE! Yesh, actually she doesn't know a lot of basic manners word. She has now made her blog private, THINKING that my circle of friends would not come and tell me anything. So there i was walking out of my house last night to meet Shine and co, and i got a call from ... asking me what went wrong, i was stunned at first and told her to read it to me. FUCK THAT WOMAN, she say she have to private cause i was telling my brother and father what she writes. FOR GOODNESS SAKE, Mel knows about her inside life more than i do. The guys her friend is dating and all the stupid nonsense shit life she lives. DO I GIVE A CARE. HELL NOT! I just don't bother until something reaches my attention. Other than that, i just hear, bitch about it with mel and then end of convo. And saying that i went around to tell about her and not giving her a private life.. THAT REALLY MAKES ME MAD!

And what are the things that i get myself bothered are things like she borrows money from her friends. This wasn't on her blog, but i heard someone telling me about it. As a sister, i wanted to help and advise first, cause i thought if i can talk to her without going to dad first then it will be better, but that stupid bitch, doesn't listen. She gave me the whole not bothered to listen and talk tomorrow attitude which left me with no choice but to tell my father. Is it my fault? When i already tried? She knows that no matter what, dad never like us borrowing money from friends. This has been with us ever since we started primary school. And i also know that when you enter a new environment things change, i'm not saying don't borrow when you need, but you also need to learn how to return. And apparently she thinks buying magazine more important than returning.

Next,she said something in the blog about her waiting outside my room while i was SHOWERING. WELL, KATH, IF YOU'RE READING THIS.. LET ME SAY THAT THE ROOM IS MINE, DAMN IT! SO, YOU CAN ALWAYS GET YOUR ASS BACK DOWN. BE THANKFUL THAT I WANTED TO SHARE HALF OF MY SPACE WITH YOU CAUSE OR ELSE, YOU WILL BE SLEEPING WITH MUM! Just for the record, i have a room which is divided by 2 rooms, so i took the one with attach bathroom and gave her the window one. And since she wanna get bitchy first, i shall mention that she doesn't bath straight when she comes home. And please, she has this school Body Oder thing which can really stink up even my room. And she needs countless reminders when to bath! Sucha little girl who just talks big! So when i'm preparing to leave home, or when i take my night showers, i usually ask her first, i mean obviously the stinky one baths first right?

And lastly and the most funniest of all, is.. that BITCH, after blogging about me, came and ask me for pencil case. One of my roxy pencil case, at first i said NO, cause i didn't wanna look for her, but after that, i told TINA to search and pass anyone of it to her.. seriously, i really think i can't be nice to her at all lor!And after blogging, she has the cheek to come and ask me for stuff! WHERE THE FUCK IS HER SOUL?!

And so, i'm going to be mean now, i gave her the green light to study with her friend in the evening today, and now, i think she can stay home and do that. Well kath, i purposely wrote all these for you..AND I OPENLY DID IT, UNLIKE YOU WHO HAD TO PRIVATELY DO IT!
IF YOU GOT ANYTHING, JUST SAY TO MY FACE, ISN'T THAT WHAT YOU GO AROUND TELLING YOUR FRIENDS. WELL, I GUESS YOU DON'T PRACTICE WHAT YOU SAY!
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Enough of that woman. She totally boils my blood! These few days have been really restless for me. My B'day is tomorrow, and everyone is telling me to get excited but i'm not. Well, maybe in the morning, cause i'm bringing dad to apply my licence with me. And then i'm joining Gan Ma for lunch. Dinner with family, and then to pasir ris. Jas and Sophia planned some party gathering at NEBO. Well, i really don't know what went wrong, everyone is excited besides myself. I'm not mad or anything, just feel like what is so nice about sitting around and watching movie? And no alchohol on a 18th bday :( But whenever i think of the fact that Jas and Sophia and i'm sure many more put together to throw me a party, well, i guess no matter how screwed up, it'll still be memorable knowing that i have such friends around. Well, that never actually made me doubt anything cause i always know i have good friends around :)

2009-09-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

I have been disapprearing from my blog, haha i know! Ever since the exam was done, i was always missing in action! Loads of outings, working and partying! I seriously LOVE THIS MONTH TO THE MAX MANNN! Although i can say that i'll be a very poor woman sooon:( With all these outings and cost attach to it, freaking broke to the max!

Anyways, i think during these period of time ever since i was on holiday till now, i have done quite a number of things.. i met up with dearest pal Brendan. Been watching movies with Shine and co. I went to St James recently, and i have been working diligently! At where - Daddy's office! Surprise right, same here. But there is always a motive, which i might reveal later.. hahaha! And i just met up with the girls today to celebrate Kerrie A.K.A my scandal birthday! Although it was simple and short, but we had fun! Dinner at Astons, and then we became typical Lians who sit outside public place and then we cut cake, cam-whore and just slack. But we did it more "high class", - OUTSIDE CATHAY!

And not forgetting something so important that if i don't blog, then it's wasted. KERRIE TONG RATHER KISS MY TOES THAN MY LIPS! For all these years of friendship and still counting, she broke my heart today! And as a thank you gift from her, she broke my toe nail! Well, if you're wondering what crap i'm saying, let me tell you the draft. While cam-whoring, we brought up the recent video XiaXue and KayKay did for Guide to Life, and then we decided why not dare kerrie on me. No idea why me, they say cause i'm the one whose single, but still no reason cause maddy is also single.. anyways, this kerrie who already have been in a relationship TWICE, Don't dare to kiss me.. She was getting girly and stuff, i mean this use to be common in sec school.. and the more girly she got, i became girly.. and then all of a sudden while pushing us together, she stepped my foot, which lead to breaking my toe nail.. It was FREAKING PAINFUL! And then while apologizing, she said, i kiss your toe, and i had the biggest reaction. Can you believe she rather kiss my toe than me!?!! Biggest joke man!

Well, going to office tomorrow followed by interview for Universal Studio with Jas and then to school gym with Shine and then home! And thursday and friday work! Oh, meeting up with classmates on Friday! Excited max! And then Kerrie's bbq birthday which i'm not sure if i'm going.. and then the countdown begins! HAHAHAHA!

OKEY DOKEY, i think i'm going to get my sleep now.

PS: I may be turning L for Ross! WHooooo!

2009-08-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

Helllooo people!
Been missing in action for the last few days, or perhaps a week already.. Anyways, i was busy preparing for my exam which is actually going to be tomorrow (Law) and Thursday (Marketing/Production), seriously honestly, i have a feeling i'm going to do real bad for Law, as i can't seem to remember the cases. And fuck, 25 cases, NO JOKE LOR!

These past few days, besides studying and having our usual HDB slack session, i went to catch 2 movies - THE HOUSE ON THE LEFT, AND FINAL DESTINATION! Both gore and thrilling. And then our FRIDAY SUPPER NIGHT, and then more studying and slacking. That's life ever since i recovered and went for study week.

Actually nothing really much to blog about.. just that life has been pretty stable. But i'm awaiting all the excitements that's coming up in September. With Class Birthday gathering and all the parties and birthdays, I LOVE SEPT BABY! And of course when me,myself and i turn LEGAL 18~! SCREW THE FAKE ID's, GET THE BLODDY LICENSE AND WAIT FOR DEAREST PAPA TO GET ME A CAR! Then it would be free from the smelly bus and the packed MRT and no more feeding cabs.. but instead it would be feeding petrol!

Not much to blog today, will blog more on my paper tomorrow :)

Ciao!

2009-08-20T20:22:00.003+08:00

Been long since i last post something. VERY THE LONG INDEED!
And it's not that i don't have the time, given that i have now ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD ROTTING AT HOME...
I have been quarantine for 7days at home and this will last till the 24th of this month, all thanks to my symptoms of H1N1. So, home i am for the last few days and the next few days. OHH, and not forgetting to add that it was a friend friend who passed this virus around, and i wasn't the only one affected. And i have actually passed to Kathleen as well, who is half dead lying around. The feeling just suck! HIGH TEMPERATURE UP AND DOWN, IRRITATING THROAT, RUNNING TAP NOSE.. AND BODY ACHE THAT KILLS.

Well, on the bright note, it's now the holidays! Not officially, but for me :) ONE WHOLE MONTH! WHOOTS HAPPPY, Just that i have registration processing to do for my next course. And i can say, i'm slightly excited for class to start in October.. being in the same class as Jas and being schoolmates would be so fun! And of course there's another reason to it as well.. (Jas/Sophia, don't smile smile ahh)!

During the recent week, i did the following...

Went for Zhong's birthday last week, urban shiok! Though at a point, i was in ass shape, but i manage to gain my energy back thanks to Shine and co.
Caught GI.Joe and Xiao dao Xiao! GI Joe was slightly boring, i like the script dialog but i hate the battle attacks. I'm more to a one to one fight, rather than bombing base and shooting space-craft.
I wanna catch UP, and ORPHAN. Any takers?

Recently, i haven't been keeping time for Family much, it's just been School, friends and outings! And even though i have been to Ah Ma's place twice within this week, i have broken a few gatherings due to lame excuses.

September is coming up sooon, and i'm EXCITED! UH-HUH.. LA.LA.
So excited that i bought my advance theory book to study! Seriosuly, although i am excited for my birthday, but i haven't thought of what i wanted to do. Like i wanna club, that's like obviously, but at the same time it's like if i hold it at a club, i won't be able to mingle around with my friends :( Which i feel is very important, i mean what is the point, in having a party when you can't entertain all your guest! I thought of KTV, but that will be limited people.
And recently, i made new good friends, which i can mingle with freely, people my kind... and i don't think i wanna leave this group out. Okay, i think i'm going on too much on my birthday. Which is also a question mark if i would be in Singapore. But i'm definitely looking forward to Sept!

And hopefully everything goes well, all i have on my mind is to GET WELL QUICK, BOTH ME AND KATHLEEN.
AWAIT FOR MY EXCITING SEPTEMBER TO COME. - SO MANY GOOD SEPTEMBER FRIENDS...
OCTOBER - SCHOOOL TO START!
NOVEMBER AND DECEMBER - TO CAREFULLY PLAN THE NEW HOUSE INTERIOR AND DESIGN OF OUR ROOOMS!

And boy oh boy, it's 4mths more to a NEW YEAR! TIME SURE PASSS SUPER DUPER FAST!

I have pictures to upload but blogger is becoming sucha Bitch, so i shall just end it off here..

Later!

2009-08-08T09:23:00.002+08:00

It's going to be ONE GOOD LONG WEEKEND!

These past few days have been good. Been going for my Law lectures on time and paying attentive attention. :)
And as usual, after school activities with the usuals. I tried playing pool for the very first time yesterday, although i tried like a shot or two, but yesterday i played a game, haha, of course with the help of the experts there. And then down to Sky's pub. The usual truth and dare came, well, all the truth was answered straight away and as for the day it was accumulate and will be postpone to.. I DON'T KNOW WHEN... All in all, the mood was slightly off but was still fun here and there.

Suppose to be catching HANGOVER with Haizzel and BGFF, But plan was cancelled cause Ah Gong is coming to Singapore today and we're going to pick him up and Family day thing.

I'm going to stop here for now!

2009-08-03T13:49:00.002+08:00

Despite me being sick, i went along with Saturday club session with the rest. Although it was just the handful but i think everyone had fun! - Sophia, Haizzel, myself, keegan, Brad and his GF, Ben, Jayne, chris and maggi! visited 3 clubs, Zirca, Rebel and Supperclub within a night!

Though i would say i enjoyed the company and found it trilling as i sneaked in with Yvonne's IC, i didn't have much fun clubbing myself. At Zirca, my head was spinning cause of my headache and the lighting's, at rebel cause it was freaking squeezer and we found a spot that was next to the speakers. FUCKING LOUD MUSIC RIGHT THRU OUR EARS. And my sore throat and flu didn't help at all. Supperclub was an eye opener. It's actually a private NUS party and we manage to get thru thanks to Keegan friend. But we didn't do anything there, just sit around and watch how people partied like crazy. At rebel i got molested, i think everyone who goes there ends up somehow. The crowd was crazy, packed with SOOO MANY PEOPLE! Thank God, keegan was standing behind me when this guy wanted to touch me.. haha. Though i didn't catch that in action, but i still think it's funny somehow. Sophia asked me this question before club, would you like going with a big group of guys or girls? My reply was that i'll tell her after this session as most of them were guys. Andd now i can proudly say that if i'm going to such places like Rebel OR Zirca, i would definitely ask a group of guy friends along cause it's so not safe lah! But if it's Ladies night and so on.. THENNN,. Strictly all ladies would be fun :)

Skipped yesterday Sunday Breakfast. Head felt so heavy like i was carrying a bomb! And then went for Desiree and Shanon Birthday party in the afternoon! Haven't seen them for almost six years already. All was so grown up. Aunty was like, OMG, Is this Shalinda, SO big already.. hahaha.

And today, meeting the girls for dinner. Sadly dearest Bgff got something urgent :( Apparently today marks the 6th year anniversary of our friendship. Oh wells, i don't know is it just me but nowadays, i hardly ever get associate with anyone besides school mates, bgff and jas. Like these are just people i have around me.. Even Brandan And Nur are like Vanishing powder now.

Why is this so? Because we simply are plain lazy to keep contact or because the spirit is not there anymore, or JUST THAT we are so use to taking this for granted? And we will only regret when we miss it?

As a person becomes older, there are more and more "NOT HAVE's"!
There are more and more problems that cannot be solved, and
After we grow up, there are also more and more words that have no way of being responded.
After we've grown up, there are more and more and more times when there is no one to take care of us.
After we're grown up, there are more and more unreasonable relationship setbacks.
After i've grown up, there are really very many "NOT HAVE's"!
But those "NOT HAVE's" also has make people grow up ANDDDD
I'M ONE OF THEM :)

2009-08-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

I'm PISSED ANNOYED!

Reason cause, I'M SICK~ AND i wanna club tonight!
Ever since bgff birthday, i haven't really club, actually WRONG, even on her birthday i didn't club cause i was busy like a bee. And today, finally a chance to social house and i'm sick! I'm having the worst flu and a very bad sore throat, not to mention a slight headache! ARRRGHHH! It would be heavenly awesome if all these would disappear in 4hrs time!

Meeting Bgff and Bgffbf for Hangover first before we head for club, i heard really good comments from that movie. Well, though i think the movie fighting would be nice, but totally ain't bgff kind of show. But seriously, at time i do somewhat pity her BUT am very honoured to have the best BGFF like her. Even though she doesn't like some of the movies i wanna watch, she would still accompany haizzel and myself. Really awesomely sweet! Okayy, where is this post heading to..

Tomorrow's Shannon and Desiree's birthday. Haven't seen them the last donkey years.

Monday dinner with the girls. 6th Anniversary, seriously how time flies! I still remember when we were still in Secondary school, all the fights, and the childish behaviour we all use to have. Those really were the days..

Jas planning some MDIS outing. Seriously i ought to thank Jas classmates for these few wonderful days. Without them, school life is sucha BORE! At least with them around, break time and after school gets so much exciting. Though most seem to be pool lovers. But tourism sector is defintily more friendly than buiness, That is for sure! You don't see the competition and the show-offs around.

My August calender is soo packed with activities. All my weekends are all taken up, except for the 22nd. Really looking forward to all, but everytime i look forward to something so badly, it turns up the other way around. Like today. So looking forward to Social house and now i'm sick! Totally fucktard!

2009-07-28T07:40:00.003+08:00

Met with BGFF & BGFFBF for an awesome lunch yesterday. Japenese buffet lunch, but the best of the BEST WAS THE DESSERTS THERE! AMAZINGLY PRETTY AND CHOCOLATE FONDUE! - OH MANNNNNN! SURE CAN KILL I SAY...

Met them today as well, BGFF was having her FINAL THEORY today and she PASSED :) So happpy for her!

PMPM lecture is so going to kill me, THOMAS LEONG hates me BIG TIME! He called my name like a million times in class today asking me questions which i had no answered. And he even ask me the most DUMBEST question : Are you in this class? Or you haven't been coming in?! FUCK LAH! I come for all his lessons except yesterday and he even talked to me in class before and he FORGOT?! And the worst part of all is when i came in only 15mins late and he wants me to circle my name on attendance, while the rest of the class who came even later than me, ESCAPED! Totally against me lor! Oh, and i came to a conclusion, which to why he is acting this way, cause on the first day of my lesson, he made a comment on my perfume, and i was giggling with my classmate telling them how tiko he was. ORRRR, it can also be that there was this time he was telling a joke, which had the whole class laughing except me. I can only think of these 2 bloody reasons, other than that, NONE!

Tomorrow is going to be Daniel's class, seriously his first lesson was funny and i kind of enjoyed myself, but yet again, i'm so prepared for the worst! but thankfulllly, i still have dearest Jasmine,Bridget and the rest of their funny classmates or else, school would be a total suicide!

I just told dad that i need retail therapy and have been given the GREEN LIGHT! Been buying stuffs these few days. I bought a green dress from BYSI at a sale price of $15! Totallly amazing. I bought sneakers for school. (Having been caught 2 times already) and products here and there. OHH, And i ordered some clothes from taiwan which cost me $147 sing. And 2 bags. Boy am i sure spending. But seriously i need clothes, i hate re-wearing my clothes to school.

Alright now, POOF I GO!

There's nothing that can't be done if we raise our voice as one!

2009-07-25T10:48:00.002+08:00

Internet at my place was down for the past few days hence i was not in contact with THE INTERNET. Which also made me realize how BORING my life would be. But during that 4-5days of NO INTERNET, i went over to Jas place to use. So i wouldn't say i was INTERNET-LESS these whole 4-5days.

Lunch date with dearest BGFF AND BGFFBF on Thursday was cancelled :( Sorry guys, instead, i HAD my first Business Law lesson! OMFG, I almost wanted to skip this module yet again. I seriously think i'm so wasting my time. Firstly, i waited 6mths not to have Daniel as my lecturer, i think law is easy if you really fully understand, and that the reason i didn't do Law the other time was because.. I DON'T KNOW WHY!

Anyway, once i'm done with these two modules. I'm a free bird, NO MORE SCHOOL FOR ME, BUTTTT, I have to self-study. There's the two other subject which i HATE TO THE CORE SO BADLY! - ACCOUNTS/FINACE AND STATS! Seriously, i rather do BL instead of that! Then again, MY GOAL IS MY CAR, AND WITH THAT COMES A PRICE - MY DIP CERT...SOOOOO, Tahan and get done and over with.

This week was fun. I hung around with Jas,bridget and their joker classmates. I'm so sucha Loner in class, oh, besides Feedza during BL lesson. I went to catch Harry Potter again last Thursday. I still enjoyed myself :) And then went to play pool and yesterday went over to Jas place for majong session. Yesh, i played 2 rounds, won like once for sheer luck, and failed the rest. But i got very restless after a few rounds. I guess i'm going to start learning the basic first!

I'm so excited for tonight. Meeting Bridget, wilson and Jas with her parents for some prayers thing. It's actually more like some chinese in trance thing. Where the God would come into the body of the "ONE" and then come and speak to the people. Will explain more another time. ANDDDD, I'm so looking forward to my DESSERT BUFFET next week with BGFF AND BGFFBF!

Oh wells, i better get myself ready now!

2009-07-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

Caught Harry Potter And The Half Blood Prince yesterday with BGFF and BGFFBF! I really don't know how to explain the movie, i mean i won't call it a total disappointment cause i'm a DIE HARD HARRY FAN. But it is really the most boring series from the rest. There was not much of "WAND" fights, and the whole story line was about Voldermort who is also known as Tom Riddle. And i jut felt like there were repeating story lines from the past series. NEVERTHELESS, I still think it's worth to watch. But now that i know the story was rather dry, i guess this will interest me into reading the book. And what better way to start TODAY in the car trip to Malaysia!

Though i really don't wish to go, but it's going to be a Family trip up, so who cares! Just hopefully everything goes well today! It's 10am now, and dad has shift the leaving time to 12pm. Which means i have 2hours to get ready. I haven't packed anything, nor have i filled the white card.. nor charge my camera.. but here am i - BLOGGING AND SURFING.

Alright then, off i go now!
POOF.POOF.

2009-07-17T13:31:00.015+08:00

I just have the sudden urge to picture post! RANDOM!!!

Great, just when i have patience of posting pics, my com has to take ages to upload.. well, those were my VERY RECENT pictures. I wanted to put BGFF birthday pics up, but as i said, Blogger is taking ages to upload, and there are plenty.plenty..

Anyways, updates on life, currently am on self declare break, till when, i'm not sure, prolly another 2weeks i guess. Anddd, I'm going to catch HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE TODAYYY With BGFF AND BGFFBF. Which i have been having my own Harry Potter maronthon just so that it can refresh my memory about everything before going to catch the Six Series!
Going Malaysia tomorrow morning and will return on Sunday. And i have started the interest of planning events, although it can be really exhausting but seeing people enjoy themselves just pays everything off. And i guess after BGFF's Birthday, i became a planner for boyfriends to contact. Going to be doing Bridget's birthday in September with Wilson. Helping Owen with his girlfriend's birthday in October and of course, planning a class September birthday with the bunch. OHH, Not forgetting, my class gathering, clique outing and Jas's BF birthday. Soooo many activities. I just so wish that time will start ticking faster and september to come quick. There is plenty to do then, besides dad's biggest present to me his whole life, - A CAR,* THERE'S PARTY PARTY AND MORE PARTY!

Which reminds me to this, just few days back, i went dinner with Sophia, kerrie and Jasmine at Gardens. After dinner, we header to FOLICK for yogurt, there we were discussing so happily about our future plans after getting our license. How we would meet up every other weekend and go for Girls Night out. And we would take turns driving and stuff. The more someone gave a suggestion, the more excited we became. Thinking back, i don't know if what we say will be in place, cause it's always the case, but one thing i know is that, after 18, i'm definitely going to sign a 3yrs clubber plan. All before 21. Cause i know for sure that once 21, all these are just going to be far reached for me. As everyone know, after 21, where everyone gets excited for their future, mine is so planned. And at 21, is my mind,body and soul belongs to dad and the company. How nice would it be to stick to 18 or 19yrs old for ever. Just care about studies and fun. No stress, no money matters, no WORKING WORLD.
N-O-T-H-I-N-G at all..

Oh well, i guess i shall end it here, gotta go get ready. getting my nails done before movie. Catching J for dinner :)

2009-07-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

I'M FUCKING ANNOYED. I HAVE BEEN TYPING A SECOND POST REGARDS TO MJ'S POST AND NOW IT'S FUCKING ALL GONE! GOOGLE IS DRIVING ME INSANE! I WROTE LIKE BLOODY LONG AND NOW ALL GONE! MY PAST HOUR POST ALL GONE. FUCK.FUCK.FUCK!

SIBEI DU LAN NOW. GOING TO JUST END OFF. WILL WRITE ANOTHER TIME.

2009-07-09T03:10:00.002+08:00

So many things to blog about. So many things have happen lately. Good and bad of course. But the one thing dwelling in me to blog now, is definitely Michael Jackson death. It's really strange how my body works, or should i say my mind and heart works. Dad called me on the morning of MJ's death, sharing the piece of sad news I was at shock at first and then as dad was going on, all i said was "this is what you get with so much bleaching",till now, i'm still trying to recall what made me said that. But i could tell that dad wasn't very happy, and i had to made it worse with my response.

Well, i then went back to bed. When i woke up, i remembered receiving text from people talking about MJ's death. There, obviously was rumored, that he killed himself, people killed him, blah blah, really typical stories. Maybe i was so concerned over Sophia's Party that i didn't paid any attention to his death. All i know was that that evening, i was at Chijmes, planning the party with the club manager. But i remembered something that strucked my heart the moment i saw this scene.. i went inside the club to sneak a peak at the sitting tables, and i saw screens of MJ. His song videos were on. And people were dancing. That was the last my heart had a feeling and my mind reminding me of his death.

Days went pass, i grew busier. Had to come up with excuse for my delay in my exam, which i went to see a doctor for an MC, and then shopping for the essential stuff for party. Making sure that nothing was screwed. And of cause dealing with Birthday girl's stress. You know when a girl is going to get married, she usually gets scared, tries to think of escaping and has all those negative thoughts. WELLLL, Birthday People get that too, and i'm speaking from experience. HAHAHA!I hope dearest BGFF isn't going to chop me off for saying this... but yesh, dear her had her symtons and suddenly cancel the party. But all went smooth, after both Haizzel and my persuasion's. SO, party went on as per normal. All of us had fun and also learnt vulnerable lesson, which i think we shall all just keep the lesson to our self.

And then came the Sunday which i got reminded of MJ's death. Since then till now, i have the heartache. And of course, the guilt, how can i, someone who loved his song, be so carefree about his death until his memorial then remember that i was suppose to grieve. Why was my heart so FAKE!?

I'm still trying to find answers to that, of course as human, i find reasons to believe that i was busy preparing and my schedule was so tight that i couldn't remember to grieve. But after all, deep inside me i know it's bull shit. And for that i know that i can't say out loud that MJ's death have saddened me. If i was really talking about someone i know feeling sad, that would be my dear Father. He really showed signs of grieve. A person like him, who only thinks about work and work, and came back home on the day MJ died to stay side by side to the Tv to catch updates.. that is signs of grieving. And of course, on that same morning after knowing the news he went down to Mustafa, the only music place which was open at that time to check if there was any record not bought before. Speaking of Record, i can tell you that although i may not have gone for any MJ's concert, nor got his tickets to his memorial service, i can proudly say, i have followed him and supported him from the day Jackson 5 was created. Grandpa use to follow, dad use to follow and now US. So, if you were to talk about supporting, i would say, MY FAMILY DID!

Like i mention on facebook a while ago,that i have watch Michael's memorial service 5 times and have teared all 5 times.. or maybe a slight lie, cause when i watch it LIVE on E last night alone, i was crying bitterly. Everytime there was a speech or when Usher, Maria Carey, Stevie Wonder was signing, i went emotional! I SWEAR. I can say i'm a person who keeps my emotion very steady, cause since young, dad have always said that when you release too much of emotion, people can read you, and that it will always be at your disadvantage,so since young we were trained to hide your emotion, so prolly yesterday's was my chance of NOT hiding as no one was there. But when we were watching it today as a family, all of us, were silent. Obviously, i teared silently, Mel watched and then he went for a break (bet he teared), and there was dad, sitting so still and the moment Patric came back, he said " Make sure you keep your voice down or i will make you"! Scary huh? That is how serious he was watching the memorial.

Well, i know this whole MJ's post is getting length, and my battery is dying and just so nice that my charger isn't with me, which leads me to switch it off here.. BUT I PROMISE TO CONTINUE TOMORROW! There's so much to share, and this is just the start.

With this, i shall end, not end the post, but end for now....

2009-07-02T03:12:00.000+08:00

Well, i'm not uploading any pictures today as well, i'm going to save everything for next week cause there are going to be TONS of pictures for this week event. YESH.YESH. It's dearest BGFF Birthday party at Ace! But as i'm typing this, i do feel the excitement just not THE KICK to it.

EXAM IS SUCHA SPOILER SERIOUSLY! I bloody have Statistic Paper on Saturday, while i'm busily PARTYING MY FRIDAY AWAY till Saturday morning. I have been "trying" to study this whole week but apparently i'm in the partying mood, planning mood and totally NOT IN THE STUDY MOOD, except that all my brain cells are thinking of ways to back out the paper! SERIOUSLY LOR, i have only today to get 8 topics in my head from SCRATCH, and have to remember them all by TODAY, so that i can rest and party tomorrow! Enough about exams, no matter what, i'm trying my luck tomorrow!

Yesterday was fun. Went to Jean Yip to get my hair done by Ross. Dione and Idah was there as well, so as usual or should i say just like the usual us, we laugh and talk as loud and started molesting each other. I think that was due to the long absence we had on each other. HAHAHA! Then far east with the whole Jean Yip crew, FREAKING NOISY! There were like 10- 12 of us, and we made noise like all the way up to the food stall. Sophia joined us, after lunch, sophia and i got our nails done, and we took 2 and a half hour, NO JOKE! BUT, freaking pretty to the MAX! Then, early dinner at Subway and Chijmes all the way till Midnight! We ordered like 10 drinks in total, for like Sophia, Haizzel, myself, Niz and their Cousin.. and we only paid like 18 bucks! Then cabbed home with Sophia!

Tomorrow is going to be "COME HOME EARLY DAY"! Been like a week since i last saw that, not exactly a week yet, but if i don't come home early today and Friday then it will really be a week. So before that Old man starts to nag, i better do something. :)

Well, i hope everything on Friday goes well. All of us would party the night away and just enjoy ourself max! With that i shall happily return to LALA Airport as i need to catch my plane. 6 more hours till i land....

2009-06-30T05:21:00.000+08:00

I'm BACKKKKK!

Yesh, i'm not dead, still living well. Last week was good. I caught transformers with BGFF and BGFFBF on Friday. BADASS AWESOME MAX! I think the second one is so much more exciting. And if you are one of those people who think that the movie was dry and laggy, then i think you're mad, cause instead of paying $8.50 for a 100 minutes show, you're paying the same damn price for a 2 and a half hour, you get to chill in that nice seat with aircon and watch Megan Fox and all the awesome transformers. Well, if you're wondering why am i coming to this topic, causeeee, i was talking to Kim and she said her boyfriend said the movie was boring and that it was long and all. And then i remembered Zhong telling me that this evening, which just leads me thinking, WAS IT THAT DRAGGY? Oh maybe i was obseesed with Megan Fox and her amazing body which i totally didn't notice. OH WELLL......

Saturday was out with the girls at Sentosa. Had a surprise birthday thing for Sophia and Liying. Had awesome time. I don't think i'm going to upload them here with these post cause it's freaking 5.20am now, and i know that Jasmine is going to wake me up in another 5hours time.. sooo, all was good and fun. Did normal GIRLS BEACH OUTING. Just that we went a little over with Trolley with things, picnic with Tent and girls who think of intercom when friends gets missing. HAHAHA! So, we had activities planned that day and it was all cancel, reason being, I had invites from my monthly friends, sophia was down with rash and the rest didn't want to do the activities without us. AWWWW, So sweet huh!

But all in all, we still had fun, played poker with true and dare. Played Volleyball which lasted less than 20mins, given us who have never touch balls for so long andddd water cam-whoring.
Pictures to be uploaded sooooon.

This week is MAJOR for me! Hectic and MAJOR! And i'm still relaxing and not putting my focus on anything 100% at all. Bgff party this Friday. Which means one helll of a party. Saturday Statistics Exam, which is my only attempt left. If i fail or don't show up, i CAN GO JUMP AND DIE! With planning in my hands, with studying in my hands, with work on my hands, DAMN!
Now that i'm staying up late, i'm going to have breakouts, and i don't want them to last long. Big week ahead. I need my weekends!

I'm praying real hard that school is going to be affected with some virus which will also lead me to self study at home. MAN, no exam this week. But i know it's impossible! CRAP! This party is affecting my mood for studying anddd, when i think of studying i don't have the mood to party.

Went out with Jas today. Our "initial" plan was to study, actually more like Brendan was going to teach us, but thennnn, everything changed, Jas was going to catch "Land of the lost" which is TOTALLY STUPID. Unless you think you're stupid i think the show is for you. Seriously, there was no link to this entire show. After the show, we caught "Ghost of Girlfriends' Past"! That was much much better and totally my kind.... after which Subway and i went home leaving the love birds together.
And this lovebirds are really one of a kind, they both have the same rubbish, talking to them always leave me feeling cheerful! Besides the fact that they try to play matchmaker for me..

My house is very noisy right now, given the fact that it's 5.33am, siblings going to school, shouting for their stuff and scrambling for their schoolbags. Thank God those days were over mannn. Now i at least get to see the yellow sun, or sometimes the afternoon sun, or i even see the evening sky straight :)

Alright, i'm gonna say bye to the morning dark sky and see the afternoon sun now. Ciao my friends!

*I HATE IT WHEN THINGS DON'T GO MY WAY, WHEN EVERYTHING I PLAN TO DO, DON'T END UP MY WAY*

IHATEEXMAMS!

2009-06-21T04:57:00.002+08:00

Caught DRAG ME TO HELL with Kathleen today! Yeah, if you're wondering why i went out with her today, keep wondering, cause i am too! Melvin took Partic out for some bbq thing which Tina tagged along, and Melvin just didn't want to bring her along, so, i became the good person to take her out with me. Suppose to go meet Jasmine and Bridget earlier, but thought i went dinner with Kathleen first, our dinner became a movie!

Drag me to hell is really awesome lahh! I'm like telling everybody on msn, shouting it out on facebook and twitter and still i feel IT'S GOOOOD! Maybe a little too much on the story board, but the thrilling really THRILLS YOU! I have never watch a movie that freaks me like more than 4times, but this was different! I was pratically screaming in the theaters. YESH, S-C-R-E-A-M-I-N-G! Cause there was just tooo many scenes which just SUDDENLY shock me! Anyway, at the end of it all, i had a heart disorder, and i think i might suffer phobia of scary old ladies. Eeee, giving myself the creeps now..

Anyways, after the movie, met up with Jasmine, Bridget and New-comer - Wilson. Sat at Mac and talked, then went down to Serangoon Mac to meet Shawn. Another talking session. And then home at midnight. Sis followed me the whole day and she got a peak into the life of mine. She thinks its cool! Oh well, when walking home, she asked like thousands of questions about my secondary school life and my group of girls now. Telling her all that, brought back loads of memories and i miss my girls badly, i miss Secondary school life and i just wanna go back time! :(

Tomorrow is Father's Day and i have no idea what the plans are like, we'll just going to improvise. But this year is different, instead of getting him gifts like shirts, pen, cake, blah blah.. we're giving him our OWN MADE COUPONS. HAHAHA! We have a Free Fast Food Meal, Free Car Wash, Free Foot Massage and Free Back Massage! We even created our own Certificate for World's Greatest Daddy In a Lifetime! AND HE IS!

Daddy, thank you for evrything you've done for us. To maintain such materialistic children is no small matter, especially when you have FOUR! And the love you've showered on us. Being there as a role of a father and friend. You're the BEST, and we love you!

Alright, i shall go settle some stuff, i know i'm going to sleep tomorrow morning! Loads of things to do and print....

2009-06-12T17:45:00.034+08:00

Finally, i found time to blog. Have been busy and lazy this whole week. When i'm free to blog, i have distractions on me, and i get lazy. And when i want to touch my keyboard, i get busy busy.

So, as promised, these are the photos we took on Jasmine's Birthday. I tried to upload them on Facebook, but apprently out of our 400 pics, only 200 is in facebook, as the others got rejected. Probably cause the files were too big and stuff. Sophia took the pics from me thru skype and we took 2days to send. NO JOKE. Like we just left our com on for 2 days sending the remaining 200 pictures.

Anyways, we celebrated the birthday on Sunday, but her actual one falls today! We went over to her house to surprise her, indeed she was, and then later we had BBQ dinner at NUSS, Which lead to camwhore session. By then it was already 10pm+, close to 11pm. We then wanted to go for Karaoke session, but some wanted to catch the last bus home. So, we all went back home. Though it was not much of activities, we did enjoy ourselves. And we're going to catch the Ghost Of My Girlfriends Past next week in collaboration to her birthday as well. I think its time for PICTURE TALKS!

LOVE THIS PICTURE OF JAS MANN. SO CUTE LAHH!

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Just wanna use this time to also wish Jasmine a HAPPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TODAYYYYY! LOVE YOU BABE:)

I went down to her class today to surprised her. And to my surprise, my primary school classmate turn out to be Jasmine's classmate! Half way i was taking pictures and then the next i know, i turned and she recognizes me, we had the ehhh, youu, hi.. thing.. haha super funny!

Busy day tomorrow man. Morning, stock taking, afternoon - probably will meet Gan Ma, and then evening to Khai's BBQ party! Tired max! And instead of sleeping, i'm staying up to watch my currents Jap Drama. Recently have really been hooked on to those school life drama. All the bitching, backstabbing, clique and then out of clique thing. HAHA. Brings back loads of secondary school memories man. I don't know how long, i'm going to stay up tonight! I have to go down with April for stock taking, though i feel i wanna sleep longer.. WORK COMES FIRST AFTER ALL!

Last but not least, i leave you guys with the pictures we took today!

2009-06-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog. Will blog again :)

PICTURES FOR JASMINE'S AKA SOTONG 18TH SURPRISE BIRTHDAY WILL BE UP SOOOOON!

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NIGHTS!

2009-06-07T02:06:00.002+08:00

Far East the whole day today. And i really did loads of work. Customers coming in and out, trying miliions of clothes and purchasing none. What's to complaint when i was the one who decided on this path. But still overall was fun cause i had Sally and April's sister. Chatted much much. Dearest BGFF came down with Haizzel and then they went off to catch movie "HANNAH MONTANA!

A number of visitor came today, Niz and Nerissa came. Nur and her Boyfriend came. Shelly was in town but she didn't come up! STUPID WOMAN! I personally am very tired after packing the stocks. Really need to see the ugly clothes clear clear, so that pretty stocks comes in :)

Excited for tomorrow mannn! Loads to blog about tomorrow or the next time i blog. New skin + tag-board coming in. Still rushing Kath to get it done, but she seems more busier than me. PMPM Project due like next week and i have not even started! WAY SCREWED! Nur reminded me to go give Brendan a visit, but i myself no time for myself. The time is exactly 2.16am, and i am going to start my STARVING SPREE now! Other than water, i'm not going to touch anything cause i will be bloating myself super full tonight. Gonna keep all that room for that.

I really hate how people seem to be thinking about themselves and only themselves. Like FUCK IT, everyone has a part to do, i mean can't you be more sporting?! LIKE STOP THINKING JUST FOR YOURSELF! Not the first time already, and everytime i just let it be, most to most, i just end up complaining which leads to Gossip.. But i learn my lesson.. I SWEAR THAT FROM NOW ON, I KNOW WHAT KIND OF ANSWERS I'LL BE GETTING SO I RATHER JUST SHUT AND DO IT MYSELF"! Besides, why should i care when you don't right? From now on, i know what i'm expecting and i don't think i need to ask you more!

Tired of saying anything further. Gonna be on my way to dreamland!

2009-06-04T15:23:00.002+08:00

BORING.BORED.BOREDED MAXXX!

I'm hearing Lady Gaga song again and again, hoping some customers will come and keep me company. I have only sold 3dresses, 2 tanks today and i'm freaking BORED! How i wish Jasmine the Sotong was here to accompany me mannn!

Anyways, i do have loads to blog about. So, shall keep myself and everyone reading this entertained. I was talking to Yvonne just the other day about affairs and all. Actually we were on this topic for the entire week.. and i remember it all started of this phrase that i left on my shout-out on Facebook, - "GIRLS BEFORE MARRIAGE MUST OPEN EYES WIDE, AFTER MARRIAGE MUST CLOSE EYES."

And while we tried to amuse each other with interesting Affairs stories, Yvon told me one which i find particularly disturbed by it. Okay, THIS IS A REAL STORY, and why would i wanna lie right? Names are change, not just because to protect their privacy but also their names are just going to complicate things.

Apple, Orange, Pear are sisters, (Also known as well mannered girls)
Papaya, Durian and Mango are sisters. (Sluttish Sisters. Each of them, have a habit of picking up THE WRONG GUYS)
All these two group of sisters are related - They're cousins. Both their Mum's are sisters.

Out of all of them, Apple is married with a young boy age 6. Apple's husband, let's call him JERK, was very well respected by family members and anyone who knew the family. He was "SEEN" as the perfect family man. Anyway, story goes on that for the past 1 and a half years JERK was dating and FUCKING Mango, (YESH, His Cousin Sister In-Law) WTF LAH!

And all these time, all family gathering and everything they had something going on between them. Mango is very close to Orange, between the whole cousin thing, both of them share almost everything they have, own and all the dirty secrets. So, Orange knew that Mango was seeing a married guy and all the secrets from the inside of their Sex life to the promise the guy told her and all. Typical kind - I will divorce my But what Orange didn't know was the Man is none other than her beloved Brother-In-law.

So, story goes on, Yvonne and her group of girls got to know about this somehow with information given by the ex bestfriend of Mango. So due to her anger, she decided to back-stab Mango. Anddd, yvnne and her girlfriends went to tell Orange about it. At first Orange couldn't believe it, till they had some evvidence to back them up and Orange called her sister Apple and brother in law (JERK) out for dinner, before even ordering anything, she started questioing her GOOD brother in law. And then everything spilled. After the whole drama, Apple wanted to go over to Mango's place to ask for explanations.. and the thing was that Mango didn't even feel any sense of remorse. She said she wanted Jerk and all the words you hear from a bitch. In the end, Apple did ask for dirvorce and said that Jerk should be responsible for Mango's life, as he had destroyed hers.
Jerk still wanted his family and said he still love his wife and kid. If you really love them would you be doing this? Well, when asked why he did it by Apple he just said "You couldn't give it to me"! FUCK HIM MAN! Like, just because she don't give you blowjobs and sex fantasy pleasures, YOU CHEAT ON HER?! What about the fact that she bore you a child? What about the things she did for you? Are all those forgotten?!

Seriously, how can man have the brains of a Nut ah! I mean is Sex all they can ever think of? The conculsion to this dramatic story was that Apple told Jerk that he can live with her and she will make his every day life a living hell! That i totally respect man. That is just the exact punishment to give the guy. And i bet if it wasn't for the little kid, he wouldn't be having such a offer, STRAIGHT DIVORCE!

When i told these to some of my friends, especially the guys, their reply was that, WOW, I admire his guts?! LIKE #$%^&*~! What Guts does he have? And then while debating with Kelvin, we ended up taking and debating over the word - Guts and Balls! Which i feel that i should let all those guys who don't know the difference between the two words.

We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below...

GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask:
"Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?"

BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys,smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next."

I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions.

Well, medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in DEATH!
Haha!~

I think i better stop here, i have been blogging for the last few hours and still not done. Customers walk in and out, some tries on, and some just ask and ask and still DON'T BUY! I need to get more teenage stuff in since its the Holiday....

And anyone reading this, please do come down to Far East PLaza #04-127, Zucci Boutique!

2009-06-04T01:09:00.002+08:00

As ALL CAN SEEEE, I have gotten a NEW BLOG SKIN!
Honestly, this took me the entire day, and i mean ENTIRE! Seriously, just finding the
proper skin was already couple of hours and then with all the editing and stuff. But, i won't
take all credit, i did with the help of my brainless BIMBO sister, this is the only good thing
she can do well in.

Though i'm not really satisfied with the outcome of the entire thing, my cbox not in, words all
in a plain stupid grey color... and i think i only like the top, where all the pictures are collage together.
And if you can spot, there's gossip girl character - SERENA & DAN! WHOOOOPY! But well, i'll be working
on a proper one soon, so mean time shall just do with this.. till i get things organized step by step.
And i know everybody is complaining on my fonts and stuff, i'm working on it, still working. For now,
this is my best. SO PLEASE SPARE ME :) I'm so not a computer HTML person. Understanding these rubbish
just makes me sleepy I SWEAR. That's why when i get out of patience i just dump all to Kathleen.
Evil i know, but after all, she enjoys every minute of it, or else, SHE'LL BE in the poor study table.. KUA-KUA!

Meet up with the girls yesterday, we ASTON-ED for dinner, which i think is really nice cause like the
western cuisine are real cheap and afforable, and because it's cheap, service ought to be like, BAD?
BUTTT, NO, it's still good and still looks and carry the weight of any other western cusine be it,
Pricey and Expensive! And if you're thinking that pricey and expensive are the same words,
YOU'RE HELL WRONG BABY, cause they both might mean the same but the definition is different.
So, yeah we Suntec-ed, discussed and ........ NOT TO BE MENTION TILL FURTHER NOTICE :)

I do have couple of things i wanna blog about, but my mind is completely BLANK NOW, all i can think is to
go to bed, gotta get up to go do my nails and tend the shop. And then Friday, another long long day. Saturday will
be at Far east, and Sunday for some real important thing. Which also comes to another chapter - OUTBREAKS!

I think i'm going to have outbreaks sooon, but i really want it NOT TO COME, I mean, i know it will happen cause
it has always visited me every month before when my BLOODY friends comes, but i hope none will show up until next week. Cause there'll be sooo much photo taking this week, Mel's birthday and all, which means that if they come, i'll look UGLY!
So pimple friend, if you are staring at what i'm typing now, please STAY AWAY till NEXT WEEEEEK!.....
I know i'm crazily talking to myself, pardon me. I'm just exhausted and people who are tired tend to do ridiculous things.
Which also means that i should really hit the bed and not torture my readers.

P/S : How in the world do people get so smart of tracking me down. My xanga Profile is meant to be only for special readers to read, how the hell am i suppose to continue doing that, when un-welcome people are reading?!

2009-05-14T05:52:00.002+08:00

I JUST HAVE TO BLOG TODAYYYY!

Slept at 5am this morning and woke up at 9am. Started to tutor Patric for Chinese as he had his exam today. Had lunch, and was talking to Sophia, apparently, her mum left her for mahjong.. so she was bored and wanted company, changed and went down. Lau yu ting came before me. Talked and talked. And i eventually paint LYT nails for her. Gave her a classic mani treatment with massage and all. She is now offically my tester. Whatever i want to experiment on, I just need her...

Then while talking, the subject of prawning came up and out of the blue, they (LYT & SOPHIA) decided to go prawning. FREAKSHOW MADDNESS. I tried to convince them but failed. Even dragging time didn't help. In the end, we cabbed down. Sophia and LYT prawned, i just watched, and then i fell sleepy and took naps in between. Was really exhausted.
Till i got so Figgie, i started to help prawn, actually it's fun but boring at the same time. My most favorite part was cutting the worm into pieces. HAHAHA. Evil i know. OH, we reached the place at 5pm and prawned all the way close to 9pm. And the best part was that, they only paid the price for just an hour, which was $15. Very GOOD DEAL! Shamila came to join around 7pm, as usual, we were prawning, telling jokes, talking shit and just shit. Soon, LYT had to go.. actually more like pang xie us. haizz, and the most amazing thing is that she left us alone. And both of us were clueless on how to get out. And at the same time we were madly hungry. So we decided on this Korean BBQ near the prawning area, and we sat down to fill our empty stomach. TRUST ME, just the two of us, and we ate like SOOO MUCH. I was telling sophia that i look 6mths pregnant, and she said she look like 7th.. hahahaha. GOING TO GO BACK THERE AGAIN. This time, i'm going to bring the usuals there. It's going to be a new place for us to hang out.

After the satisfying dinner, we cabbed home. Am back now. And i don't think i'm gonna sleep till tomorrow morning. Going to make myself tired shitless, then can i turn my body clock back. Accounts paper this thursday and i'm really screwed! I know nothing and i need to find someone who got the time, but it seems like all are either having exams or busy..

MANNNN.

2009-05-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

Nothing last forever . . .

Been Long since i last blogged! Indeed this blog is dying and need emergency treatment or its heart will just STOP, LIKE THIS BLOG! During this period of not blogging, many things happen and still happening..

- A friend met with an accident (Fine now, in good recovery mode)
- Am planning to start my own business (manicure parlor or a boutique)
- A girlfriend broke up with her boyfriend ( Well, you'll think its no big deal cause Relationships are unpredictable, but still its really scary! Shall come to that.)
- Accounts module is FINALLY OVER, except for the exam! (FREAKSHOW)
- Haven't been revising anything at all. But will be having a LONG break (HOPEFULLLY)
- Alittlest moving, but SLOW

and more.more, just can't do all the recalling all at once now, but yesh, many good and bad things have happen during these period.. Have been meeting up with close pals, although we use to hang out every weekend as a big bunch, it has decreased to the usuals, BGFF, BGFFBF and me. But i'm sure we'll all meet up sooon and catch up (:

Well, i'm not going to blog about every single thing that i have been busy with, but the one thing that has been taking up most of my time is definitely the planning of my new venture. And i also wanna give credit to Jasmine and Sophia for helping me and at the same time supporting me. Initially, i was thinking of opening a manicure parlor, not that this plan is not in service, just that i'm also looking to venture into a boutique with a friend. Or i may also be doing both. So, this period have all been on planning, sourcing and searching. Hopefully all goes well.

Now, for some self-telepathy discussion.
I really feel that relationships are indeed scary. It's all nice at the start, challenging in the middle and SCARY AND UGLY IN THE END! To me, i've always the thought of wanting a very nice end off relationships. But i guess not many can do that. Like i mention, my girlfriend just broke off and have moved on with another guy. Although the whole process of she coming on another relationship was fast, but personally i feel that has long that she don't think that it was a hasty decision and that she will not regret, then It's fine. And the most important of all is that she can't have the slightest feeling for her ex.
But to people, its different. It's hard for them to accept the fact that she move on as fast. Is also hard when the ex is still in LOVE with her and all. I mean, come on, this is the story of two person, now that its close, on with the next, why stick to the same page and not carry on with the other chapters. Why WASTE TIME? Who knows that the characters mights come back in the following chapters? Who knows what will happen till the whole book ends (That's when a person dies, their personal story book dies as well), but is seriously not fair for anyone besides the lead people to judge. I mean is also impossible to NOT JUDGE, cause even i do my own analysis, but who are we to pin this people of their behavior? This just involves two hands clapping and it just didn't beat the way it was suppose to, but why are all the extra hands clapping over them? Wouldn't that make that more unbearable and hurt more people?

What i don't understand is that, in a relationship, it only needs the concern from the two people involve. Why is so many people involve and still judging? I just need to also stress that this discussion is not just on this particular friend, but anyone! As for my "friend", all i can say is that, i do have my own theory to how i judge this situation of her and her guys. But then again, if she is happy and will be happy with her decision, then i will just say " I AM HAPPY FOR HER"!

Is really very hard finding the right one. And i found this joke that i wanna share, which i think that it's funny and true :)

Love & Marriage

A student ask a teacher,
"what is love?"
The teacher said, "in order to answer your question,
go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi
and come back.

But the rule is: you can go throught them only once
and cannot turn back to pick.
"The student went to the field, go thru first row,
he saw one big padi,but he wonders....
may be there is a bigger one later.Then he saw another bigger one...
but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.
Later, when he finished more than half of the padifield,
he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw,
he know he has missed the biggest one,
and he regreted.So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...that is love,
you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise,
you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.The teacher said,
"in order to answer yourquestion,
go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn
and come back.But the rule is: you can go throught them only once
and cannot turn back to pick.
"The student went to the corn field,
this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake,
when he reach the middle of the field,
he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy,
and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn....
you look for one that is just nice,
and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get....
that is marriage .. . . .

Well, i think i've gotten the remaining thoughts in my head down in the blog. Finally, i don't have any peices left in my head. This whole chapter of relationship should also come to an end already.
Patric having chinese tomorrow and i really should sleep now. Gotta get up and give tution tomorrow morning!

2009-05-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

Long LONG DAY TODAY! But it's good, so that i can sleep well tonight unlike last night. Went to bed at 12.30am and only fell asleep at 3am+! TOTALLY IRRITATING RETARDED! But even though i slept late i manage to get myself up by 9.00am, idle around and then went over to BGFF's place. As usual, hang out, took pictures for Alittlest. Just that this time was just bgff and myself, BABE MADDY on holiday!! And she sure is one lucky one, always on Holiday. Either a very far country or near but not near. Hopefully she brings back some seafood for us :) DREAMING*

After photoshoot, we went over to the Guan Ying temple to pray, yesh, just the both of us. Don't get us wrong, we ain't holy, we are people that will go to *HELL* so trying to ask Guan Ying to forgive us and sentence us lighter. Instead of jumping the 18 floors of hell, we climb up with aircon.. hahaha! *TOTAL INSIDE JOKE*, so if you don't get it, you're so "*NOT STUPID! After that, went over to Little India, got my brows done and then dinner at Taka Breeks with Haizzel. We had a very full dinner as all of us had never eaten anything the whole entire day. SO that was our first and last meal thing. Desserts were fondue for BGff and me. SHIOK BIG TIME. Haizzel ate this Chocolate thing, another killer one.

After dinner, went to look for lotion and all, and we ended up going to the Bags and Shoes Flea. SO many brands and all were selling at discounts and all. Didn't buy any cause the price wasn't cheap even though they said it was ON SALE. But i bought a Maria Carey Perfume and a Britney Spears lotion. Damn good deals there. Going to go get my Paris Hilton fragrance soon. Either today or tomorrow. Dad sponsored my fragrance spending today and totally refunded me. And apparently mum is doing the same for Kathleen. That is the only good thing about kids with divorce parents. You just enjoy the best of both worlds.

After buying and spending bomb today.. we trained home. Cause i had to speak to dad who was kind of waiting for me to get back.. so far things are looking good! And hopefully it all stays this way. Going to stay home tomorrow, loads of things to do. And then Monday going to look for BGFF and BGFFBF to do something damn interesting. Shall stop here for now!

2009-04-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

It's been exactly a week since i last touch my accounts! NO JOKE! The previous time was last Tuesday which wasn't even call a study session thing, but more like errand and browse thru day, OH, and movie AND DINNER WITH the loves.

Today i went for class, woke up slightly late all because of the nice cool morning weather i got lazy and so didn't want to get up, after procrastinating for half an hour which i finally got off the bed and drag myself to school. I totally don't understand anything that the lecturer is teaching. Although i come in for lesson on time and all, but i know ZERO~! Maths isn't my thing i swear. I'll swop candies and chocolates to skip maths. (SO PRIMARY SCHOOL PHRASE)! But it's freaking true. I rather have essay writing then do anything with numbers and calculations. ANYWAYS, today isn't my day, everytime i see my accounts book i get sleepy and find all kinds of excuse to lie to myself to NOT STUDY!

I had a great day today somehow.. went over with lunch to J's place. Been long since i last visited sengkang also. Had lunch and all, then Ah ben came over, talk shits and crap, and watch them bicker among themselves. He left and i stayed on to watch my chinese 5.30pm show, after which we went down to Compass Point, had dinner - PIZZAHUT, and we were rushing to eat. Seriously, this is my FIRST TIME, i go into a pizzahut store and ate within 40mins, all because we wanted to catch the 9pm show. WTH right. Cabbed back home. I'm shitless-ly broke and yet i'm still spending like no one's business. Daddy just gave me allowance this morning and haha, i don't think i need to say more.

I seem pretty chatty today, no idea why. Too over happy, like for no reason. Or maybe to numb the nervousness i have for tomorrow's account paper. After tomorrow, i'm going to be doing more research. And now, i have to go cause mother nature calls for urgent business.

Blog more soon!

2009-04-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

ZAC EFRON.ZAC EFRON.ZAC EFRON. (x10,000) - HOT STUFFFFFF! X 20,000 TO DIE FOR FEATURES x30,000 = FAINT ON THE SPOT!

My very own ZAC EFRON equation!.....

Caught 17 Again with BGFF AND BGFF(BF), so last minute plan cause their exam just ended and THEY PASSED LAW! Studies Account alittle with Liying, she explain basic and all, gave me notes.. THANKS GIRL :)

Dinner with everyone at NaNa Thai, walked around slightly and then trained home with BGFF BGFF(BF)
school tomorrow - SIAN AHHH!

Gotta go and shower and off to LALA LAND!!!

2009-04-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

HAAPY AND TIRING DAY!

Went out with the usuals, (gotta start finding a name to categorize them!) We went to Escape, not everybody came. It started out with just Maddy, BGFF(BF), and BGFF, and then K and L came to join us. So all in all, just the six of us at escape. Pathetic but still alright. Weather was KILLING~! But there were not much people, so queue was quite reasonable. But the freaking shit thing was that all the thrilling or at least the best games there was close! LIKE WTH! Inverter was close, Rainbow was close and the first game beside the superman ride was ALL CLOSE! Good thing is that because "THESE" rides were close, they gave us complimentary entry again within 3mths. Which means we pay once for 2 entry! WAHAHAHAHA!
I'll definitely bring them back, or DRAG them there :) This time, i'll make sure that we will call and check all the rides open before going down.

Went for HAPPY POT SESSION at makansutra! I think that's going to be a new hang out place already. I SO LOVE KAO ROU! We ate loads and loads of food today, Carrot cake to kway teow, not forgetting BBQ chicken and buffet steamboat with Kao Rou! MAN! And we were there eating for close to 4hrs! No joke man!

After diner, i had the urge to flag and feed cabs but BGFF made, (HELP) me save money. Today she saved $60 FOR ME! WHOOO! I'm actually broke, but i still spend! I NEED TO SAVEEE~!
(Just typing for show, no action)

I bought havanas today and apparently me the, JC student (inside secret), was given 20% discount. So, i saved another 6 bucks. This time, this slipper better not get into any of the TIGERS mouth! I'll screw Tina upside down,inside out!
I got more to blog regards to my recent case of racist remarks from a stupid lady who thinks its okay to be racist! And she's waiting for my law sue letter :)

But, i'll update that the next time, its 12.26am now and i need to sleep. Gotta get up early for breakfast and all tomorrow!

Next week class test! FREAAK!

2009-04-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

HELLLO WORLD ONCE AGAIN!
If you're thinking why am i only blogging on Thursday and all, please, don't get me wrong. I was also questioning myself just now, why only Thursday do i get the motivation to blog! To turn into this blog and blog! Then i found myself an excuse to lie to MYSELF ( make me feel less bad and a idiot), BECAUSEEE, Thursday no schoool, Thursday No calls from dad/office, Thursday I'M FREE! There, my answer/reason.

But seriously my motivation to blog is really bad i must say. I have come to a point where i have no interest and conversation to blog. Its like, when i'm out, i'm out with the same group of people, and nothing new or common to blog, when i'm at home, nothing interesting. Brother fights sister, sister fight brother, same USUAL BORING THING! Maybe i will blog very interestingly when they kill each other one day or at least end up in the hospital. STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES :), Or about my boring school which classmates are overly friendly and some are just heaps weird to me. I mean they are not weird, just weird to MYSELF!
Or maybe WEIRD isn't the word to use, but i can't think of any now!
EXAMPLE : During class, this 2 guy sitting infront of me, a malay and a chinese. So the chinese guy halfway thru was questioning the malay guy about his new crush girl. And apparently he spot her few times, but i also don't know why he never take her number or what lah, so then the topic dropped and it was back to studying. And SUDDENLY, OUT OF NOWHERE, he said " THAT'S HER", and the chinese guy said " REALLY. YOU SURE"... BLAH BLAH, and you know what that Malay guy did, he DASHED OUT OF CLASS! Freaking with teacher giving tutorials on Balance sheet! GOSH, or, but he return saying " WRONG PERSON"! WAH PIANG! And then they had the conversation which i was too busy preparing or at least trying to prepare my balance sheet. And then when it was self-revision time, he did it again, dashed out, BUT this time, i think he came back with her number. Cause he seemed happy and all. OH, and this guy he isn't young,young, prolly in his 20s, so there, YOU SEE, weird fellow one!
Next one, its not his fault but mine. MY STEO-TYPING judgement! This fellow, my first time seeing him in class after a week of school, his chinese, hand full of tattoos. And i mean full. He was wearing a shirt, half sleeve, and tattoo was like on the whole freaking hand, he looks beng and wears the typical contact lens, beng would wear to make them look ......(i don't know what to fill in there!) And was sitting third row. Seems quite enthu to study you think, but well, he only did in the first set of class, after break, he was hoping table to chat with friends. But main point is, HIS NICE! NOT THE TYPICAL BENG, Or just that his a bit, kukoo! When passing attendance around, he signed it first and then my turn, and when i reach out, he pulled back. And then this went on for the next few seconds, till i was so fed-up and he obviously gave it to me. Is nice but irritating, but you know, my lecturer so stupid until she thinks, he wearing a tattoo socks. Whole class was laughing at her till now she thinks, its just a tattoo socks. WTH!
Other incidents in class are too long to explain already, i can't stop at these 2 and you'll know i'm not exaggerating.There, my reason for not blogging. Full of lame excuses you may call.

I don't know if anyone has received, but melly did, about tsunami hitting parts of Asia, including Singaporeon July 22. Melly intially thought that it was just some junk and deleted it now, when i told her about the yahoo news i read, she panicks. Thinking that it really will happen! SO CUTE! But relax, it won't! They did say in yahoo that is really not possible, QUOTED : this professor warns that research does show that parts of Asia facing the Pacific Ocean could be hit by a tsunami. He said the impact on Singapore will be minimal, but not so for cities further up north. So, fret not! ALL IS SAFE, besides, if you're meant to die, you're meant to. So, better not know when your time will be up, it'll scare you.

Speaking of death, i dreamt this few days back last week, and so far, have only told 4 people. Now i'm telling a whole lot more. My dream was so weird and i'm scared that it MIGHT HAPPEN! I dreamt, i was dead, in the coffin.. and then i was thinking back on my years and i felt i did good. And then i saw this bunch of hot guys sitting down and that's when i felt regretful. Cause i was still a VIRGIN and one who never had a reationship before. FUCK SIA, worst thing was that i was saying them out to something. (If you're going to ask this question like Melly did - was you talking out aloud in your sleep), ANSWER IS, HOW THE HELL SHOULD I KNOW! Anways, so yah, i was telling this thing, that i didn't want to die as a virgin and the last i could remember was that i was starring at the young hot guys. But when i woke up, i couldn't remember those faces i saw. WTF! I kept thinking and thinking, but i still can't recall at all! MAIN POINT, will this happen!?
After this incident, i was somehow traumatized lah! Like i kept thinking will it really EVER HAPPPEN! I told yvonne, melly, aunty and they all laugh. Only sophia, i forgot her expression. GOSHHH!

Its 2.54 now, and i've been typing for close to an hour! MADNESS. I guess i'll stop here now. I think i will be blogging during the weekend cause i'm going downtown for some MADNESS FUN! SEE YA!

2009-04-09T09:43:00.000+08:00

Please no one needs to tell me HOW DEAD THIS BLOG IS! Honestly, i don't have the energy to blog. It's like the feeling of blogging VANISH! The mood or maybe "passion" of blogging is dead, but i'll try to make it comeback! - TRY! Anyway, it has also been days since i open my email and found 3emails from my readers. I'm fine people. Thanks for the thoughts and emails. MUCH APPRECIATED!

SO, Its been exactly a week since i last visited this site. I manage to go watch Confession of a Shopaholic last Friday with dearest babes - Jasmine and Liying. Was good! We actually did spend the day well. We did the whole JASMINE thing.... :)

Saturday was spent with Sophia and Maddy. Collection 3 photo-shoot, dinner with S parents and then city plaza for walking session. Then home. Sunday was family dinner with Tina's birthday. Man, she's 26 this year. She first came to work for us when she was 18. And she's now 26! 8YEARS MAN! But not to fear, there is still another 8 years bond she have with us :) I'm going to force her to stay here whether she like it or not. Its an ORDER not A choice!

Monday was spent cleaning up my messy table, getting ready for school and sleeping early. YESH.. I've started school just this Tuesday. Accounts module. SIAN MAX SIA! My current classmates are soo OVERLY FRIENDLY. And most have no FASHION SENSE! LIKE TOTALLLY! But all in all, i've decided to try the whole LONER SITUATION. And so far, i pretty like it. I get to concentrate better, and i feel FREE. Just that, no one to update you when you're late or when you're stuck at a question and have no one to help you.

And then Wednesday (yesterday) went to school in the morning, met Jas at noon, did MAJOR SHOPPING which i exceeded this month allowance. SO BOO HOO HOO. I NEED TO CUT DOWN ON EXPENDITURE. I bought 2 boyfriend shirt, - a leopard and checkered. A dress which i was craving for everytime i walk in COTTON ON. Actual price was 49.95, and i manage to get the last piece which was a "S" @ just $20! MY GOSH. Till now, i'm thinking on how lucky i am. And then i got my red bra! Whooo! And a high waist skirt. And apparently i'm waiting for 2 clothes which i shop online to arrive. And i've been spending loads on FOOD AS WELL! Which is MADDENESS! Cause just a day out and i can spend 62 bucks on food! Not forgetting my cab fares to school which amount to 20 bucks in the morning! SHALINDA NEEDS TO STOP SPENDING AND START SAVINGS!

Okay, i'm actually suppose to go for a movie marathon with Jas tonight but i'm not sure if i want to. ARRGGHH, And all the girls are still in bed now. Alright, going to get ready to set out. Might be going to surprise S later!

2009-04-02T11:26:00.002+08:00

Was super DUPER SHAGGED yesterday so i didn't blog yesterday. I slept at 6am in the morning and woke up at 7.30am with 10 MISSED CALLS. Liying call me 9 times, while kerrie 1. And i was suppose to wake liying up which ended by she waking both me and kerrie up. But all in all, i wasn't late at all. Still made it there at 9am. Waited for the rest to come, and i SERIOUSLY HATE waiting! Everytime I'm early and have to wait, i'll be so IMPATIENT, But when usually i'm late, i don't realize my friends waiting Impatiently:)!

So, we all went in, told Kathleen to book two table in the canteen for us. The moment we arrive or should i say step into the canteen, all eyes were at US! NO JOKE. And the expression on their faces seeing us, were like some WILD ANIMALS or Weird Animals in a school. And worst shit is Kathleen reserve the table right across the school canteen, so no choice but had to cut through the entire canteen. SUPER MALU!! Then the rest made their way and joined us. We met most of our TEACHERS ON LIST! CRASH into their lessons, including Miss Gan, just that hers wasn't that long.

After school, we went over to Town K-BOX! THAT WAS THE ULTIMATE MAN. I'M so GOING TO FORCE the girls there all over one day! It was really crazy, we scream, we dance table top, we ate their stupid chicken rice lunch box, and we brought back the E1 sensation. After K-box, went to PASTA MANIA. And then, AZU went off, (the temps to ST JAMES WAS STRONG), liying to school which Idah, Ross, Dione and myself walked down to Far East. Shopped around and then they met their friend which landed me and dione going home cause we were super tired. ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU PUT BOTH OF US, the sleeping beauties. And we didn't feel like walking to the MRT so we cabbed. I drop off first then D.

I really had fun yesterday. And will be planning another one. THIS TIME I'LL MAKE SURE ITS JUST THE BUNCH EXCLUDING THE WHOLE PATIENCE AND HER PEOPLE! YOU GUYS STILL AIN'T CHANGE AFTER 2YRS. AND IT'S DAMN ANNOYING. YOU GUYS SHOULD JUST HAVE CLIQUE OUTING.

2009-03-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

Today's post ain't gonna be about me, cause i've nothing to blog about. My life is Shitless BORING TODAY! But i just recieved an email from one of my reader who became my email pal. His facing some kind of WOMAN CRY problem, and i thought you guys could also chip in to some some advise for this poor fellow here. Everyone's opinion might be different, so it will be good if Woman can explain Why? and Men can explain if they have come across any such incidents.
Please do email me @ Shainda@ymail.com. (You can mass sent this around) :)

Below is the attach email, but i censored some due to privacy of my sender.
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Women cry a lot. I kid you not. They do. I’m surprised no scientist has used a woman's tears as an alternative source of energy. It’s as plentiful as the sun.

And to tell you the truth, I have no FLIPPING clue what it means or what to do when a woman cries.
First - let me explain this to women.

Crying isn't a man's best forte - let alone understanding when someone does cry. There are only a few reasons I can think of why a guy would cry.

1. Watching the Boston red sox win the World Series (whether it's tears of joy, or total shock - that's up to you)
2. Being responsible for your wife's credit card bill
3. Plucking just one nose hair
4. Throwing away a good can of spam
5. David Hasselhoff
6. And some weird disease that affects your tear ducts

...and um...yup, that's about it. Can't think of any other reasons.

But just recently - it has come to my attention that women "JUST CRY" sometimes. Yes. No reason. They just friggin CRY.

W T F!?

THAT MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE. Is there an excess aggregation of sodium based H20 in your skull that you need to release periodically?

Does your cheeks need to be washed and regular water doesn't do the deed? Do you find you get "high" off the blurry vision you get when crying? Are you thirsty? Your Pantene Pro-v Guava creme shampoo moisturizes your hair, but couldn't find something that moisturizes your eyelashes? What the heck is it?

The worst part is the conversation you have to try to understand.

crying girl: *sniff sniff*
me: what's wrong?
crying girl: nothing - nothing's wrong.

Analysis: ok - this makes no sense. It's like me having fruit punch oozing out of my skull and someone asking me if i'm ok and i say to them "nah - I'm fine." Basic HUMAN rule of thumb, if there's ANY type of liquid coming from your skull - something's up. So easily, my next thought is:

me: well, you're crying though, so surely something has to be wrong.
crying girl: no, nothing's wrong.
me: I don't get it then - you're just crying for no reason?
crying girl: nothing's wrong.

Analysis: Ah yes - the classic. We've seen this before. The classic yes means no, and no means yes thing. She's just afraid to tell you something. It's your time to shine and be compassionate and ask about what's really going on. So I ask:

me: do you just not want to tell me?
crying girl: no, I just need a 'good cry'
me: what the? a "good cry"?

Analysis: Since when is a cry any 'good'? That's like me urinating blood and saying "man! that was awesome! How satisfying was that!" Crying can't be good. When i think of crying, I think of only bad stuff - like Jesse from Saved by the Bell after she took caffeine pills, or Nancy Kerrigan grabbing her knee, or that time when I was 4 years old, I punched my uncle, but couldnt' reach his face and just punched the nearest thing around my height - ALL THE BAD STUFF!

So asking what a 'good cry' is was very important to me. And that's when it the big answer hit. The ultimate enigma. The one statement. That actually made the sphinx' nose fall off.

crying girl: sometimes, we just need to let it all out.

Analysis: !?!?!?!?!???!!??! How does that make any sense? I just need to let it all out. That's what we guys say about our beer gut or intonations that our digestive tract can perform - not about crying! It makes absolutely no sense!!!!! "LET IT ALL OUT" Bottom line - you don't "JUST CRY" just to "let is all out" in hopes you get a "good cry" - this is crazy talk!! Which is why every man can only come to one conclusion at the end of all of this:

me: omg - I knew it, you're a friggin alien.

That's right Shalinda, we're gonna have to chalk it up there with all the other weird alien rituals you all practice. From the sleeveless turtlenecks, the buying a million dollars worth of stuff from the 'sale' rack and thinking you're actually getting money back, the 3 inch sticks you walk on, and cutting your hair every time you have problems with the significant other. We're on to your alien behavior.

But nevertheless, we know why you invaded our planet. Although we may NEVER fully understand what this all means, we'll do our best to live harmoniously.

So as a token of peace and goodwill, we'll give you what you need most during this time and that's simply a shoulder to cry on. In fact, we'll give you two and throw in two arms as well.

Do women just cry for the hell of it? And what does a 'good cry' really mean? I really need help Shalinda. I don't want to suffer from woman traumatization. And recently, this has been happening around ALOT!
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So, as we can see, Mr XX is really in need, and although i can give him advises i don't think i'm in the right position due to the fact that i've never been in a relationship. So, all those peeps out there, please help Mr XX!

2009-03-29T00:13:00.000+08:00

AWESOME WEEKEND
AWESOME SLUMBER
AWESOME SLACK DAY
AWESOME PIZZZZAA (NOT)!!!!

Went out yesterday for party session with the usuals. Was at Clarke Quay and then later to Orchard for Kumar show which then went to BGFF place. Just me and M. We talked and talked till we all fell asleep. And woke up at noon, had lunch and then carry on talking and talking. We played PARLOR.PARLOR. Or should i say Mani.Mani. hahaha! Just like small times where you use to play masak.masak, or family.family. or anything that comes to your mind when you were kids, we did that! Just that i played the manicurist, BGFF was the LAO BAN NIANG and then madeline was the customer and then we switch. Speak in our broken chinese + English = broken chinglish.. hahaha!
Then we all felt bored and had nothing to do, so we went over to... MY HOUSEEE! :)
Order Pizza Hut pizza and i tell you SERVICE SUCKS! Firstly, when i ordered, they didn;t tell me what combos side order promotion came with it. So, we order 2 regular and 4 pieces chicken. Which in actual case, the chicken came with a garlic bread for the same price i paid for the pizza. Next part came when our pizza didn't have the HOT SIGN that they keep advertising. So, we complain. (As usual, typical SINGAPOREANS :P ) And the stupid manager said that they will send another order again, BUT we have to return the previous set?!! WTH! Like hello, its your fault the pizza didn't have the sign on it! We were all planning for free pizzas!! So, we as usual, typical singaporeans, ate 2 slices each from both pizzas, and we pinch a little of the sausage and ham. So it became kind of little chart-chart!
Next came the next order, so i send Patric down at first, and then i felt something wasn't going to be right so i followed next, true enough, that stupid rider keep trying to call back to his outlet saying that our pizza was half eaten and is it alright to give! Pizza hut very rich what, WHY STINGE UNTIL LIKE THAT?! But while typing this, the word RECESSION comes to mind :), maybe ah, pizzahut is feeling the recession so much that they become stingy! But whatever it is, CUSTOMERS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT!!!
Anyway, although there were no free whole pizza, at least we got 4 slices each :)

This week, i'm going to enjoy my holiday! Going to pack my table neatly, clear my unnecessary junk, and prepare for school next monday! Boy, am i freaking out! I'm going to live sucha loner life. I don't know anyone. I'M BROKE SHITLESS and can't ask papa for money money. :(

Was walking the girls to the bus-stop and we were talking about holiday destination and NOW, i got the sudden urge to leave Singaopore. I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE!!!!! I NEED A HOLIDAY GET-AWAY! I already made my new passport and i just want to fill it up! Ok, i'm dreaming a little too much huh!

I guess i need to hit the showers now. Adios!

2009-03-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

How can i not love Daddy!! :)

Dad went on a shopping spree for us today! He bought us stuffs. At first when he came back and all, i thought i had gone back in time. - CHRISTMAS TIME! Anyway, he didn't just buy us stuff, but BRANDED stuff. I bet there was a big hole in his pocket. But he said, these were all needed and we should learn.
HE bought us towels each - GIORGIO ARMANI AND RALPH LAUREN. Each of us has a set. FIRST BOMB!
Then he bought me a blue ribbon RALPH LAUREN handbag. Though i would say its totally not my kind, but i just accept it with smile. Since he took the effort to buy us gifts. I also received an ARMANI toiletry bag. And a jewelry box from SK II. OHH. And a pouch, but i hated the design so i took off the chain. (That was my bomb).
Kathleen got herself the same as me, just that her bag was different. ( Third bomb.)
The boys got themselves, Van Diesel bags, and travel bags from Tommy Hilfiger. (BOMB.BOMB.)
Dad got Tina an ANNA SUI POUCH! DAMN STYLISH!
SO BOMB.BOMB.BOMB! Seriously no idea why all these, ALL OF A SUDDEN. But dad just said, we're growing up and we need to look after our things and look good. SO, who cares for all the WHY and all. I just am excited to use the stuff in the new house. Speaking of which, my job has already started. I'm going to go on IDEAS SPREE! Where, i'm going to find and collate ideas to present. Everyone is in charge of their own room. Just that i have more. Like the kitchen, Patric's room and the hall. But step by step and i know i will be okay. :)

School is starting for me in April. April 6th to be exact. Accounts would be my first module. Not forgetting i got Statistics exam in May which is my last attempt. fail it and i'm SCREWED! BIGGG TIME!

I've decided to be good neerdy girl starting from April. So going to make sure i don't idle my time away on Movies and Dramas. But study and study! This Saturday am going to enjoy myself MAX! BGFF & Maddy and myself having slumber party after everything. AWESOME! Alright. Plenty to do now. Gotta go prepare Quotas now.

Saturdayyyyy come QUICK!

2009-03-23T16:19:00.001+08:00

Do those without a man really have to hang their heads in shame and be labeled as USELESS?
PFF. BULL-SHIT!!!

Its been exactly a week since i last blogged! Well, not that i was THAT BUSY not to have blog but instead i was jsut simply lazy to blog. And no idea what is wrong, but have been having really weird mood swings. Thank God, i'm mostly at home. Maybe its due to me being very hardworking these few days.

I'm back working for dad. Decided i should just help him at this time. He has been pretty busy and is not feeling well himself. And i kind of took more than allowance from him this month. And the best part of all is I'M BROKE AGAIN! I seriously have no money management. Thank God i was born into this family, imagine with this personality and i'm born in a less fortunate family. But then again, people who come in that family are usually people who can really save. LIKE THEY KNOW THE VALUE OF MONEY, unlike me! Been cabbing to work and back home and that kills me. Oh well. i'm now on break. NO WORK! YAY!

Actually besides work and work politics i have nothing to blog about. Dad is going to throw me into Accounting and Sorting Department soon. AND i totally don't like that idea. There will be less time in main office, no daddy lunch treat, and i don't know how am i going to fair. And i'm so scared that i might embarrassed myself, cause i SUCK AT Accounting!!!

Anywayyy, this week would be another great weekend. Meeting Jasmine tomorrow, going to get some stuff done, and then office this week and then PARTY FOR WEEKEND!!
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Just for Laugh

A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed:

Dear Lord:
I go to work everyday and put in 8 hours while my wife merely
stays at home. I want her to know what I've gone through.
So please allow my her body to switch with mine for a day.
Amen!

God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish.

The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman.
He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate,
Awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast,
packed their lunches, drove the children to school.
Came home and picked up the dry cleaning clothes,
took it to the cleaners, and stopped at the bank to make a deposit.
Went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries.
Paid the bills and balanced the check book, cleaned the cat's litter box,
and bathed the dog.

By then, it was already 1pm.
And he hurried to make the beds, do the laundry, vacuum, dust,
and sweep and mop the kitchen floor.
Ran to the school to pick up the kids and got into an argument
with them on the way home. Set out milk and cookies and got the kids
organised to do their home work.
Then, set up the ironing board and watch tv while did the ironing.

At 4.30 pm began peeling potatoes, washing vegetables for salad,
breaded the pork chops and snapped fresh beans for supper.

After supper, cleaned the kitchen, ran the dishwasher, folded laundry,
bathed the kids, and put them to bed.

At 9 pm, was exhausted and, though daily chores weren't finished,
went to bed where he was expected to make love, which somehow
managed to get through without complaint.

The next morning, the man awoke and immediately knelt by the bed
and said:

"Lord, I don't know what I was thinking, I was so wrong to envy my
wife being able to stay home all day. Oh please, let us trade our body
back".

The Lord, in his infinite wisdom, replied:

"My son, I feel you have learned your lesson and I will be happy to
change things back to the way they are. You'll just have to wait for
nine months though. Because you got pregnant LAST NIGHT".

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SEE, this are the kind of mentality of stupid men thinking that being a girl/woman is easy and all. Wait till they experience it then would they know. Shit, i got to go now, my drama on TV is awaiting for my arrival.

2009-03-15T02:34:00.000+08:00

Loads to Update and Upload!
Before that, WANNA WISH MADELINE A VERY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

So, this week has been really awesome!! With good/close friends by my side over the weekends just makes my life feel more worth living. SERIOUSLY, The amount of fun and madness can never be expressed with words. Here are some pics for the party session on Saturday!!
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AND ALL THESE WOULDN'T BE POSSIBLE IF IT WASN'T FOR MY LOVELY BGFF & BGFFBF!!!!!

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And this is today's picture. Went to celebrate Maddy's birthday. Was suppose to be a well-plan surprise but then everything became impromptu. But still, all went well. :)
I guess the bottom line would be that M enjoyed herself. Had tea time @ Häagen-Dazs, dinner @ Timbre and drinks @ Ace!
Well spent time, managed to catch up on lost time, and i guess we would be meeting more *cross finger*! Probably, twice every month?! Oh well, everything went well, and i think i gotta be staying home these few days. Preety broke. Spend 100+ within 2 days. LIKE WOW! But then, all well-spent.
Alright, PICTURE TIMEEE..
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Fianlly all pics uploaded. Really thought its going to take years. Alright then. That's all for today.
Goodnight people!

2009-03-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

TODAY,NO, YESTERDAY, ERM.. SATURDAY.. HAD A BLAST MAN!
DEFINITELY ONE OF THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

No words can express how much today means and how it all went, only the people present could say the endless fun we had! We went to chijmes, to drink, to watch the the football match - Liverpool vs Man United and to partyyy!
AND BOY did we enjoy ourselves to the max!!

Pictures to be uploaded sooon! Shall do it together with party tomorrow.
Alright. I'm tired now, going to hit the bed sooon!

goodnight!

2009-03-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

To think i have to blog....

I FEEL SUPER SHAGGED TO THE MAX THAT I'M GOING TO MAKE THIS A QUICK AND SNAPPY ONE!

Due to my question written on my previous entry, i'd received 6 e-mails! All from unknown people. So, i've been sitting at my computer from 10.30pm all the way till now. Replying to the e-mails. I'm not complaining here, cause i'm happy to see good response, and not people telling me that they encourage things like that to happen. Although T said, why can't these things happen?! World going crazy, people going crazy, and with these crazy people around, they spread their disease faster than any diseases spread.
I shall find a nice day where i'll sit and blog, as i'm still awaiting more replies :) then will i blog another post regards to the replies.

Alittlest collection 2 will be up this week, did the photo-shoot on Thursday. Thanks to my FAVOURITE TWO GFs, SOPHIA AND MADELINE, i photo-shoot tops that i've not worn for a while, due to my back problem :( Had lovely bbq treat from Aunty as well, (BGFF mum). Not forgetting our usual girl talk.

Well, busy day yesterday. And today will be also. I'll blog more tonight probably or tomorrow. LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND with my girls.

and P/S. P/S. P/S. - AARON AKA BOBO/BOLIAO CHACHA MAN!
NO MATTER HOW DRUNK I AM, I WILL HOOK SOME CLUB/PUB MEN OKAYY! AND TO EVIDENCE THAT, LOOK, 18YRS OF MY LIFE AND HAVE I EVER BEEN ATTACH?! I'M AWAITING MR RIGHT. AND HE WILL COME, PROBABLY HE'S JUST IN COMA!
ONLY YOU WILL PICK GIRLS FROM BAR. AND TO ADD ON. IF I SEE YOU AT THE SAME BAR, SURE THING THAT I WILL PICK YOU UP, BRING YOU BACK TO MY HOUSE AND GET GARY TO ATTACK YOU. OH, AND CALL UNCLE TO COME AND FETCH WHAT WILL BE REMAINING OF YOU!
WA-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (Don't try)

2009-03-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-,
LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAA,
LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LAAAAA
LALALALAH!
HAHAHA! RANDOM!

I manage to hunt some jobs down. I was just talking to Terrie and was telling her i need a job, and she reminded me something that i forgot.. WHY LOOK FOR JOB AGENCIES, OR ASK AROUND?! MUM can do all for me! Firstly, she's in a recuiting agency and secondly, it will be much faster as she's one of the LOBANG consultant. And thirdly, I don't have to share any of my salary with the company. SHIOK LAH! But as you all know, me and mum is not exacly close and all. And when she comes back we hardly talk and stuff, much say i ask for her help. So i was thinking on who should i summon to ask for help and all, and suddenly it felt like God gave me a chance.. I was downstairs watching tv 2hrs ago while everyone was already sleeping and she came home. Obviously the door was locked so she had to knock and i opened it for her. AND SHE STARTED THE CONVERSATION.. asking me what i was drinking, and if i wanted a doughnut and what studies am i doing now! STUNNED i was, and miraculously, i found myself in a conversation with her. So i also used the chance to further ask about her company recruiting terms and she asked why i was keen.. so i told her i needed a job and she jolly well said she would check and get back to me. Well, i told her i would either wanna do events which she said i will be paid $40 a day. (i felt it was goood) OR i wanted to do operator line. Just sit and answer phone calls. So either one.
OH MAN! I feel so happy. Well, i won't be completely till i FIND A JOB :) And when i told T about it, she claims that i'm happy not because i'm going to seek a job, but happy at the long departs on mum and me. Well, as i know myself i tend to care on my pride therefore i'm not going to own up. But whatever it is, I JUST WANT A JOBBBB!

And T commented on my previous post. The one towards the end, where i ask everyone on how they would react to such a scene, she said i sounded like an scrip reader or something. DO I? Well, i certainly didn't want to pull that off, but really wanted people to really think how would they really react. I did question T, and she said that whatever it is, the first time she knew her partner was cheating on her, she would have left and NEVER RETURN! But she said that if she was the woman, she would be happy and think that's it's alright.....
T, ah T, i think you're crazzy, and selfish but then again.. everyone will be like that. SELFLESS! Even when i first caught the movie - My Wife Got Married, i also taught to myself, WHY IS THE HUSBAND SO STUPID? LEAVE HER LAH. GO AND FIND SOMEONE WHO DESERVES HIM! and there in my mind, i wished i was the lady. She could marry both the man she loved, have a kid and still live a life of bliss. No obligation, no question asked, NOTHING. Just a life of 2 husbands who love her wholeheartedly and a kid they all love!
But then again, will that ever happen in reality?! HELL NO! Maybe the past, YESH! Where everyone is open and all, but in the current world that we live.. sad to say, everyone doesn't really take marriage very strongly. As and when divorce occurs. As and when men cheat, and worst of all, who said woman can't cheat. THEY DO!...NOWWW!

So i say, the world is so much more different then it was in the past. At some point, its good. You don't see woman at home, waiting for husband to come back and serve him. You don't see, divorce rates, the man goes out to cheat and the wife doesn't say anything cause she CAN'T!
But now, its equal. BOTH MEN AND WOMAN are equal. If men can go out and work, woman can too.
If woman can sit and look after the kids at home, men can too.
If the men cheats, woman shall not spare.

But then again, when a couple quarrel/ fight/divorce/separated..blah blah.. WHO SUFFERS -
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THE KIDS!!!

2009-03-11T02:40:00.002+08:00

MANNNN! I'M BORED TO DEATH!

I really don't understand life at times, when i'm schooling, i get loads of distractions coming my way, like interesting/latest dramas seriels, or tempting jobs offer that daddy wouldn't allow, or how i will complain that i don't have enough time for myself and wish to stay at home all day long. And when i finally got the chance to do all the above, nothing comes of it. No interesting dramas, no interesting job offers, and i just stay home and ROT! And the ever funny thing is that, when i stay home, i tend to sleep before 4am and wake up by 12pm. Where else, when i'm schooling, i tend to sleep at 6am knowing i got school at 3pm and sometimes i wake up past school time. Life sure is difficult living it.
When you want a cab, there's none in sight, when you don't want, there's plenty.
When you're on cloud nine, you'll see other trees interested in you and when you leave cloud nine, all the trees disappears.
REALLY ONE HELL OF A FREAKSHOW WORLD!

Anyway, i'm going to enjoy this week i know. Thursday till Sunday plenty of activities. WHOOO. EXCITED! And starting from next week, i'm going to start looking for a part time job for 2 weeks. I really don't want to waste this opportunity dad has given me. Since young the only and ever place i've worked is in dad's company and its really boring. For those who says i'm crazy, you just don't understand. Never have i gotten the thrill of working such as my other friends. I don't have colleagues, but yet i get people who are scared to talk and mingle with me. I don't have lunch break, i have it ordered and delivered for me. I don't have the total boss feeling but a dad who is my boss and who wants 100% from me. The feeling is totally shit, and what is more shit is that, to know that this is my future, and i'm living the future now at such young age, that's shitty-ier! I know i can't choose my parents and the life i want to live in, and i also understand that some people just want to have this short-cut in life and can't, but why not just let me experience life before i turn 21?! I only left another 3yrs before i have to leave all the things behind and strive for the path the future has already in stored for me. So, why can't i live the way i want NOW at least. I don't think that is much to ask for. right?!
But then again, dad has agreed to my terms on working outside, but he comes with condition himself. Oh well, better than nothing. I will make sure that i will not regret in my choice. I tried one week in Gan Ma's office and i know that was to kill my desire to work outside but these adults has not yet seen the sprit of a coming eagle. WAHAHAHAH! I'll make sure i prove them wrong. So has for this week, i'm going to play HARD! REAL HARD!

Alittlest Collection 2 will be up next week hopefully. Will be putting our hearts this week to accomplish that. And then Friday with the vanillas and Saturday with the bunch to chill and have fun and now forgetting Sunday's party.
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Imagine you're the husband of this lady. What will you do?!........

Lady comes to your life as a colleague and you kind of fell for her the first time you met her. But you can't blame anyone cause all the males in the office also have eyes for her. She's just the woman all men dream off. And then one day, you guys made love and soon became lovers. Time pass, and you guys got to know each other more. The point to, her personalties is that she loves to drink till dawn and she takes life not as seriously as you do. She drinks with anyone and doesn't like to answer to anyone.To her, there's no need for marriage just has long you love each other. Many nights, you'll just try to reach her asking her what time she'll be back and when she comes home at dawn and you question her about her night, she will reply you that she went drinking with both girls and guys. Time after time, you just try to believe her thinking that you have trust in her. One night, you just lost it, you call her a million times but she didn't reply any. When she came back at dawn, you question her again, and then you found out that she went drinking with a guy and she not only did that but slept with him! And you guys broke up there and then....
6 weeks past. These 6 weeks was hell for you. You kept thinking of her and only her. And then your friend told you to hurry get married to her so that she will be "YOURS"! And then when she becomes a wife, she will more or less be settle and you don't have to worry, so you call her up and ask for a chance to reconcile. She declines at first but then is still in love with you somehow. After your patch up, you use all ways to ask her to marry you. You pester her day and night but her answer was no. Finally she said yes ONLY IF you allowed her to be as she is now! You agreed.

Marriage life is like a dream come true UNTIL, one day she declares her wish to marry another man. But yet, she doesn’t want a divorce with you as she loves both you and the new guy all the same. The only change is that she loves the new man as much and also wishes to marry him. You disagree all the way but then she goes ahead and marries her new man. She spends the weekend with you and weekdays with him. Hard to accept it, you still do, all for the name of LOVE.

One day, she tells you that she is pregnant. Happy at the news but full of doubt, you decide on a DNA test but was caught by her. She decides to leave you but you stopped it. Your child is to be shared with your wife's other husband so does your wife. Still you at loss of the identity of the child. WHAT WILL YOU DO?!

Send me an email @ shalinda@yahoo.com. And tell me what your reaction would be if you were him.

I'll so be looking forward to this!!
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Alright, its already 3.31am and i think i feel the heavy eyes shutting soon. Shall blog more tomorrow. Until then!

2009-03-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

Helllo People. Haven't been blogging for quite some days. Was over at Aloha Changi to celebrate Granny's 70th Birthday. HAD fun! Friends were over and drinks were open and FUN WAS THERE.
Didn't stay over as the place was freaking overcrowded and there was no reason/people to give me reason to put up so i ended coming back home with Yvonne and Melvin.
Monday i didn't do much just sit at home and spend my time doing/preparing for this Sunday. I also caught a few K-movies. And one of them just touched me that i kept tearing and tearing. FREAKSHOW ME.

Everyone should go and watch "A MILLIONAIRE'S FIRST LOVE"! Its really touching. The story line is about a spoiled rich kid ,he’s arrogant, drives sporty cars, attends the big clubs, rides through school corridors on his motorcycle and - wait, that’s not typical at all is it? As his 18th birthday approaches he’s set to inherit his grandfather’s fortune, but that comes with a price, he has to earn his fortune. His grandfather lays down an ultimatum, which was to required to transfer to a new school in Gangwondo and graduate. Until then all access to his penthouse, cottage and credit cards is denied. Should he fail to graduate or drop out then he loses everything. With little choice he heads out to the countryside and a small town in which daily life is far removed from what he’s used to.
Shortly after settling into his new home he meets this lady, who just happened to run into him back in Seoul. They don’t exactly hit it off; he’s far too stubborn and cool for school, while she sees hope for him and sets out to make him see it for himself. As they eventually draw closer, thanks to a set of coincidences and school projects they learn more about one another, but soon a shattering revelation will change these people forever, or something.

Really should just go and watch! The ending is tragic but then again, its a movie on LOVE AND AWAITING FOR LOVE! MANNN!

I'm now freaking hungry, shall blog more later. :)

2009-03-08T01:41:00.002+08:00

Today plan was screwed at first and then impromptu plan came up :)
My initial plan was to get up by 6am and then rush to send Gan Ma and Gan Die to airport and then later rush to office to clear some documents and later proceed to get my brows done and then facial and then mani/pedi... BUT THENNNNNN..
I woke up only at 12.20pm, and then it started raining around 1pm which left me lazy to go out of the house, SO I JUST ROT AT HOME, thinking of ways to self-do all my plans. Then BGFF called and that made me want to meet her, call her my god-fairy, or guardian fairy, whatever it was, it just sunddenly felt like i haven't meet her up recently. And my recently means a week, :) was also a feeling la. Anyways, i went ahead first to get my brows done and then to chinatown to get my nails, bgff did french which is nice, but i'm not sure if it still is as that 80% asian girl bought a top coat which says will help not to get nail chipped off. :I
Then we had good short chat with Jasmine and while waiting for her to knock off, i ate 4 slices of toast. NO KID MAN! No idea, but was super HUNGRY!
And just when we were about to go home, we saw a FISH SPA shop. BGFF has always been wanting to try Fish Spa, so we eventually did for $5. FREAKING CHEAP LAH! Now, i feel i did a full set of MANI AND PEDI which is more better than a classic.

Also, we sold away 4 peices of items today, busy sophia now.

Meeting the girls and their BFs in few hours time. Going for granny's birthday. MANNN! I'm just going to go there to eat and have fun with my girls, cause after all these are cousins and ando people who i barely interact with. SOOO, Friends will play better substitution.

Alright now, BIG DAY TODAY!
MORE REST NEEDED!!!!

2009-03-06T01:03:00.002+08:00

Have not been blogging for days. SERIOUSLY this week is SUPER DUPER HECTIC! I wake up EVERYDAY before 7.30am, and i reach home around 6+,7pm. LIKE A REAL WORK LIFE! And after this week, i can say, be it at Dad's office or ANY office, it will sure be a FLOP! MAJORRR FLOP! SHALINDA + OFFICE = BIG NO.NO. :(

Seriously, after this week, i'm so sure never to try office. I'm actually thinking of zoo, but the thing is that the ZOO is pretty far from my place and me to travel there everyday is SIAO! Sure late EVERYDAY :)
Then i was thinking of teaching, but then i don't want to teach half-way and quit if i don't like it. Like its going to affect the kids. Teaching is one thing that you gotta hang on, NOT FOR YOURSELF BUT THE RESPONSIBILITIES YOU HAVE OVER THOSE YOUNG DEMONS :P So, don't wanna risk that.

HOW?! I'm actually thinking of rotting at home but playing Stocks. I think that will suit me more. I can drama and earn at the same time. But do you think i should take my year allowance all at a go?! What if it fails. This year i will be suffering the WORST economy any human is facing la!
HAIIZZZ. Seriously, i'm clueless. And this month is like a bomb to me. Have to spend on loads and loads of things. Things that are necessary! And things that cost. DIE LA!
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Grandma's birthday this Sunday, and i'm satisfied with myself SO FAR. Although i'm busy with work and all, i still manage to get the guest list done, the venue booked, food and cake ordered. So far, all is going well, i just pray nothing will mess up at the last minute or else Dad said he'll murder me :O

Also have been planning for my "house party" the following sunday. So excited for that. :D
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ALL THAT WAS TYPED AN HOUR AGO, BEFORE I WENT DOWN TO CHECK ON RESULTS :(
I'M DISAPPOINTED AND SPEECHLESS. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH ME! ARRGGHH, NOT GOING TO BLOG ANYMORE, I NEED TO GIVE MYSELF SOME SPACE NOW.

:(

2009-03-03T03:33:00.002+08:00

Going to make this VERY SHORT cause its 3.34am and i'm awake uploading pictures and talking to L.
GOOD NEWS TO SHARE - DAD GOT ME A CANON 450D! Like random. All because i told him i wanted/needed to use his camera, didn't even in my dreams thought that he would get me a new one. like horrayy! i really love daddy TRUCK LOADS! Not just that he got me a camera, but he's always there fulfilling my wishes. Like a genie.. haha.

I'm very tired. EXTREMELY. I left only 3hrs to sleep before i got to get up and start a full energize day. So not looking forward to that. :(

Lots to update on, and i shall do that sometime.

Good morning people!

2009-03-02T01:00:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I'm exhausted and will be for this ENTIRE WEEK! :( But all for good cause *)
Finally after weeks/month of preparations, we're now open for BUSINESS! People, please do come support - alittest.livejournal.com. Very unique and catchy stuff all at reasonable price. SO once again, SUPPORT Is the word! hahaha!

Anyways, we'll be helping/working for Gan Ma this week. Bonding work time. Excited yet not enthu. Excited that we're going to spend time and all, not enthu about the job. Basically my job is to research and research. I keep telling myself that's not that bad, but then still getting those negative thoughts. BAD.BAD!

Yesterday was the start for business. I even went to the temple to pray. HAHA. Not deliberately, but because dad wanted to go and pray for Tua Pek Gong birthday, so i thought i should go take a bit of a blessing huh. Honestly, i don't believe that God will help me excel, but i rather do it for keeping myself secure. Like after when i'm done with prayers, i have a sense of satisfactory feel.

Managed to book a chalet for Grandma's birthday. This paranoid dad of mine, wanted a BIG Chalet but i think will end up with little guests. As the next day would be a work/school day. And the best part of all is that we're renting the chalet from Sunday to Monday and till now, NO ONE will be overnighting. How cool right?! A big chalet with 3 bedroom and an area that can fit 40 person in the chalet and 120 outside will not be having anyone to stay over. MAN! Wasted la. But i think i will find some to stay over with me. After all, its a chalet man!

Alright, its 1.15am now, i'm yawning and yawning and still waiting for replies. But i guess i'll do the replies tomorrrow instead. Gotta wake up early to prepare. :P

Goodnight

2009-02-27T23:14:00.002+08:00

Well, a VERY UN-PLANNED DAY TODAY :( But things ended up pretty well, thanks to my UNDERSTANDING GIRLFRIENDS. :D
To S and E, if you're reading this, even though you guys said you were not upset and all, but i still feel bad so.. let me say Sorry again, and hope things will be better in future. I really hope that the "fantastic 6" will form pretty soon and we'll get to do major fun things like other 18 onwards girls do, : CLUBBING, EATING, DRINKING, PLAYING AND WHATEVER WE CAN THINK OF :) So do reconcile soon yeah, but no hurry, no worries :) But whatever it is, please do remember that - I LOVE YOU GUYS! -> LOADSSSSS! And i want all of you to be HAPPPPY! :O
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Actually while blogging this, my mind is full with thoughts on M. Really wondering where she is now. Don't know why, but like i really need to know what happen to her and cammy! And also i think she had a rough trip. MANNN! HATE THAT FEELING. Like i want to know NOW, but i can't! Looks like i'm going to stay awake for her text :*)
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I did another amazing priceless thing today - MY FIRST M18 MOVIEEEE! - HAHAHAHAHA!
I sound like a kid who just been to the movie for the first time, but No joke man! BEFORE ENTERING, i was like OVERJOYED. The emotion was PRICELESS i tell you. SO... INDESCRIBABLE. Anyway, we caught "Mt Bloody Valentine" 3D! Which was even awesome cause its been ages since i caught a 3D show. The last i can remember was during Sec school days at some science shit field trip. I want to thank BGFF for the movie. And BGFFBF for the drinks. And both for accompanying me to watch the first M18 show :)
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Finally to end all, i can strongly say that Singapore is a very small country. And you can always catch a movie within 15mins from Far east to Cathay! hahahahaha! SHHHHH, that's a inside secret.
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P/S : Don't know what's up with me and my blogging method today but looks like Points form are so much better!
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Another P/S : I SURVIVED WITH $50 BUCKS EXACTLY TODAY! WITH $6 EXTRA. But couldn't have done it if not for BGFF & BGFFBF! Thanks guys *)

2009-02-25T22:50:00.008+08:00

Met BGFF & BGFFBF after their school today! They did their project, i KPO-kpo! :)
Didn't do much, just mac lunch, chit chat, gave ideas, read my True Singapore Ghost Stories.. and JUST BLANK!

Now i've got tasks to do. - PLANNING FOR MY GRANDMA'S 70TH BIRTHDAY! - WHOOO!

I'm tired now, shall blog more tomorrow :D
Pictures....
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The last picture was when we were underwater with all those preety fishes :P
We even sat on roller coaster ride, visited the moon, went to the see waterfall and visit pokerdot land!
hahahah! Clueless at all i just mention?! YOU SHOULD BE :) cause its OUR ADVANTURESSS! HAHAHAHA
Our own dora the explorer!

2009-02-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

Out for Lunch with Nur today. And then followed by mini grocery shopping. I bought 4 dvds home and all went to daddy! HOW GREAT! Didn't get to watch any :(

I just watched Slumdog Millionaire! FABULOUS MOVIE! I totally encourage every single human and non human to watch it! Its reallly DA BOMB!! As i was watching the oscars yesterday, they did won awards for the movie, and personally i think they deserve BIG TIME!!!

A bit about about this exciting movie which Angelina Jolie comented huge, as well as Oparah Winfry. :)

Set and filmed in India, Slumdog Millionaire tells the story of a young man from the slums of Mumbai who appears on the Indian version of Who Wants to Be a Millionaire? and exceeds people's expectations, arousing the suspicions of the game show host and of law enforcement officials.

After screenings at the Telluride Film Festival and the Toronto International Film Festival, Slumdog Millionaire initially had a limited North American release on November 12, 2008 by Fox Searchlight Pictures and Warner Bros. Pictures, to critical acclaim and awards success. It later had a nationwide release in the United Kingdom on January 9, 2009 and in the United States on January 23, 2009.
Slumdog Millionaire was nominated for 10 Academy Awards and won eight, the most for any film that year, including Best Picture. It also won five Critics' Choice Awards, four Golden Globes, and seven BAFTA Awards, including Best Film. The film is also the subject of controversy concerning its portrayal of India and Hinduism as well as the welfare of its child actors.

TEMPTED?! CATCH IT THEN! I GUARANTEE ITS REALLY WORTH THE TIME AND MONEY!
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Enough about the movie, plenty things to be done this week. So as i say my current week would be dry, umm.NOT ANYMORE!
Meeting BGFF for study session, passport thing to be done, head to SimLim to repair that moron's lappy and MY WEEKENDS ARE BOOKED! HAHAHAHA!
So HOORAY TO A NO BORING WEEEK! Thanks to BGFF or else my Wednesday would be hell boring! :)

gotta pack pack.

2009-02-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to blog though!
Actually there will be nothing to blog also for the next few days. :P
Meeting Nur for coffee tomorrow to chitty chat :),
Wednesday onwards would be working on research till Friday or so,
Saturday over at Maddy's place and
Sunday to await for the arrival of beloved Gan Ma!

OH MY! So boring!! I already watch all interesting dramas already, except for those latest which haven't released every episodes. Some were even watched 3times. Like Hot Shot! I really do have so much time in hand. :K

I wanna go China so badly now. Like buy a plane ticket now and just go over :(
I also wanna cut my hair. I really wanna go bob. I know i haven't mention this yet on blog, but the other time at BGFF place, when we were doing our hair, my hair looked really good when its short as well. Besides, the last time my hair was Short.SHORT, was when i was in K2?! Freaking ages ago!
I also need a change of wardrobe. But that won't be anytime soon. Cause i plan to clear away my cupboard in August, nearing to when i'm shifting place. And then, once i'm settle in at the new place, which would be around Sept/Oct then a new wardrobe change. By then i hope to at least lose down some weight :) HOPEFULLLLY!**

I'm very sleepy already. Turning to bed now.

Told you, a very dry post! Hopefully something interesting will happen at the next couple of days! :)

2009-02-22T13:54:00.019+08:00

Yesterday was MADNESS! PURE CRAP SHIR RANDOM MADNESS!
Was invited by Haizzel over for bbq @ Pasir Ris Park :) Met acquaintance again like Nadia and Omar. Made a new friend, Sarah!
Cam-Whore session was the ultimate lah! just ULTIMATE! Especially when you put 6 girls (Sophia,Madd,Kerrie,Nadia,Sarah and Me) + 1 clumsy photographer (Alvin) and 2 CRAZY Directors (Haizzel & Omar) = TOPSY TURVEY MADNESS!
Anyway, food was good, (love the potato salad), great drinks, and great company JUST GIVES YOU A GREAT DAY!

Enough of talking, PICTURE-TIME!
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Well, i guess i will not be uploading the rest, too lazy to do so! :)

2009-02-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

My body clock is now BACK ON TRACK! Although i will say the timing is really fast! My bed-time is 9pm - 10pm. Not later than 11pm. And i wake up at 4am+! Not bad huh?!
But, i'm gonna sleep in tomorrow. BBQ on the evening:)

Met BGFF today, went to do out nails, actuallly we were trying (at first) to go buget, so do express mani only, but then we got attracted to the student offer and did both mani and padi! Mannn, freakishly broke now!!!

I have nothing much to comment, just that i'm tired and i need beddy now!

nights

2009-02-18T23:10:00.002+08:00

HEY STALKER PERSON,
I was intending to leave you and your super low life alone until i felt like maybe since you like stalking so much then you wouldn't mind if i treated you as my personal TRASH! I'm in a super BAD MOOD ( Definitely not BECAUSE OF YOU), and seeing your tags makes me think that i shouldn't ignore a worthless living person!

Whatever my URL is, isn't any of your business. If you don't like it and "find it LAME".. That's your problem not mine! And maybe you're forgetting that you're visiting my website, not the other way round. This is my blog, i write what i like, do what i like and say what i like. And yesh,, i'm VERY honored to have you visiting my blog daily, it adds to mu daily counter. And to think that this blog is worth your time, HELL AM I HAPPPPY! :)

So, i suggest that you get a life and stop messing up yours. What good will it do to you?! By tagging, it only allows people to see how messed your life is and how low you are. What will it affect me, - NOTHING. Moreover it gives me a topic to bitch about with my girlfriends. If hiding behind the computer screen typing this might make you feel GOOD, GO AHEAD! Cause its not going to affect me in anyway, besides the good benefits,.. of bitching about you, being PROUD that i found another STALKER, higher viewer counts, and most of all, DESPISE YOU!

There, i stated my point already. If you're jealous of my life -SCRAM! If you love me too much that you don't know the right way of expressing i would say - KEEP IT UP AND LOVE ME MORE! Cause i bet my life is more worthy to be love than yours :O And if you have sucha boring life or more like NO LIFE, then GO GET A LIFE!!!
And if its all of the above (which is most likely to be) - HAHAHAHA! I'm so Proud of myself!
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Alright, i have just finish watching Boys Before flowers episode 13 and 14! SHIOK-KA-DOO!
Also spent the entire night, without sleeping at all, till 1.30PM to 4.30PM, watching Love Marriage! Looking for more interesting drama to watch.

Something happen today between me and Daddy. Had a conversation with him about it and all. Don't wanna dwell further. Discussion yet to be continued. Stalker cheered me somehow, by typing the above portion out, i was thinking and telling myself, I must be living a life to people who envy me. And somehow, that made me felt better. Much BETTER! :))

SLEEEEPYY HEAD!~

2009-02-17T17:08:00.003+08:00

HO.HO.HO.

I'm turning moldy man! Business Statistics exam is this Thursday and i know nothing. Besides Mean.Mode,median! Like that how to sit for exam?! But the good news is, I have officially finish watching "Love or Bread" and just one more last episode for "Pi Li MIT!" whooo-hooo!
And not forgetting BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS EPI 13 & 14 will be out by Wednesday :)
(Like all those wold be exam questions) - I WISH :D

Besides school tomorrow and Thursday, meeting the girls this saturday for another bbq session.
*madd, sophia - we need to GYM Sooooon! * Carry on like that sure BANG WALL! :)
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I received an e-mail yesterday from Sarah. And i thought i share this 2 jokes, super hilarious!

-JOKES about HEAVEN-

An old lady of 55 years old met with God one day and God has confirmed to her that she is going to live for another 20 years. Feeling very happy with the news, she went on to have the Best plastic surgery with the Best surgeon that money can buy. So from looking like an old woman, she now looks beautifully stunning and young after the surgery. But as soon as she left the hospital, she was knocked down by a speeding car and died on the spot. When God meet up with her she was very angry, feeling that God has lied to her.

Old Lady : Why did you lie to me,God?

God : No. I didn’t.

Old Lady : But why did you tell me that I have 20 more years to live when you intend to take my life before that?

God : But I didn’t intend to take your life until 20 years later. When I took your life, I didn’t know that it was you because you didn’t look like yourself when you met me. You now looked different. How was I to know that the young lady that left the hospital was you?

God : Sorry but too late already.

Old Lady : ??? ( regretting her decision )
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Ah Beng was a very pious man. He always prays to God and always burnt (Chinese paper) money, hoping to get more money from God. Before he died he asked his wife to burn lots of (Chinese paper) money, paper bungalow, paper Mercedes Benz, paper Rolex watch, paper laptop and lots of other high end stuff during his funeral hoping that he could have it ALL in Heaven . His wife did what he told her and after the burial, God came to see him.

God : Welcome to Heaven, Ah Beng. Here are all the things that was burnt and sent to Heaven to you and by your wife on your behalf.

But Ah Beng doesn’t seem happy with what God has given him.

God : Why Ah Beng? Whats wrong? You don’t seem to be Happy with what I have given you? I have given you what you wanted. A bungalow, a Mercedes Benz, a Rolex watch, lots of money, a laptop and a lot more high end stuff that you asked for.

Ah Beng: Yeah. But what you have given me are all made of papers. How can I make use of them?

God : But what you burnt to me are all made of papers. How can I give you something else? What you give is what you get, right? Unless you burnt me the real thing… then that’s another story. Make sense?

Ah Beng: Ahh Well…. L

hahaha!

2009-02-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Initially was surpose to meet BGFF AND BGFBF today for lunch but then dearest me slept like sleeping beauty! NOT EXACTLY BEAUTY :) HAHA! And woke up late! SORRYYY GUYS!

And then went out with Family. Went to get MEL,KATH AND PAT school stuff! I MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS!
Kathleen got herself a stupid sport shoe and bag for track, Mel got himself a new school shoe and his STUPID True Singapore Ghost Story book 18! Pat was the best! Spend almost 200 bucks just for him! He went on a BEN 10 (kids cartoon) SPREE! Got himself a bag, shoe, waterbottle, pencil case,ruler,pencils,easers,sharpener, diary book ALL ON BEN 10!! Super EX la!
As i watch dad pay after each shop, i couldn't dare ask dad for a sports shoe!

Very tired day though! Gonna meet Nur for study session tomorrow! Better get into bed early tonight!

Ciao!

2009-02-14T21:21:00.006+08:00

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Single and Crushing

I'd say, I love every moment of my Single life,
by not having to answer to anyone but myself.

I mean, I can come and go as I please,spending my time as I like,
and gives me the freedom to date and go out with different group of people
without the pressure of having to answer to anyone else.

Or maybe you can say I choose to go through my life being single because I can't find a mate?
But the fact is I really do cherish the freedom and the idea of not having to worry about what my
the other half might think or say.

Today is Valentine, and i would like to take the time to wish everyone A Happy Valentine's Day!
Though to me, Valentine is just yet another day, it doesn't matter cause everyday should be Valentine to couples and not just today but then again, Valentine is suppose to be shared with the one you loved, expressing to Him/Her how much he/she means to you.
Therefore, if you're attach, treasure this day, if you're single, just sit and pray and if you just am happy to be single, (like me), then just laze around as going out will let you see things that will distract your principles.

Today a very dumb person was chatting with me thru msn. His Girlfriend at the moment is in Australia studying so maybe that explains him dumbness! Anyway, we were chatting on msn when he told me his friend wrote "Happy V-day everyone" on her display, and he asked when was valentine?! OMG. I was dumbfounded, a person like me don't know can understand, but a guy who is with his GF for almost 3yrs don't know? Stupid anot>?!

Another thing that happen is that my brother was surpose to go on a date with his girlfriend but is banned from my dad due to his recent smoking case, therefore no Valentine :( AWWWW, but that moron also can't be bothered. He didn't even call his Girlfriend nor message her. NOTHING! Still can be so happy, watching tv and asking for pizza!

Next is Mel! She called me early in the morning at 6am, i wasn't sleeping yet, was watching my drama, and she ask if i had anything on today? So i told her nothing and then she asked me the most OUT-OF-THE-BLUE question : " Let's go for speed-dating today"!! WTH! SPEED-DATING? ON VALENTINE? Firstly, speed-dating is so not my thing, and on valentine to do that is to announce to the world that you're desperate. Not that she is, but i guess she can't pull it that a gorgeous lady like her would be spending V-day alone!

With these 3 lunatics today made me realize that maybe i should just start to convert to a nun!! :P
One, forgot when is V-day, but he really love his GF to bits! I can vouch for that :)
Another, doesn't even bother about the Girl, as if she's a toy! SUCHA PLAYER!
And another obsessed with the fact she doesn't have a partner on V-day :(

MAN, what is happening to the world of ours!

Kathleen even tag-ed my board asking me to stop being a good girl and find a boyfriend, Mel told me the same, my friends tells me the same, everyone does. But the thing is, THE RIGHT ONE HASN'T COME ALONG YET! When will it come? I'm not sure and i don't want it to be anytime near, cause i got goals to achieve before i can think of all these. To me, finding the right one is important and i don't want to be involve in a relationship, why must i surrender to one when there is an ocean out there. With dolphins and Mer-man. To be, m dream is definitely a mer-man. But its pretty rare, like one in a zillion, so i shall just wish for a dolphin. Although very little left but still realistic.
I didn't want to bring this up, but since my dearest friend Roger has tagged me calling me a virgin infront of all, there's nothing more to hide. Moreover I rather be one than not :)
R once said that with my kind of demands in my Mr Right, i would be left a Virgin for the rest of my life, and he sent me a picture of this, although its been long, but i thought it will suit a post like this...
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Isn't he mean?! Thanks ah Roger! But we had this stupid pact that if i still haven't found the perfect man by the age of 50, i have to surrender to him as he doesn't want to see a Virgin die like that! Idiot right! But yeah, i did say yes, cause deep inside i know that no matter how fussy i am, i'm sure that is still that one person.

After watching the news (very rare to see me do that), which was talking on people getting married on V-day, i asked myself why? Why V-day? why Number days - where people go by number, eg: 09-09-09! Like why? Isn't is because its easier to remember? If not why??! Then i came across this pic while googling.
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Have you wonder why wedding ring was round?!

I just did!!
:)

2009-02-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

Something is really wrong with me! I slept for 15 hrs. Since 7am this morning till 10pm+! Freakish! And yet, i'm still slightly tired! What the hell is wrong with me?!
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I'm pretty bored and i saw some interesting things to post on FB but i don't know how to copy them into notes, so i shall just post them here for the fun of it!!
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1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
Run out of the toilet and use another one in the house. And call for Tina to kill that little creature!

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Sing along :)

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line? (Yes. Both boys AND girls have pick up lines)
HAHA. "Hey, you look familiar? Do we know each other"? - Definitely is my kind of line :)

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
This happens to me, and as usual i would say HACK IT! I would still love them.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
WIsh i was dead at that second!

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework (the one whereby you have to choose 1 out of 4 options given to you as your answer) and your class starts in 5 minutes. What do you do?
Sounds familiar!! I would either copy from a friend or just anyhow fill it in!

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
Stand further from the person and try to excuse myself!

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
If i'm not wearing a skirt, i would just go without the panties. If i am, i'll use those hand-dry machine.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
Why should a stupid quiz judge my personalities.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
Smile, say thanks and reply that is the thought that counts!

11.(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
Another gift that needs to be chucked aside! And know that this "friend" doesn't know you at all.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
Play hard to get!!
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Another one,
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1. What is your name: Shalinda
2. A four Letter Word: Shit
3. A boy's Name: Shin
4. A girl's Name: Shannon
5. An occupation: Stewardess
6. A color: Sky Blue
7. Something you wear: Skirt
8. A food: Scallop
9. Something found in the bathroom: Soap
10. A place: Sweden
11. A reason for being late: Sleeping Late
12. Something you shout: SHUTSS
13. A movie title: Swordfish
14. Something you drink: Sweet Drinks
15. A musical group: Sly and the family stone
16. An animal: Sheep
17. A street name: Sophia Street
18. A type of car: Subaru
19. A song title: She's Not Just A Pretty Face - Shania Twain
20. A verb: Shocked

Now, that wasn't easy as i thought. Oh well, enough of stupid things, going to carry on with "Hana Yori Dango" - My second Jap drama :)

2009-02-13T05:04:00.002+08:00

Its FIRDAY THE 13TH TODAY!!!!
WHOOOOOO. Though i know nothing INTERESTING will happen!

Its 5.10am and i'm up awake still, pondering on my thoughts, was watching shows online just now till i suddenly stopped, for no reason, and then i went to my window and stayed there for at least 10mins, doing what, staring at the sky, and thinking! Now, thinking back, i feel so weird! Maybe because my ass was pain after sitting for 6hrs so i had to take a breather. Whatever it is, was just creepy of me.
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I've read an article and feel that it's rather meaningful,
and so I'd like to share with you.

Answers to Your Life

Me: Why are we constantly unhappy?

God: Uncertainly is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty...

God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God: Diamond cannot be polished without fiction.
Gold cannot be purified without fire.
Good people go through trials, but don't suffer.
With that experience their life becomes better, not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God: Yes. In every term, experience is a hard teacher.
She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests?
Why can't we be free from problems?

God: Problems are purposeful roadblocks offering beneficial lessons
to enhance mental strength. Inner strength comes from struggles and
endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where
we are heading....

God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading.
Look inside.
Looking outside, you'll dream.
Looking inside, You'll awaken.
Eyes provide sight.
Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving
in the right direction. What should I do?

God: Success is a measure as decided by others.
Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you.
Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead.
You work with the compass.
Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far
you have to go.
Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?"
When they prosper, they never ask "why me?"
Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the
side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, "Who am I, why am I here?" I can't get the answer.

God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be.
Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here.
Create it.
Life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best of our life?

God: Face your past without regret.
Handle your present with confidence.
Prepare for the future without fear.

God and humans! Both never satisfied !

2009-02-11T23:50:00.002+08:00

Spent quite an interesting day! Did plenty of things.
Prepared V day presents, dyed my hair, dyed Maddy's hair, Saw new pet rabbit Fluffy settle at BGFF place, and had STEAMBOAT!

Fluffy.fluffy.fluffy~! A gift from BGFF(BF) to BGFF! (SWEET-TOH)
HAD a very filling steamboat dinner. Still craving for the Tom Yum soup though!
hahaha!!

Oh well, nothing much to comment these days! Just that it has been quite fun hanging out with BGFF & M! And not forgetting my Series of dramas!

School on Friday! SIAN.SIAN! Gonna rest and spend the day at home tomorrow! TOO much outing already, till dad says i'm hardly at home! So NOT TRUE! Maybe these few days! Cause was at Tai Ma's and Sophia's place!

Okay, gonna get busy now!!

2009-02-10T23:01:00.002+08:00

Went over to BGFF place today! And i love her MUMMY! Aunty gave me a tin of LOVE LETTERS and some tarts, which i have not tried them yet. And Madd got herself a wasabi chips. Helping her mum to finish! hahaha. And we'll be back for more pepsi bottles :)
To summarize, had fun today with BGFF & M! And will be back again to do out hair tomorrow:) FREE STYLIST SOMEMORE :)
Sophia, if you're reading this, don't spoil my hair tomorrow hor! :D

V day is this week! Not in Sec school anymore to be giving out gifts., now is Kathleen's turn! And i'm charging her for my labour! WIll be helping her work on something. SO, labour fees on her :)

OH WELL, gonna go get change and then watch a few episodes of MIT and then to LALA land. Charging myself for tomorrow!

2009-02-08T22:39:00.001+08:00

Firstly, I WANNA ANNOUNCE THAT I LOVE THE NEW K-DRAMA I'M WATCHING - "BOYS BEFORE FLOWER"!
And i'm so thankful to Madd for having introducing me to such HOT STUFFFFF!

Secondly, my day today was tired. Woke up at 7.30am for breakfast! Oh. i stayed over at Tai Ma's place which isn't something out of the box. Thirdly, I had fun at bbq with BGFF and Madd!

AND LASTY,
I WANNA CONTINUE WATCHING MY DRAMA!

NIGHTS:)

2009-02-07T14:42:00.002+08:00

Had Law paper today which totallly SUCKS!
I really don;t know what shit i crap, what facts and nonsense i wrote!
ARRRGGHHHH!

(shall not talk about it anymore) just wait for the results to show :(

I met my Childhood friend while doing my eyebrow. She was doing it beside me and i found her vioce very familiar, after a while, when i was done, i took my time so that she would recognize me.. HAHAHA, so ma lu right, if i go up and say "HI", and she don't know who i was. But then, she was doing the exact same thing. So in the end, we ended up talking a while and all:)

I really love this part about Singapore, because we are so small (GEOGRAPHY THEORY) that we bump into people and all. And the best part of everything was that, we didn't exchange contact. She said, see you around and i said the same thing.. LIKE WTH!
But, i guess we will :0

OH WELL, gotta get ready!

I MAY/MAY NOT blog tonight. Going over to Tai Ma's place!!!!!!

ahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah!
CRAPPP PAPER!

And i hate when KATHLEEN ACT AS IF SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING.! KATHLEEN, SUCHA LOSER :)
WOULD BE SO GLAD IF YOU'RE READING THIS. THWY! Don't know what's that .. it's "TO H_LL WITH _OU

PISSED WITH KATHLEEN!

2009-02-06T14:36:00.003+08:00

I got tagged twice on facebook for the "25 random things" again! But, i didn't know how to respond it from there, so i thought why not just do it on my blog. Since people who read my blog are my friends, therefore, i feel more secure! :)
But this thing is going round and round, and is actually getting very irritating :(
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1. I feel this is just lame, but i'm doing this cause i feel that it's all over FB and maybe once i do this, it will not come back and haunt me again!
2. I want to get my license as soon as possible.
3. I want to retire latest by 35:)
4. I want to die by 75/80, definitely not more than 80!
6. I want to travel around the world and bring Daddy with me!
7. I don't wanna have kids. NOT EVEN ONE.
8. I really still wish my MR RIGHT is living well and not got hit by the truck or something :P
9. If my house ever got burn down, the first thing i will do is to grab my collection of Korean/Taiwan/HK and the whole loads of CDs in my shelf! I'll try to get rid of the textbooks faster! :)
10. I miss my Secondary school days BADLY :(
11. I tend not to study at all, till the last minute and usually that is why i fail :!
12. I don't want to lose contact with my friends ever in life!
13. I want to move out and stay by the time i reach 21. (Initially the plan was 19)
14. I am very excited for my new house! (I'm gonna do what it takes to get the Balcony room.)
15. I want to go back to Shanghai as soon as i can!
16. I like the colors, Black & white, Gold & Sliver, Red & BLUE, Green and Grey! :)
17. I want my LV bag soon.
18. I'm still deciding what i should do for my birthday this year!
19. Back in primary school, i was underweight, now i'm overweight, therefore i want to really slim down. At least back to 50kg!
20. i need chocolate on a regular basis.
21. I used to drink gassy drinks now i've stopped!
22. Salad has been my crave lately!
23. I don't like to bath in hot water, except for sauna!
24. Tomorrow is Business law paper and i've not even studied anything :(
25. i am so glad this is over.

2009-02-05T23:10:00.002+08:00

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE MY DAY TODAY - CHAOTIC
ONE PHRASE TO DESCRIBE MY DAY TODAY - ONE OF THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE
THE SENTENCE TO SUMMARIZE ALL, - WHAT SUCH "SUAY" LUCK I HAVE THIS YEAR:(

I lost my phone today:(, BUT THENNN. This aunty found it and gave it back to me. This Aunty who doesn't speak english, chinese a bit and i think she is more to dialect speaking. Anyway, to cut this super long story short, I lost my phone on my way to school! And the pay-phone that i use was eating my COINS very fast. The cute part about this aunty was that, the moment she found my phone, there was many people trying to call at the same time, but the thing was that she didn't know how to use my phone and because my phone was on silent, she thought it was spoiled and didn't know how to use, so she finally found this school boy who helped her pick up my call, AND just nice i cabbed to meet this lady. I offered her $50 cause i was truly very grateful to her but then she didn't want to accept so we left and departed there. I really am GRATEFUL TO THAT LADY, is not the cost of my phone, but the contacts and this is the million time i lost phones/cameras/ wallets. Everything i have, i lose it! And dad told me that this was going to be the last phone he's giving me:(

To top all, i want to specially thank JASMINE AND LIYING. Cause without them, i would be even more in worst case. Man, today was just chaos, people i tried to reach, didn't pick up, people i wanted to call, i couldn't remember their number and poor brendan who tried to call and call so that he could go to school as he didn't know where lesson was held today:(!

After this SUAY incident, i went over to Tai Ma's place. Had a very good dinner and manage to get peace there.
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Saturday is Law, which i'm so not prepared. I'm going to mug hard tomorrow like crazy!

enough of today, going to shower off my sway-ness and have a good nights sleep!!!!

2009-02-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today something SPOOKY/FUNNY happen. :)

Had school today, and was late to leave home on time for class so decided to cab instead. (LATE is just an excuse:), i woke up early but because i didn't want to walk in the wet wet ground as it was raining earlier on! hehe:D
Class starts at 3.30pm and i left my house at 3.30pm, while waiting for cab, which took years to hail one, this BLACK CAB(the super old comfort cab), stop. He actually already went pass me, but he made a turn and stop for me, oh, the moment i left the house was the moment Jasmine called me, so i was taking to her, while waiting for the cab.. i got in the cab, said to the uncle "stirling road uncle" and contiue my conversation. Halfway thru i got off the phone with Jas, and then the uncle said this " YOU TOOK MY CAB BEFORE RIGHT?" (In Chinese)! I got a shock man, firstly how the uncle know i speak chinese and why ask me such a weird question! Then i remembered talking to Jas on the phone, half chinese half english but then, why would he ask if i sit his taxi right. So i replied "huh", wo bu zhi dao" and his reply freaked me out even more! He said, i think the other i send you to Jurong East Street 21! There is where my grandma stayed but the worst thing was that its been at least 7mths+ i last went there. Then i told him, maybe cause there is where my grandma lives and he replied, "that time you were carrying your lap-top"! WOW. Even i don't remember myself carrying a lap-top man. So, we carry on our conversation. Me being impress with his memory and he telling me that he ever took passengers the second time and how he would recall them but they don't!
He even told me a story about this lady he took, she was pregnant, the first time he took her and after 1 year over, he took her again, and this time he ask the lady, how old is your child, and the lady freaked completely!

Well, it also goes to show that dear me, is so not responding to the downfall of economy:( But then again, taxi drivers are getting really interesting. Everytime i take a cab, if i find the cab driver approachable, i will always start a conversation with them and everytime i always get to learn something new. SO, i guess i'm not just wasting money right? Learning things at the same time. Killing 2 birds with one stone:) Now everybody say "EXCUSES.EXCUSES.EXCUSES."! HAHAHA!
The other time i took a cab to madd's place, the cab driver freaking nice, we talk and talk until i don't feel like stopping even. These taxi driver seriously are trying to earn a living so hard, but then again, because of recession, people are restraining from cabbing, so if i also follow, then won't the economy be EVEN WORSE?!
hahahahahaha

P/S: Kathleen. i know you read my blog, if you ever breath a word to Dad, You'll get it from me!"!!! :)

2009-02-03T19:00:00.002+08:00

Was just reading Liying's blog, Although yesterday's post was already a close chapter but i really think that the Quote from "Dinah Mulock Craik" makes total sense. And totally true!!

"Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away."

Dad told me that he had a group of close to 20 friends at the start, but as time past, these 20 became 6! Those who couldn't click along or was missing when one was in help was slowly POOF.POOF. away! But that did not stop them from contacting the others. Some point or another in life, they would still call and ask about life, or invite them to Child's birthday or small gathering. And as time catch up, all grudges will fade away by themselves.

And like liying said, "is it possible for woman to hold that same of a friendship as guys do?".
That will depend and i think time will tell everything. But then again, what dad said was true, when woman become attach to their MARRIAGE/CHILDREN life, they tend to put all their time and energy into it that they are left with no "FRIENDS" time, much less their own time with themselves. But then again, why can't woman also divide up their time for friends. Hopefully, all my close girlfriends will lead a TAI-TAI life, then PROBLEM SOLVE :) I say until like so easy. But i guess, TIME will tell!

Anyway, that time has not come and won't be coming anytime soon. Unless "any" of you get married like when you're 21 or something! And until then, i will PROMISE to be the sole CONTACT-ER! Making sure that we keep in touch. hahaha.

After blogging this post, i had a urge to recall all my friends since i was born! Well, i have this group of CHILDHOOD friends. Which we use to grow up together, parents use to be friends, and then us and all. Although as we age, we don't see each other often but then the memories of our younger days stays in our hearts.
And then comes a bunch of HAPPY-GO-LUCKY primary school mates which i kind of lost contact with once i was in Sec school and now back again, thanks to facebook! Back in primary school, all we ever thought of was having fun. NO problems, no stress, no nothing. JUST FUN! Most to most is the I DON'T FRIEND YOU, and after a while i become your friend! And you don't have to be friends for very long and it feels like Best friend forever and ever and ever and ever...
And then SECONDARY school, which i can proudly say that was the WORST FRIENDSHIP PROBLEM i ever face in life. HONESTLY, being a very sociable person, getting along with people was never my problem. Just that i can be picky with my friends la, But other than that, being able to socialize = NO problem for me. But in secondary school, Problems after problems i face. Maybe because we all were girls, and being typical girls, we GOSSIP, get JEALOUS, get COMPETITIVE, and more GOSSIP! Starting of Sec 1, i was top of the world and then middle of the year i became BOTTOM of all! And then i learn that in life, not everything goes my way, and many fruitful life lesson that no one could ever taught me. And that's where everything started to change around, the people who once was top of the world was down and the down ones became up. I watch every single one, stumble and fall, and pick themselves up again. And this is a place that i met LIFE-LONG FRIENDS. Friends that i can depend on if i need help, friends that i know will be there for me. Friends that i really treasure. Although i would frankly say, i'm not surprise that one day these friends turn their back on me, which i would feel very sad :( but then again,. that's life. If life is always very happy, won't we living it be bored?!
But, i think after we graduated, things became much much better. The friends that i had but wasn't really there was now here for me. (FIANCEE AND BGFF). And there were the girls who always was there for me.. and some friends who i had so much problem with in Sec school, that when we gradated the friendship was MIA, NOT LOST, just MISSING IN ACTION. AND not forgetting the classy-mates! Although the rest were not my CLIQUE mates, but some was there when i needed them even though my clique was with me. And not everybody know, but these people are equally important in my life.
Dione,Bridget,Siti,Sinthu,Cathrine, Shiting, were people that have help me in school days. And i appreciate them!
Well, i guess somethings are worth waiting, some are not. And at times, what we need to do, is to just stand back and then we will be able to see the picture. And that is where TRUE FRIENDS are found. NO MATTER WHAT, SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS WERE CHAOTIC BUTTT I LOVEE IT! Best LIFE experience:)
And finally, comes my Collage life. Totally different, you don't have to do anything to not have the unwanted person in the group cause everyone tends to be more pro-active, including the unwanted person. And things are more straight-forward. Suitable for me personally. And here is also where i forgot my principle in life and almost fall into a BIG TRAP but was saved! WHich spells NO RELATIONSHIP FOR ME TILL A LONG LONG TIME! At least when i'm retired at 30+. And also where i met friends like Brendan AND Nur. Friends that bring me back to reality and although we know each other for only sometime, it always feel so strong with them (at times)! :) Maybe because what i'm going through was what they went through so they can always give me constructive comments. But is not always up, cause our age gap is pretty far at least 4-5yrs. So at times there's where our disagreement are and all. BUT other than that, i'm happy to meet them :)

So, in life, friends comes and goes. Some stay and some goes but friends are also important in life. Therefore, i don't think its wrong to choose your friends. Friends comes in different categories, "Friends that benefit you". "Friends you benefit" and "Friends that you benefit and they benefitting you"! All these are important. You have to have a equal balance in these then will you be able to lead a much happy friendship life :)

With that, i wish all my friends, TO STAY HAPPY ALWAYSSS!!!!!!

2009-02-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

HEART THIS PIC! :*

BBQ-ING MARSHMALLOWS - (was just missing one thing : FONDUE!)

That's BUNNY!!

FIND ME?!!

FOUND!

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OH WELL, the rest were just normal improper pics. Didn't take much pics yesterday cause Mr Camera was late, that was also because we were so engrossed eating and talking :) More to come though. Actually thinking about it, i think my new room wall-paper will be filled with their faces. Cause after yesterday viewing some pics at Fiancee's house, i've decided to put up pictures of my current life. Cause Secondary Pictures (without fringe) was simply HORRIBLE to look at. And to M and S if you're reading this, DON'T LAUGH!

Had a talk with dad just now, over Melvin, OUR new home and kathleen and just soo randomly he started talking to me about friendship. I really admire dad though, all his life, he has soo many friends(and i mean SO MANY),but then there is always this group which consists just 6 of them whom have been together for over 30+yrs. MAN! Imagine what they went thru. And then i told dad that why is it so hard to find that kind of friendship, and this is what he said that have left me thinking : MEN AND WOMAN ARE DIFFERENT. You may now have this group of close friends, but give it few years when they each have a spouse and children, things will change. You won't meet up often, maybe once a year or once over few years. That is because once woman has kids and family, they tend to put all their focus there that they end up not having time to spend with their friends, but men are different. Although they have kids, family and all, personnel life are equally important. Therefore, for men is very difficult not to break that kind of friendship, instead they will grow stronger. And after he said those words, i felt that me not getting married young and never having kids is good. At least when all these girlfriends get attach to their life, i can still make time.
But well, dad said it right, it takes YEARS to fully understand who are your true friends. And Woman takes longer, cause of the characters we have, JEALOUSY.COMPETITIVE are the two major ones. To me, i feel that it doesn't really matter much cause i can strongly say i know all my close pals characters very well. And being a Libra, friends are a important circle in our life, therefore, i'm very sure to stay close with them.

gotta go now. Service call by KING BRENDAN YEO!

Pictures from Yesterday BBQ at Fiancee house with BGFF!

2009-02-02T02:00:00.002+08:00

SLEPT LIKE 4am+ this morning. Was talking to Denise and all. And she kept telling me how boring my blog was and all, and just so coincidental Kathleen was blogging, so got her to do me a blogskin for a Mac'donald breakfast. How smart of me, and naive of her. She wanted like Cash.cash. But then i thought, why not breakfast! I thought of sending her 5 songs instead but she was at least 34% clever to accept the breakfast instead. Anyway, either way i still EARN!
So, new blog-skin, new tag-board which needs new-link mates. Because i know some of you don't like to be link and all. I didn'y link you, but if you want to be link, just let me know K? I got a assistant who is free for labour. Her warranty lives forever. I know many of you will be going...How cheapo can you get? Over a breakfast and you make her do so much. NOW, my answer is.. That is what younger siblings are for. Being the eldest comes greater responsibilities, therefore they should submit to that. Don't know what and where i'm going at.

ANYWAY... today was AWESOME! Had BBQ over at Fiancée Maddy's place with BGFF! Had like food for a dozen people there. So we ate and pause and ate and pause. Company was great, food was good and the CHILLI WAS HOOOTTTT! But BGFF loved it. Wonder what kind of tongue she has :) We chat and bitch like any other Girls out party and cam-whore. Although Mr Camera was late, BUNNY substitute it. So we ended up playing with Bunny (maddy's rabbit). At first, i was reluctant to touch it, much less played with it, but BGFF got me tempted. But that Bunny didn't quite liked me at first, it was afraid (AWWWW), but after making friends, he went okay. And i think in future, i ("MIGHT") rare a Rabbit. It's so easy to maintain one. Just feed it with vegetables and water and it will survive. And best of all, you don't have to bath it, cause it won't stink at all. And if you're wondering how is that possible, i'll say i witness it myself. Fiancée said that the last Bunny bath was 2yrs back and today when i was carrying him and all, NO SMELL. NOT EVEN A TINY WINY BIT! How cool is that?! :)

I enyoyed myself well today and look forward to this Saturday with the girls again. Another Buffet dinner but this time, we don't have to self-cook and it's fine dining buffet :)
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School tomorrow :( DRATS!
First day for Accounts. And Business Law paper this Saturday! STUDY TIMEEE! ( I keep saying, no action) :)

OH WELL.,
I'm tired now. goood night everybodyyy!

2009-02-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

PAPER WAS BAD. VERY BAD. VERY VERY BAD!

Well, i always say that for every paper i sit cause i don't actually study and when i pass its a miracle! hahahaha..
Oh well, another paper this Saturday which i DIE also must study cause it LAW, and that DANIEL said he will be setting the paper hard :(
But i will enjoy myself today first and then study and rot the week. Gonna do my hair this week. But not sure how to. Should i stick to purple? Should i do streaks of highlights? Should i go PINK?/RED?/BLUE?!!? I wanted to do green before but then again, liying did already. :(

If anyone has any ideas, let me know okay. You can either e-mail me or drop me a tag. Much appreciated! Cause i think i'm fussing more on my hair then on my studies.

My room air-con is spoiled again. Never come home for a while and then spoil already. See how pampered my air-con is? And she's now throwing tantrum cause no one used her for 5days!

OKAYs people, time to go and suft the net before heading to LALA Land, going to meet BGFF and Maddy!!

TTYS

2009-01-31T09:42:00.002+08:00

SHIT.CRAP.DIE.DYING,DIED!!

It's 20mins more till my Marketing paper and i'm having brain cramp! All the words are gone, i feel like escaping or should i say, i'll do anything to make the earth stop moving this minute!!

GOD, please save me! I really am at wrist end, still can idle around yesterday like i'm so confidence but NOWWW, I'm stressing. ARRRGGGHHH, THAT'S ME~!

Alright, off to school now.
All the best to ME! :) [trying hard to smile)

ttys

2009-01-30T13:29:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOO EVERYONEE!!
Been long since i last blog, since last Saturday i was not at home. Was hoping around to either Gan Ma's house and Ah Ma's place:) and finallly arrived back to Wolskel Rd Thursday.
This chinese new year has been a very unlucky one, EVER SINCE IT STARTED. I lost my hong bao somewhere which was given by Gan Ma which i assume should be 100 bucks and above, considering the fact that the hong bao was THICK!! And then i lost another 60-80 bucks playing Ban Luck (blackjack) on the first day and 56 bucks on the second day. really JIA LAIT!
But still it was fun:D! Seeing Ah Gong and Ah Ma, Gan Ma And Gan Die, Er yi and baby and EVERYBODYYY made me happpy!
Been stuffing myself with food and more food that i got myself a very bad stomach ache. I think it was due to the steamboat that we had for reunion dinner on Saturday and Sunday :( Anyway, this chinese new year i met more GOD- COUSINS, and i even learn that Gong Gong's mummy was a NONYA! how exciting! But then i also heard that back in the days, people behaved very differently. They don't smile, don't laugh and are always very serious. ( Which also brings me back why Gong very DAO when i first saw him). hahahaha.
Oh well, in all chinese new year was great. Food was great to the point i'm having stomach ache (till now) and luck was BAD! I also went to catch 3 movies in a day. Watched "LOVE MATTERS", "WEDDING GAME" & "ALL ENDS WELL"!
I would strongly say Wedding Game is not worth the money and story line VERY lame:{
Love matters was very meaningful telling you that SEX is not all that matters and i think is really funny. But not one of the best Jack Neo's production.
And All Ends Well was hilarious but stupid. STUPID STORY LINE, but great entertainment!

Chinese New year over which means back to school, self-proclaim HOLIDAY yesterday so that i could stay home and recover but still i feel i need another day, but i'm going to force myself to school. Cause there are stuff i need to get done, Tomorrow is PMPM exam which i need to REALLLLY STUDY THE WHOLE DAY TODAY. Sunday is BBQ at M's. I totally forgot till yesterday. And then another week of school followed by Business Law Exam on the 7th, and Buffet Dinner with the girls. And then another full week of school and studies and then Accounts paper. MANNNN!

So many many things wo! And i so wanna go Shanghai! Alright, blog more later or something. Going to hit the showers now!

TTYS

2009-01-25T14:35:00.002+08:00

Last post before i leave for Chinese New Year!

Wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, with many blessings and wealth, and babies and health!
As for me, wish myself all the best for school and home:)

SO, i've decided that i will not bring my lappy to Gan Ma's place, cause it will be too troublesome. Moreover, i don't think i got time to use it. House Visiting for tomorrow.

And i wanna thank M for teaching me about Picasa.. I updated a new collage on my siblings which i adore so much:)

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To : _______

I'm verry happy that you're living your life well,and that you have come to understand what i was telling you all these while. I hope you'll bounce back in life and live it to the max and to your own way of life. :)

HONG BAO'ssssssssss

ttys

2009-01-24T22:39:00.002+08:00

OKAY, gonna make this as short and simple:)

Went over to Gan Ma's place in the afternoon, her Uni friends came over. It was 5 of them with kids and husband. As i was looking at them, it just suddenly occur that would such a situation ever happen to me? In a good way of course, like after so many donkey age, everyone still bonds and have mini cute gatherings. Laughing about their kids, talking about school days, about work and life. OH WELL, so after they left, we went over to Gan Die's side of family. Had steamboat with countless dishes, different abalone's, to prawns and vegetables. Indeed very filling. After which, we had wine sampling and all. Uncle Roger took out 3 different wines to try. ALL VERY GOOOD:)
After dinner, came back home and with style : MAZDA POSH.. MUCK. *_0

I don't think i will be blogging for the nest 1-2days. Going to stay over at Gan Ma's place tomorrow, steamboat again. :( It's all right to have steamboat but especially when it's chinese new year, i tend to get so sian of steamboat. But what matters is that family bonds together, and it's not like everytime, but once in a year, so i should just put a smile and remember that. Like i was saying, tomorrow's tuan yuan fan will be at Gilmon Heights. And then Monday will go down to visit Ah Gong & Ah Ma:)

I hope my Hong Bao this year will be around 200-300 bucks. Already considered very little, but looking at recession, i think still can lah!

I'm really sleeping now. Off to LALA LAND!!

TTYS

2009-01-24T01:17:00.002+08:00

Back to PL today, got to see Mr tang.Mr Lim, and PST! Sadly, we couldn't get a glimpse of Mrs Wong as we were late for the concert and didn't wanted to stay long:(
Went over to City Plaza, had lunch and was there for the main reason to -SHOP! but, the clothes just wasn't what we were looking for, so ending up doing mani/padi for myself and eyelash extension for M:)

Was suppose to go and have dinner with Gong's side of family, but, i didn't make it:( I think Gan Ma's mad at me:( Hopefully, i'll get to pleased her and all by tomorrow. But there will be another Family Gathering tomorrow night:) I think i'll have to turn up for that.

PMPM paper is in a week's time which i need to start studying for. Will be going to chiong hard from Wednesday onwards. And then a break on Sunday with another week to chiong for Law paper next Saturday.. So many exams, so little time:D

Alright, i'm looking forward to seeing the CLAN tomorrow. Sayonara!!

ttys

2009-01-23T01:58:00.003+08:00

Weird.Weird.
I can't get to sleep:(
i TOSS AND TURN, AND TURN AND TOSS, but my eyes just won't shut!

So, went to watch Bride Wars again. So loving the movie. And then i thought i might post some movie which i desperately need kakee to watch with! SO, if you want to watch the same one i mention.. you know what to do:)
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THE WEDDING GAME : (Not out yet) 25/02/09

LOVE MATTERS (NC-16)

ALL'S WELL END'S WELL 2009

EDEN LAKE

RACHEL GETTING MARRIED

PASSENGERS

RED CLIFF II

ANDDD THE MUST WATCH....

"THE HAUNTING OF MOLLY HARTLEY"

Although i should say its more on a thriller than horror show and the ending is stupid. BUT WHO CARES... Chance is acting in it! HOT.HOT.

SO, my movie picks for the month.:) And i know, its A LOT! Looks like i'll have to forgo half cause exams are coming and all:(

I think i can somehow feel my eyes closing soon. So i'll sign off here..

ttys

2009-01-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

Class test was shitty! But i still hope i can get a 5-10marks:)
I was so mean at school today! Laughing at my classmate who was having a relapse.But i felt bad in the end and apologise. Cause it wasn't on purpose:(!
Excited cause i'm going back to PL for CNY! Well, not exactly to see the teachers, but rather the schoool!
And then CNY! - HONG BAOS!!!!

So far, dad says this year very quiet. So judging by that i know that sure very sian! But i still hope for miracle to happen:), and receive plenty plenty. So that my room will be decorated nicely. FIRST, i need to save for my mini fridge which cost $788+!
And then all the other minor things.

And i'm planning for mini trip with the girls. Maybe Bali or Puket. See the price and our schedules. But would love to have one:)

Alright.I'm preety tired after a long day at school and all. Going to go to bed early.

ttys

2009-01-22T00:52:00.002+08:00

Can one live without friends?

Most of us, most of the time, would rather be with anyone than be alone. And when we compare being with anyone to being with a real friend, there is no comparison. The reasons are endless. Friends make the ordinary running errands such as eating lunch, entertainment, extraordinarily fun and the list goes on. And good friends are known for easing our pain and lightening our heavy load. They also strengthen us, nurture us, and help us grow. And without our knowing, they can even save our lives. Literally.
Not only are friends good for the soul but for the body as well. Friends help us ward off depression, boost our immune system, bring us back to reality when we are in outer space, catch us when we fall, and so on...

And there are also friends who belong in the"fair-weather" group who are the kind of people who walk with us in the sunshine, but they are gone when darkness falls. They take and take while we give and give, but we never see a return on our investment. On the other end there are the "know-it-all friend" who mothers and smothers with unwanted advice but never asks for our input. In short, friends cannot be your family, they can't be your project. But they can be your friends, which is plenty.

Real friends are few. The few real friends we enjoy generally come in one of two forms, both desirable and equally delightful. They are friends of the Road and friends of the Heart.

Is a friendship that fades away necessarily a bad thing? I don't think so.

Some friendships are meant to be transitory. Like cowboys who ride hard together for miles, sharing both dusty perils and round-the-campfire coffee, we all have friendships that come to their natural end. Not because of discontent or lack of interest. Simply because the road has run out. We've hit the end of the trail together and it's time to move on to other things, other companies of "FRIENDS"!
We must understand that these are NOT failed friendships. Not at all. They are friendships of the Road, equally intense, equally necessary, equally worth cultivating and treasuring as the long-lasting versions. We couldn't survive without them. They get us through a particular stretch of road, and for that we must be grateful. The friends we meet along life's road make the journey joyful. And they are just as fulfilling as friendships of the Heart. Well, almost.

Next come my Favorite Category : "Friends of the Heart"
These people sketch out my life, what i call my personal psychiatrist :) Some since childhood, and others in Secondary School! Together, they can tell you more about me than my Siblings. They are my real friends. They are the pals who know my mood swings and my family history. They've watched me soar and seen me fail. Unlike friends of the Road, these guys have stayed with me beyond trail's end. No matter how many months or miles intervene, the friendships endure. Our cumulative years of shared biography preserve our connection, driving us together on the same path. After years of tireless talks we now speak in shorthand.

One or two of these friends don't live by my life frequently now. But we usually meet during functions, weddings and while passing through each other's school/home! We also plan reunions on occasion, and a few of us have shared vacations. Long phone calls, as well as e-mail and a few cards or letters here and there, bridge the connection between long lapses. We don't keep up on daily details, but these friends know my headlines and I know theirs. We count on each other and we share an irresistible impulse to keep going together.

There's nothing like a real friend of the Heart, long-lasting pals who know us sometimes better than we know ourselves. They bring such comfort to our lives. It's nearly inexpressible.

Are friends of the Heart more important than friends of the Road? Not really. We need both. What matters is how a relationship sustains you right now. An achieved real friendship - of any brand or bond - is among the best experiences life has to offer.
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This post took me alomost an hour to blog about my inner experience and shared views. I just want to take the time to thanks all my along the way friends as well as my "Friends-of-my-heart"! I ♥ you guys!
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Tomorrow is BS test which i'm so not prepared. Going to sleep now, long day ahead!!

ttys

Till now, i'm confused of what you want!

2009-01-21T00:38:00.003+08:00

SO WELL-PLAN PRODUCTIVE DAY! - NOT!!

Went over to YING's place! INTENDING to study, but turn out to be playing session. We talk,eat,surf clothes,talk,eat and watch tv! AND OH, we dyed K's hair! ULTIMATE FUNNNY!

Anyway, i'm super broke and super tired!

Gonna keep up my sleeping time, target to sleep @ 1.30am today and wake up @ 9.30am+!

SOOOO, thanks liying for your notes, :)
AND.. GOODNIGHT WORLD!

ttys

2009-01-20T10:17:00.002+08:00

THE SUN RISE FROM THE WEST!
THE WORLD IS GOING TO END TODAY!
AND ALL BECAUSE....

SHALINDA SLEPT AT 1.30AM LAST NIGHT AND WOKE UP AT 10AM! ISN'T THAT AMAZING?!
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I was worried i won't be able to sleep straight after i hit the bed, but i was wrong. I totally knock out:) And i auto woke up today without the alarm, or at least.. cause Tina was making noise in the other room. Oh well, whatever it is, i'm so going to get back my proper sleep!!
Alright now, i'm kind of on a mission.. to get ready and be at babe liying's place by 12.30pm! OFF I GO NOW!!

P/S: BGFF, i think you were late to wonderland right?

2009-01-19T23:49:00.004+08:00

I really don't know what am i thinking these days. Just last night, i was so sure school starts at 12pm and since this morning, my inner me keep telling myself class starts at 3.30..
AND SOOO,
i woke up at 1.50pm and saw Khai's message which says that she is in school. Freaked out i was. So, i gave up the idea of going school. And then Brendan call and say class starts at 2pm today.. LAGI WORST! But maybe i was too lazy to rush down and since that i'm going to miss half the lesson,might as well i find something more productive to do right?!
I call Nur up and ask if she could meet me to pass me some Law notes and all. Cause its high time i started studying. Chinese New Year on the way which means house visiting which also means lesser time to study and all! So i met her at Kovan, walked around, dinner, accompanied her to grocery shopping and then off back home. I already told myself that i need to sleep early. And also i'm meeting BGFF at 1am at the lalaland since i was very late this morning.
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Going over to Babe Vanns house tomorrow for some serious study session. Need her notes and her past brain-cells :)
Thursday is EXAM! FREAKSHOW MAN!

Alright, i'm so going to hurry and get into bed by 1am!!

SEE YA
TTYS

2009-01-19T02:51:00.002+08:00

I'm stiff bored now! Like ultimate BORED!
Was surpose to have Lunch and dinner together with Dad & Siblings, but plan change. Kathleen and Patric was having tution, l, slept from 7am till 5.45pm. Mel went out with his friends to play street soccer the whole day! Man, hell no would i do that. So, dad stayed at home and then brought Patric to his office once he was done with tution.
All was back home by 8pm.
So, Aunty was ransack-ing Patric's room when she found a black file which had our photo-shoot pics in it! Well, we took this photo-shoot in August last year. The photographer was Mum's friend, so basically it was just a very simple photo-shoot. With all of us, natural and all. And i would say i hate the make-up for this. So CHING-CHONG, thick make-up. I had to rub some off. But i love the hair-stylist. MUCK ** -PERFECTO! My curls were so define and all. As much as i want to post the pics up, i'm lazy of the long wait i gotta do!
Moreover, there's school for me tomorrow at 12pm which means i need to leave the house by 11am and wake up by 10am. Which also means that there is a 50% chance i might not wake up! :I
There's no school this Tuesday, which i'm intending to go over to Liying's place to get notes and get her to drill some formulas in my head of mine. School on Wednesday and then exam on Thursday! DAMN.DAMN. I swear i gotta pass BS! This is like my last chance! So, i think i'm gonna force myself out of bed tomorrow! DIE.DIE I MUST!
Although Brendan says that i'm not focussing in class, but at least i need to get a tip or two what to study for test! And then study myself! And these few days, he seriously have been pretty weird! Oh well!

After test period,its Celebration and more more stress time! I'm going to enjoy this weekend to the MAX! And then MUG.MUG for Business Law paper which falls on the 3rd! Gotta find that dusty textbook and start understanding every shit thing in the text! Oh well, I played too much this month, its time for important things.

After the papers, planned for a few drinking sessions with the babes. We're kind of goggling for places to chill. And i think we'll start with Chijmes! So that will be in the early feb season! And not forgetting my BUFFETS!

So many things to do, But all so cram! That's Life i guess =)

Alright, going to wrap things up and meet BGFF in LALA-LAND! We're going for late supper/early breakfast!

TTYS

2009-01-17T05:44:00.003+08:00

Lots of stuff have been happening lately! I guess it's all in the Game Of life! Shit happens :(
Anyway, its 5.55am and i'm typing this away! And i have to go to Tai Ma's house today. MAN! I totally forgot about it till i saw the calender. How forgetful of me. But honestly, i don't wish to. Cause i'm too lazy to move my ass and i'm sick of the TOILET TRIPS i've been making since yesterday morning. It definitely have to be that Mee Goreng i ate!
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This week is going to be so shitty! I have Class test this Thursday which i know NUTS, Chinese New Year on its way, Thank God, i don't have to spring clean, thanks to Tina! To think about it, i never spring clean :)
And then followed by more and more exams! SIAN to the max!
With the recession period here, i doubt Ang Bao money will drop by 20% compared to last year! (LIKE REAL I DID MATHS ON THIS)!
With people being more stingy on the money they put in and all. So all those young peeps like me, be prepared not to spend cause CNY ang bao won't be able to keep with the spendings. (Totally pointing to myself)!
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Little Girl-Big Little Girl-Little Big Girl

Certain things has occur these past 2-3 days or so, things that don't exactly involve me but to the people i care about! Anyway, that is something which i'm going to comment about.. in my HEART ONLY!
But as i was thinking about all, i ask myself..
- Am i happy now?
- Do i really have friends i can depend and rely on?
- Am i a good and trust worthy friend?
- Does my friends feel bless to have me around?
And others which are corny, and shall not be mention :) All these thinking made me realize that as we grow, or should i say as i grow, i find myself changing. Changing in my thought of thinking, the way i react to things, My bad habits, and even developing good habits! And during these "CHANGE" process, i have friends, and love ones by my side, although i did grow up by myself and all, i still could feel moral support and all. And that brought me back to Sec 1 which i experience a time of rough days at school and home, and i wrote something like this in the dairy i use to keep...

Dear Diary, (I feel so STUPID NOW)
I think I need a girlfriend who probably doesn't exist,
where we can share little pieces of secret together, or maybe
fight for hours and then laugh. Wearing the same dress,
dating the same guy, or maybe having the same hair cut....
(some edited and last minute version cause i can't exactly remember)...

but then again, this girl never exist.

And there was a time, which i thought i was BISEXUAL!!
Till to date, i still have people asking if i'm straight!

Anyway, life's a bitch....
You can be top of the world now, and fall deep the next!
And thanks to BGFF who was planning for more get-to-gather sessions, has made my mood for drinks to life up again after so long! :D
It's been a long while since I felt that drinking is good for the soul.And let me tell you, drinking is good, and in all, seriousness drinking is such an enjoyment and a connecting one at the same time. And I can't think of many other times when I felt better than, in the middle of an intensely ridiculous drinking night.

With that, i can joyfully say, i await for more excitement get-to-gather session!

AND REMEMBER FRIENDS,
I LOVE YOU =)

2009-01-16T01:14:00.002+08:00

HAD FUN, ENJOYED MYSELF & TIRED!!

Forced myself out of bed today for school. Even though lesson was at 3.30pm,which means i had to wake up by 2pm, i still had to drag my body out of bed! That's how LAZY i am!
Anyway, went to school, BS was boring -AS USUAL! Slept for the last 30mins. And then went to meet "M" and BGFF @ Suntec! I was already at Suntec when BGFFBF message me that he wanted to surprise BGFF with a book! So random! Second time already! SWEET,SWEET,PEOPLE :D
And then met M and then BGFF. Went over to NUSS GUILD HOUSE! Entrance was so fine and grand.. Honestly, i thought i was going to rip myself BROKE! And just when M ask about the buffet which she planned for us to try... they said it was only available on weekend. So after browsing thru the menu, we settle for a 4 Course fine dinning!
So after browsing and ready to order our meals, the waiter then ask us for our MEMBERSHIP CARD! Which we don't have:Q
Story goes on and was allowed to feast there. We eventually made friends with this Waiter name ALLAN! Sweet human:)
So dinner was FABULOUS to the MAX! Never regret! And was having a long-lost catch-up time!
After dinner, we ask for the bil and it came up to $83.46! Well, for fine dinning i'll say it's pretty alright.. But you can imagine the heart crack we had! But still WORTH the buy! After that, we had cam-whore session(as usual) and was Provided good wind! With the air chilling and full stomach, i'll call it one of the best day of my LIFE! - Exaggerating a bit huh :)
But really it was great! Might come back again! This time for the Buffet!

Pics with M cause her cam did most work!
Will Upload the food we had, bet you guys going to Drool over them! hahaha
Wicked me:)

Alright, i'm tired! Leg is aching. Going to tune in soon!

TTYS

2009-01-15T00:49:00.007+08:00

Disappointed and Happy and Satisfied all at the same time!!

Disappointed cause i overslept today and did not make it for school today :(
Happy cause i met BGFF & BGFFBF!
Satisfied cause I PASS MY FIT exam!!

So, initially was suppose to meet BGFF & BGFFBF after school today but the Sleeping Beauty me, woke up at 12+/1pm which was already class time, so instead followed dad to CPF board first and then off to meet them.
Today was simple, just EATING & TALKING!
We had Shilling za zi, Nana Thai, and BIg O's dessert!
And BGFFBF made friends with Rahul today! The waiter of BIG O! - ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE: HILARIOUS!!

I bought a nice green dress with BGFF. Apparently, we fell in love with the same one :), and did express mani which cause me 8 BUCKS ONLY! BGFF did hair extension. 4 strands! I bet she's washing her hair crazily! :) Cause we found out that the hair was actually HUMAN HAIR! And so, the aunty who told me its Horse tail is TOTALLY CHEATING ME!

So, to summarize, all was great!

School tomorrow and then might meet BGFF and M!

Here are the pics for today
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Our Lunch-din!

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Dessert @ Big O

TTYL

2009-01-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

I am SO HAPPY! HAPPPY FOR MY GFs!
Finally, everything is going to be A-OK! All the shit put behind and we marching ahead~! AJAH,AJAH,FIGHTING!

The second thing that made me happy was that i had my salad spree for Lunch and Dinner and they were prepared by.. ME! Yes, me! As most will know, i hate KITCHEN. And i can't even prepare a meal for myself. BUTT, today salad was done by me. I shall not take compliments for the cutting part, as that was done by Tina. But the seasoning and ingredients adding were done by me.. If you were wondering what kind of salad was that which is making me H-A-P-P-Y..
IT WAS... A SALAD... WITH...
1) AMERICAN LETTUCE. (sounds Grand but was cheap..$2.20)
2) Tomatoes
3) Popcorn chicken
4) Bacon
5) cheddar cheese
6) Salad Sauce,
andddd
7) The secret ingredient... SALAD DRESSING FROM ITALY! The brand i forgot.
AND THEN YOU MIXED THEM WELL!!!
TADAH. MY LUNCH AND DINNER DONE BY ME:D
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I was reading the Yahoo news and came across this.. "Australia offers 'best job in world' on paradise island"!!
Basically, the article tells that Australian is offering what they call to be "the best job in the world". And all you need to do on the job is to laze around a beautiful tropical island for six months. How cool is that?! And the salary is 150,000 Australian dollars which is 105,000 US dollars, and they include free airfares from the winner's home country to Hamilton Island on the Great Barrier Reef but in return, the "island caretaker" will be expected to stroll the white sands, snorkel the reef, take care of "a few minor tasks" (sounds like a catch) and report to a global audience via weekly blogs, photo diaries and video updates.. This is like too good to be true la! What a very relaxing fine job! If i can swim and all, i would love to apply!
Now, world facing economy crisis and still come up with all these stupid ways to throw money! Haiz. So Bo-liao!
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Had a nice talk with BGFF,M,KELVIN AND HONEY!

"Someone" came and ask me one very sober question:
“What are the three most important things in your life“?

Without the slightest hesitation , I said something that all of us will agree, which is..
Life, Love and Money are the most important things in this world.

Without life the world will have no apparent meaning?
Without life, we wouldn’t be enjoy eating good stuff,watching dramas, shopping, singing Ktv or even blogging?
My formula for living is quite simple.
You see, I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night.
Haa.. Craps….

Love?
I don't know why i said that but i guess that's like another human factor.
To me, LOVE comes from my Family,Friends and people i'm close with.
So LOVE is the very essence of this world.
It's like, Life is the flower then Love shall be the honey.
Love makes life so confusing, but I guess no one can live without Love?
Just don't forget to love yourself!

Yes, Money… (Money money... I love money..)
And people who says money isn't that important, YOU'RE WRONG!!!
We may never realize how important Money is to us until we're in need of it! Like when my Family nearly became BANKRUPT!
Anyway, Money just talks !!!!
With money, I can buy CLOTHES, diamonds,cars,house and not forgetting more Drama Serials!
With money I can stayed in fine hotels, tour the world, release my very own album......(pls don't dream...)
SO MONEY IS IMPORTANT!

Without LIFE there will be no LOVE,
Without LOVE, there will be no use for MONEY!
And without MONEY, there will be no use for LIFE AND LOVE!

What a wonderful theory i've written! :D
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Well, that's about for now, more to blog tomorrow!!

2009-01-13T04:55:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i broke my salad Record! Had Salad for 3 meals already - 2 lunch,1 dinner! But i broke it last night, By eating Kway Teow! This Tina (Helper/Maid) la, go and cook when she knows i'm on salad diet! So going to start all over again! Starting from today :D
D-E-T-E-R-M-I-N-A-T-I-O-N.. is what i need :D

Secondly, went for Statistic class yesterday. Pretty alright. But poor Brendan had to explain over and over again to me..Cause i suffer from Short-term memory :( So whatever he thought me last week disappeared with the dreams i have every night. I'm going to revise all today so that i can store the next set of Chapter in my head tomorrow! Meeting BGFF and BGFF(BF) tomorrow after school!

Thirdly, i can't keep up with my temptation of NOT watching Drama Serials. It has become such a habit that now, when i'm resisting it, the devil in me tells me otherwise.. And its SERIOUSLY SERIOUS very VERY TEMPTING! And to top things on, Honey told me to go watch "The L Word"! :(

Its a Very popular English Drama but its age group target are for the more matured adults. Or should i say adults like Honey who are OLD-er!! hahahaha. So back to topic, I CAN'T SEEM TO GET THIS ADDICTION OUTTA MY LIFE!!!
Everytime i turn on the net, after checking my mails, visiting facebook, blogging.. i always have the urge to go watch serials!
BAD.BAD.HABIT HUH!

So, i really want to contiune blogging, but my eyes are getting very heavy. I better hit lala land or else i don't know when the next urge to sleep will come!

GOOD-MORNING FOLKS!

TTYS!

2009-01-11T16:16:00.002+08:00

I'm getting way lazy NOW!
These past few days, i have been sleeping @ 6am and waking up at 5/6pm. TERRIBLE! And now, this has become a habit! A VERY VERY BAD HABIT!!!
Anyway, back to school tomorrow! And i think i have to find self-discipline to control my bad habit! And i just realize that my school for this week is 4 TIMES?!! GEEZ!
SO, loads of things to get thru this head of mine this week. And i have a FREAKING class test next week! Like helllo. school has just started a week ago and class test already?!
ENOUGH OF SCHOOL.........

Was watching SAYANG SAYANG just now! HILARIOUS LA!

I'm feeling that there's nothing to blog much today. Just that, i'm LAZY and i have gone on a SALAD SPREE! Yes, you've read it correctly, -"SALAD SPREE"!! All thanks to Kelvin who dared me to go 1 week Salad. So, Salad, for Lunch and Dinner and supper! Don't know if i can handle it but should be fine i guess! :)

*I SWAP A BF FOR A BGFF*! :)

TTYS

2009-01-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

I didn't blog yesterday as i was feeling tired and lazy! Brain cells were not working and was TOTAALY not feeling well :(

But i still enjoyed myself pretty well :D
Met the girls up yesterday - Vanns,Madd,Kerrie and Jasmine.
Went to catch the show "BEDTIME STORIES" with Vanns and Madd.. and then dinner at NANA THAI. Jas had to leave so left the 4 of us... Started cam-whoring in the toilet, as we walk, at the sex shop banner.. MADDNESS!
What was even madder was that as we were on our way to ISTANA for more cam-whore..we stopped by this art Gallery on the walk-way from Far east to the Mrt.. and Vanns suggested going in.. And out of no-where i was the impromptu model. Vanns and Madd were on with their Camera, and kerrie with mine! And WORST of all was that everyone who walked was staring at us. Or at least - ME?!

Anyway, after sending kerrie off and continuing on our way to ISTANA.. we droped by HEEREN and thought of having Dessert! So, we went to NYDC. All ordered and share.. and then went back home!

Fun day, but a pity BF Sophia didn't join us:(

Okay, since i'm such in a good mood, i shall upload some pics as i just manage to transfer to my com last night!
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This was taken at Vanns on Christmas...

And these were taken @ vanns on Countdown to 2009!

And these were taken @ the gathering yesterday!

And the BEST PART WERE THE DESSERT-toh!!

That was long uploading all the pics. But looking back, i think i really am fortunate to have met the girls. All important to me in my HEARTS! No pics of Jas because that ZAR BO very busy with both work and Boyfriend:(
But still, I LOVE HER:D

Andddd, i finally finish watch Sweet Relationship! So starting from tomorrow i'm going to start mugging. No more drama drama.. all STOP! Stop till i get over and done with DIP first. After that, then i'll see how! Probably, i will catch a few, just to pamper myself. Anyway, if i want to retire by 35, i have to start working hard!

Don't wish to SLUG all the way till 50s/60s.. EWWW! No life!

JIA YOU SHALINDA!

2009-01-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

A very TIRING but well-spent day!!

School in the afternoon @ 3.30pm (SHIOK), met Madd in school. And we're going to be school mates starting from next Week:)
Although we won't get to see each other much for this month.. cause our class crashes but What the heck!!

Manage to get Summary Statistics in my head today.. thanks to GF! But he is the fiercest Teacher ever!!! Was in so much of pressure:Q!

Met Nur after school, and she gave us a treat to swensen. :D
Went to Puggol end for the VERY FIRST TIME. Sea was great, breeze was strong, but mood just wasn't quite there! Probably, because i was too tired!

Off to shower and then continue on my Taiwan Drama.. Target to finish watching it by This Sunday so that i can concentrate on my studies! - NOW EVERYONE GOES.. "LIKE REAL"!

ttys

2009-01-06T19:51:00.002+08:00

I don't know what day today is but it really looks like JOKE DAY!

Was surpose to have Ross over to help me with my hair and then cam-work in the afternoon, but sadly her mama was sick so she had to look after her. :(
GET WELL SOON AUNTY!

So, i idled the whole day by watching my HK drama - MY WAR IN LAWS, which i finally finish watching:) And people who are FANS of HK dramas should sure catch this show. About a mother-in-law and a daughter-in-law fighting and getting the son/husband caught in-between! - GREAT SHOW!

And just when i went to check my mails, Su sent me this MEGA,ULTRA, FUNNY JOKE!
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A little girl runs out to the backyard where her father is working, and asks him, "Daddy, what's sex?"

Her father sits her down, and tells her all about the birds and the bees. He tells her about conception, sexual intercourse, sperms and eggs. He goes on to tell her about puberty, menstruation, erections, wet-dreams...and he thinks, what the hell, and goes on to tell her the works.

He covers a wide and varied assortment of sub topics and by the time he's finished, his daughter is somewhat awestruck with this sudden influx of bizarre new knowledge. Her father finally asks: "So what did you want to know about sex for?"

"Oh, mommy said to tell you lunch would be ready in a couple of secs..."

HAHAHAHAAHA. Tell you, i read this e-mail i think 10times already! About 3-4 times to myself to get me laughing non-stop and the rest to people who call me today :(
I told this to Melvin and he thought i was crazy and put down my phone. What a all-mannered brother i have!!

And i came across another e-mail by Su which was sent ages ago.. This e-mail is not exactly the same which i recieved, as i added a few lines in it.. MAKE IT MORE SPICEY TO READ LA ;)
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The perfect man loves you for you and not just one tiny part.
The perfect man would sacrifice everything for you.
The perfect man isn't afraid to tell you the truth.
The perfect man is kind, sweet, funny,and loving.
The perfect man can make you crumble with one glance.
The perfect man can make you feel unlike you've ever felt before.
The perfect man knows he's perfect, but won't ever admit it.
The perfect man has a smile that lights up a room.
The perfect man will admit when he's wrong.
The perfect man won't admit when he's right.
The perfect man would never say anything that makes you feel like less of a person.
The perfect man has his beliefs, but would never force them on you.
The perfect man won't force you to tell him everything, but he's always there if you want to.
The perfect man will sit with you when you don't feel like dancing.
The perfect man will know when to take your hand.
The perfect man will know when he loves you but won't tell you until he's sure he means it.
The perfect man will make you want to be a better person.
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BUT............
The perfect man does not exist.

NOW EVERYBODY GO.. - MMMM.TRUE!
:D

School tomorrow @ 3.30pm -6.30pm - CRAPP!
But at least its in the afternoon!

Thursday is Dinner with the girls. Been very long since we last have a proper dinner together. I think it was like last year in March.. but dearest Vanns was in China. :(
To all my girls reading this, i hope after the dinner, all of you will continue to come up with more meet-up gathering.

And last but not least, i came across a new discovery.. A taiwan drama - Sweet Relationship! Although this is not a new drama and i have seen it in TS, but it has never look appealing to watch. But after a recommendation from Terry.. i started watching.
And i know some of you will be telling me AGAIN?! And KYLE, i can hear you cursing me :Q but i have promise myself that after this drama, i will work hard and start preparing diligently for my Law paper and Statics paper.
So, forget this time.. Alright?! - hehe.

That's about it for the day.

TTYS!

2009-01-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL TODAY!!!

Business Stats is really a headache! Worst of all, it took me and GF to queue for 1hr just so that we can pay our fees and register for lesson!
Anyway, i manage to get the "stem & leaf" thing in my head. Not everything. But plotting the chart! :) WELL DONE ME!

Was talking to BF Vanns just now on the phone. Been so long since we last chatted on the phone. Yesterday was BF sophia! Love my girls:D

And Madd is coming to MDIS. hahahahaha. So +1 friend in school! But my timetable this round really is interesting! Although the timing is like bu san bu si but.. i love it! Cause it's all afternoon class! I can sleep past morning :)

I'm going to carry on watching my HONG KONG DRAMA NOW::::::!

TTYS

2009-01-04T02:59:00.003+08:00

It's 3am in the morning and i just woke up. Not from the previous night sleep :)
Woke up @ 3pm yesterday afternoon, idle around till 6pm and then went to meet Kyle for dinner. Came back home around 9pm.. was watching tv till i fell asleep till now. And then i had the scariest dream, i dreamt about me having premonition about strange things. And it has something to do with the economy and stocks and people i know like Dad.mum.aunts.uncles.friends, and..
Even Danial Theyagu(my Law lecturer)! CHRIST!
But i can't seem to remember much, just that i was going around telling everybody not to play what stocks and when to sell and all, in the dream, everyone wasn't listening to me. And then i cry! -YA, I CRY! stupid and lame dream, but when i was telling kyle, who call me like 25 times just to ask if i've watched "WAR OF THE LAWS II" cause there's a guy who has the same name as him!???.. he said i sleeping too much to have such a weird dream!
As much as the dream seems stupid, it kind of felt real. but then again. what do i know about stocks and shares?!
OH WELL!...

anyway, i just had a big fight with mummy yesterday, nothing uncommon i know but she really is driving me up the walls. Her menopause age is far to come but she behaves like one. As much as i know people are going to say that's i'm cruel but i really think she should not live under the same roof as us. Firstly, she doesn't come back home daily. Maybe 3 or 4 the most and she disappears on weekends. Worst of all was that i didn't know she went to Japan few weeks back. For shopping. Just for 3days.?!
Helloo, that is so not the way to spend money at this point of time!> its RECESSION PERIOD!
This is just die hard old habits, last time she always go for last minute trip leaving me all alone @ home alone, And ever since 1996 which strip my family off totally which almost cause bankruptcy.. everyone became tamer. Which also broght us to be more independent. Dad went from Merc to Van, Mum went from shopping to no shopping and me to take the public transport.. And have'nt she learn her lesson to SAVE! Last time, dad could spend her, now she's alone. Was i wrong to say all that?! And she should be showing more care towards Patric. Haiya!! The more i say, the angrier i get!
But..saying so much, makes me feel better. :)

why do you have to learn it the hard way?
why do you only learn how 2 cherish when you're on the verge of losing?
why do you not put yourself in your partner's shoes?
why do you not appreciate his presence?
why do you choose to love in this way?
When
when would you learn that forgiving is easy but forgetting is difficult?
when would you learn to be contented?
when would you play your role and fulfill your responsibilities?

WHEN?WHY?HOW?

TTYS

2009-01-02T23:34:00.004+08:00

2009-01-02T20:53:00.004+08:00

Helllloooo 2009!
My very first post for the year!
It's just the 2nd day of the year and i'm SO excited!
And why is there not a reason for me to be excited right?!
OH, good news first,
>DEAREST GF is going to go to the same intake as me :) - YAY!!! I WON'T BE ALONE!!
And i don't know if it should be considered good or not BUT...School starts on Monday for me. Doing Business Statistics, Thanks to my fantastic attendance i have to re-module. But i need it anyway!

Well, New Year Countdown was pretty memorable and extremely FUN! Spend the NY's Eve @ Vanns place together with the usual people.. and then went over to countdown with dad. So packed.. And i mange to help out! I sound crazy but, i really love to work in a Pub environment, but protective daddy thinks its a bad idea with all his life theories. Normal parents thinking. But i don't understand, they allow me to go to these places, but not work there?! And dad can some more say, when i officially reach 18 then i can only come one place to help - His pub! And NO WHERE ELSE!! Where got fun lor! Can you imagine, you pouring drink and all, and your dad stands beside you?? -:(
Anyway, i felt it was too crowded, so i accompany dad to 7-eleven to get some snacks, and i saw kathy, chris and friends.. Boat Quay was PACKED. really packed. Like fishes in the sea all swimming and swamping together.. to think i would meet them was "FATE"! :D
So dad told me to go out with them to enjoy myself. And the way he said it was the best.

DAD: "You want to go with your friends?
ME: UM, nevermind la, i follow you
DAD: no need to act filial, go and enjoy with your friends.
ME: Nevermind la
Dad: why you want to follow an old man on NY day. Go and enjoy with your friends, is good enough that you spend countdown with me.
ME: okay:D

So, we went back to the coffee-shop where the rest were still dining, and then plan was to go and watch sun-rise.. but some just wanted to find a place to lie down, we went over to Jerry's place since his parents were out of town. And the moment we came in, don't know which stupid moron went to get alcohol. And everybody started drinking like no tomorrow.(OKay, nit everybody but most) REALLY DISASTROUS!! Around 4.30am, you could see, half of them puking and another half asleep! As for me, after getting everybody settle, i went home with Chris, Betty and Jenny. These people who can't sleep any other bed besides theirs! hahahaha.
NY was simple, - Buddhist temple,Lunch and then off to Uncle Frank's house! Simple and sweet!

Today was the start of school for the Primary and Secondary level. Also the first day for Patric as he enter Primay 1 & Kathleen for Secondary school life! And i really have to say my siblings are DA BEST! Patric pointed middle finger to his friend on the first day of school, and kathleen has a weirdo teacher but she think the teacher is nice! And to all PL friends, reading this, guess who is Kathleen's form teacher?! - MDM CHONG FEE KIM!
hahahaha. and the worst part is Kath thinks she's kind and nice! I gave Kath a tip. which is never tell her i'm your sister! :D
Anwyay, time has seriously change. Kath wore a low belt and short skirt (above knee) to school and was passed! Like hello. is the prefect blind?
I'm kind of not concentrating while tpying this as i have my drama on TV roling. So i shall end here and catch up later!

TTYL!

2008-12-30T22:28:00.002+08:00

I'm in a cross dementia right now!!!
It's Eve of the New Year, and i don't know how I'm gonna divide myself up!
And i can't blame anyone besides myself.. because i'm the one at fault. Agreeing to everybody! And now, i'm stuck to who i should go with!
THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE!
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And something today made me so mad!! To all my Girlfriends out there, or should i say including guys - PLEASE NEVER EVER DO SUCH A THING!! I WOULD BE SO PISSING MAD!

As everybody know, i, Shalinda has never ever had a boyfriend before. Although many would say i don't know the feeling, well, i know. I went thru that somehow with THAT "someone"! Although we wasn't an item but the whole incident made me realize that my thoughts on GUYS are true. And as i never told anyone, but that was the one thing i regret, to let my principle of life be suck my as asshole! But thankfully, that wasn't..LOVE! It was just some mere crush feeling which was dissolved quite easily for me. And the reason why till now I never believe in relationship is because - NOTHING LAST FOREVER! Much less a teen relationship! Although i have many friends telling me that their relationship will last them till they married and stuff, and how much the guy is thinking/planning/imagining all the nonsense.. Personally i think its just BULL-SHIT!
kay, let me first explain what made me so mad!!!

"SHE" broke up with her ex-boyfriend( A "used-to-be" a very nice gentlemen.) Like any other young couple, Girl was 17, Boy was 19. They met thru some course thing and they lasted for 1yr+ till they broke up! I'll admit that i don't really know this couple well but well to the extreme that i've been listening to their recent fights till they broke up! I believe that no matter how much i know them, i'm still not in the position to judge but what made me mad was the foolish thoughts of the girl! I mean why do all girls think they are in LOVE @ such a young age?! HELLLO, you are just in your teens. There are still more years to come. So many fishes out there, what makes you think he is that Dolphin?! And, even if you guys are together, do you really believe that he will be your future husband? You won't know what's going to happen in the future. And the basic question to ask these foolish people is "DO you even know what the hell is LOVE"!
Anyway, this silly lady was crying to me, telling me that her ex hooked up with another girl not long, when they broke up like a week ago. Hello, isn't that men's nature? So my reply to her was "Then, do you expect him to come back to you?"! Although i must say, that when she was talking to me, i wasn't feeling very good myself so i kindda vexed it out on her. But when i was much cooler thinking about my attitude i felt i did nothing wrong. First of all, Tell me how many girls out there actually think like me these days? Sorry to say, but not many.. everyone is just having illusions on this lala dream-land they're in, that no one actually come to terms with reality!
Another thing which made me madder was that she said she's planning to call him back, she's going to tell him that she has feelings for him and this break-up is hurting her. WAH LAO! And when i was telling her how dumb the idea was, she said all her friends said she should, after all they've been together for a year already! HOW DUMB ARE GIRLS THESE DAYS?! WHERE HAVE ALL THEIR BAINS GONE TO?! THEIR KA-CHENG?!
The first big NO-NO, after a official break-up is, never to talk to your ex till things are cooler, much say ask him back! And if the girl goes to ask for the guy, it just goes to show how despo she is.
There's still loads more that we were hooking on, but i think i should just not blog cause its so much to talk about! Anyway, it all boils down to relationship! I know many people are into it and all, i mean mostly all my girlfriends are attach, but i just want all to know that we are still growing, there are so many fishes/mermaids in the sea. I'm not saying that i'm against people who are in relationships but just be wary, Don't be too naive and take everything you have now for real. At this age in relationship is just to widen your circle, get to know what relationships is and have FUN! (EXTERNAL FUN).

I feel so relieve now, blogging it out! I'm sure everybody's opinion is subjected but i believe only those who are smart will sing the same tune as me :)

HAPPPY EVE OF NEW YEAR!

TTYL